Author Note: I want to apologise to anyone who might have been reading this story for my lack of updating. I didn't get many reviews for this story, and I guess I burned out. Anyway, I am back, and I'm going to finish this story, because I have a lot of fictions that need finished I'm trying to get them all done. So this story will be getting finished. Also, there have been some more fast and the furoius movies since I last updated we're going to just ignore those, and keep rolling with what we have so there will be NO spoilers or changes. Thank you.

When Han woke up it was storming heavily, and Casey was fast asleep in the bed beside him. She was on her stomach hugging a pillow, and looking so sweet, and innocet his heart ached. He laid there a minute or two listening to the thunder, and rain mixed with the peaceful sound of her breathing, and slowly began to feel guilty for what he had done. He'd never taken a virgin before, and now he felt low.

She was something that was sure, and he'd be lying if he said he didn't feel this amazing heat, and passion when he was with her. He was pulled to her in everyway imaginably, but she was still just a young girl practically a child, and he had taken the one thing from her that nobody else would ever be able to now.

Even the woman he had lost his virginity to hadn't been one herself, and when the racer girls began throwing themselves at him he was always careful not to get one. It wasn't that he didn't like it, but he felt like he was stealing from them, and it made him feel cheap.

Casey stirred beside him, and he rolled over rubbing her bare shoulder, and placing a kiss there.

"What are you doing up?" She asked softly.

"Listening to the storm. Are you alright? Are you...did I hurt you?"

"I'm ok. A little sore. I can go back to my own room if you...if you don't want me here." She said seeming a little emberassed.

"No...No I want you to stay. Go back to sleep." He kissed her forehead, and pulled her body against his feeling her snuggle down beside him.

"Thank you...for today I mean."

"You're welcome."

A few minutes later her breathing evened out, and he knew she was sleeping again. He could happily spend the rest of his life here in this bed with her sleeping sweetly beside him, but he knew at one point he would have to get up, and probably let her go.

When he woke up a few hours later it was still storming, and only three in the morning, but the bed beside him was empty. He looked around the room, but Casey was gone. He climbed out of the bed pulling on jeans, and a t-shirt. He moved into the hallway, and could hear a small noise in the kitchen.

Casey stood with her back to him mixing something at the stove. She was wearing light pink pj shorts, and a black t-shirt her hair in l...ong unkept curls falling down her back, and her tiny feet bare on the cold floors. He smiled walking up behind her, and wrapping his arms around her.

"What are you doing?"

"I was hungry. It's homemade macaroni, and cheese. Do you want some?" She asked.

"No thanks." He kissed the top of her head.

"You don't have to fuss over me just because...We're both adults I don't need cuddled like a little girl." She said with a stubborn tone of voice, and he laughed.

"Come here." He turned her around in his arms, but she didn't look up at him. He tipped her chin up, and her blue eyes met his, and he saw the vulnerbility behind the bravery.

He leaned down, and kissed her gently. She kissed him back seeming to get more used to the action of being kissed, and kissing back. He pulled away first.

"I'm not fussing over you because of that...I'm doing it because I like having you close. I like to hold you, and I'd like it if you want to move into my bedroom all the time. Only if you want to of course. If you'd rather keep your room that's fine too."

She smiled up at him, but didn't answer. She stood there a minue or two before turning to mix her food, and he didn't push her to answer him. The offer was there, and as much as he wanted her to accept it he knew she was shy, and that after what had happened she was probably more shy. Losing your virginity was a big deal to some girls, and he had no doubt Casey was one of them.

She pulled from his arms to go to the table to eat, and he watched her go. Maybe, she was too young for him. He was in his thirties after all, and she barely into her twenties. He shook that thought away she was more of an adult than most women his age, and now a part of her would always be his even if she wasn't. She looked over at him, and smiled a realy genuine smile, and his heart warmed he needed her in his life that's all there was to it.

Later that night he was laying in his bed staring at the ceiling listening to the rain softly fall on the window. It had stopped storming, but the rain still fell gently in a calming cleansing sound that quieted his mind, and soother his soul. His bedroom door opened slowly, and he recognised her figure.

"Han?"

"Yeah?"

"Can I...I want to sleep in here." She said softly, and he knew how hard that small statement was for her. He pulled back the blankets beside him, and heard her coming across the room.

She slid into the bed, and he tucked the blankets around her gently kissing her lips breifly.

"Are...don't you want to..."She didn't finish the sentence, and he smiled.

"Not tonight. I think you need to recooperate a little." He kissed her again gently pulling her into his arms.

"Do you regret what happened? What we did?" She asked looking up at him.

He felt lower than low she's the one who should regret giving up herself to a man like him when she had been waiting this long for someone better, and more deserving.

"No. Do you?" He asked.

"No...not at all...I think I..."She didn't finish, and he didn't push he just held her, and listened to her breathe, and felt her body beside his, and it was perfect.

Sorry this chapter was so short guys I'll try, and make the next one longer. I also want to say that I have an account on fictionpress now under the same penname, and if you want too I would really appreciate some reviews on my original work as well. Thank you.