SO THIS CHAPTER I WROTE IT FROM SOME OF MY MEMORIES AND IT MEANS a lot TO ME THAT I'M SHARING THIS CHAPTER WITH YOU GUYS SO ENJOY AND TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK ALSO THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR REVIEWS loved THEM ALL !!


'this must be some kinda of fucked up nightmare... ...yeah thats it maybe If I closed my eyes...ugh not working...they look so alike it's like their both looking through a mirror. I need to know whats going on.' spencer thought.

"w...wwhats...going on...here?" spencer asked as confusion spread on her face. Mandy crossed her arms over her chest glaring at ashley.

"yeah..why don't you tell us whats going on?" mandy spoke staring at ashley and moving closer to spencer. Ashley stood quiet not knowing what to say or do.

'this was suppose to happen sooner or later..right?...spencer was never mine and I was never hers...look at them their married I would never get a chance... Mandy is a bitch that doesn't know what love is even if it bit her in the ass... Spencer is so beautiful and sammy so innocent they deserve only the best...I just wish I would've met her before...' ashley moved her teary gaze away from spencer and looked down.

"you really want to know whats going on?" ashley asked as tears slowly moved down her face. Spencer moved towards ashley, but stopped her movements when she heard mandy's voice.

"of course we do. Oh and please do us the favor of stopping those pathetic tears they only make you look like the most undesirable person right now." mandy said sending her sarcastic smile.

"okay... I'll tell you whats going on...well your beautiful wife over there" ashley said pointing at mandy. "p...ppaid me to...replace her..as.yyour ..wife." ashley whispered moving her glistening tearful eyes to spencer. "I..I ..I'm so sorry...I would never have done this if I would've known you before...I...ttried to tell you, but you didn't believe me or listen me...spencer these...last few days...I realized that I love you...I love you." ashley said while her gaze on her intensified

'why that ungrateful little bitch' mandy thought as she saw both girls staring at each other as if they were the only people inside the room.

Spencer gave ashley a sad smile. "you want to know something...a couple minutes ago I told you that I loved you too, but I guess you weren't that person that I thought you were. I must be the stupidest person in this world not to see through your act." she moved her head side to side. Ashley moved towards spencer.

"Don't come near her you ungrateful little bitch! How dare you insult me like this after everything I gave you." mandy spoke moving in front of ashley.

Spencer closed her eyes feeling her tears slowly drift down her cheeks as her mind replayed memories of the last couple days with ashley. 'Why?...why does this always happen to me? Don't I deserve love? They only thing I get is heartbreak after heartbreak. I always fall for the wrong ones.' she angrily wiped her tears away and opened her eyes seeing ashley staring at her with a sad expression.

"I can't even look at you" spencer softly whispered.

"I agree." mandy said giving ashley a fake smile.

"not her. I meant you mandy. I want you out of my house and I want a divorce." Mandy turned her body around giving spencer a surprised look.

"you don't mean that, honey because you love me. You always have and always will." mandy spoke moving her finger lazily on spencer cheek. Spencer grabbed her hand stopping her movements.

"you wrong, honey. I could never love a selfish gold digger like you. Have you seen yourself through a mirror. You look pathetic and useless." spencer spoke dropping her hand.

"well since I'm not wanted here. I should leave..I don't even know why I married you! Your nothing but a sadistic person always chanting about stupid fucking love. I'm happy you asked for a divorce because I can defiantly find someone better than you and...richer." mandy venously spat out as she then walked out of the bathroom and entered the room where she found a sleeping sammy.

"good thing I won't be a mother to that thing." she grabbed a luggage stuffing her things inside of it leaving ashley and spencer alone

"I can't believe I thought that mandy would actually change, but I guess she just took the easy way of life and hired you."

"Spencer..."

"I don't want to hear anything because everything you're going to say is all lies and bullshit. I thought that...that maybe it was my turn to finally love and be loved by someone." spencer spoke as more tears shed from her eyes. Ashley got closer to her.

"I love you...I lo..."

"please don't say it...you're not allowed to say those words to..ME!" spencer screamed waking sammy in the process. Sammy ran into the bathroom. "Mama." sammy went closer to her as spencer kneeled down to her pulling her into a hug.

"why are you crying?" sammy asked as her small hands moved on to spencer's face removing the tears that had descended down her face. Sammy then moved her gaze to ashley. "Mommy whats wrong with mama?" she asks giving spencer a soft kiss on the cheek.

"I think its time for you to leave." spencer whispered as she slowly stood up. Sammy move towards ashley.

" why does mama want you to leave?" sammy asked. Ashley moved her gaze down to sammy's teary eyes. She picked her up in her arms.

"sweety, mama's right I need to go...It's best if.."

"no! I don't want you to!" sammy yelled a she started crying. Ashley kissed sammy on the cheeks as her tears mixed with hers.

You, promised!" sammy said wrapping her arms around ashley's neck. "you promised!"

"I...I'm so...sorry...princess...I love you." ashley gave her a kiss on the forehead as she then moved closer to spencer moving a crying sammy into her arms.

" Mommy! Don't go!" spencer tightened her grip on sammy.

Ashley gave her a sad smile mouthing 'I love you' to them as she then moved out the door. Sammy jumped out of spencer's arms running after ashley.

"mommy!"

ashley ran fast down the stairs hearing sammy's voice.

"Mommy!" sammy cried as spencer ran after her "Sam Carlin you stop right now!" spencer shouted trying to stop sammy.

"Please don't go! I love you!" sammy shouted making ashley stop.

Ashley turned around as tears clouded her eyes. Sammy ran up to her wrapping her arms on her legs. "I..I..ppromise to..to be a ...gggood girl and I won't eat like pppig...please stay!" A crying sammy shouted. Ashley picked sammy up in her arms wiping the tears from her eyes.

"listen to me..I love you not matter what and...I love you for who you are and no one...no one is going to changed that..understood." she finished giving sammy a kiss on the nose. Sammy nodded her head to her words sniffing her nose.

"I love you mommy..my heart beats for you." sammy said grabbing ashley's hand and putting it against her chest where her small little heart would be thumping so hard proving ashley all the love she felt for her.

"and my hearts beats for you and your...mama" ashley said moving her gaze at the top of the stairs where spencer stood.