A/N: Thanks to everyone who has reviewed this story and put it on their favorite list. Or alert list. It still over whelms me that people actually read this. Thank you to the awesome rock star theotherbella, she keeps me from sucking.

WARNING: This chapter has little plot movement but plenty of juicy lemons, two in fact.

I don't own any of this it's still on Stephanie Meyer.

Chapter 11

It was Thanksgiving week, and I was going home to Forks with Angela for the weekend as usual. I considered her parents as a second set of parents to me. The only sad part of my trip was that I was going to be away from Edward and his family, and the thought made me sick. I was growing attached to each of them. Some of the attachment was because of my gift, while the rest was because they reminded me of home.

Edward and Carlisle's need was one in the same; for Edward to find happiness. I was all too willing to fulfill that need, because I had found my own happiness in him. Emmett had no needs, he was happy with who he was, and he loved Rosalie with all his being. If he did have a need it was the same as Carlisle's. I had never experienced anything quite like this before, everyone's needs being intertwined. But then there was Jasper.

Jasper's need was a complex one; he needed to control his blood lust. The more I got to know Jasper the more he wanted to be in my presence. I knew why my presence helped control his blood lust, but I wasn't sure that he had figured it out or even if my presence was the key. Jasper was such a tortured soul that I didn't mind using my gift if it gave him some peace.

It was Tuesday evening, and I was visiting Edward and his siblings at their house. I was fast becoming friends with Alice and Rosalie. They would go shopping with Angela and I, Alice had the most amazing fashion sense. That evening, I was in Alice's closet, when she revealed her gift to me.

"You know I can see future outcomes when a decision has been made." She said.

"No, I didn't know that." I was really surprised because this was a rare gift and one I knew my uncle would like to collect.

"I'm very attuned with my family except Edward lately. His future is clouded right now. I'm not sure if it is because of you. It's just odd to me, because I've been able to see other humans' futures before." She was scaring me; I was afraid that she had figured out my secret. "Anyways, I don't know what it is about you, but Jasper is crazy about you. He has never been like this around a human. He said he feels his blood lust slip away whenever he is near you. It's got all of us curious to what kind of power you would have if you were turned." I think she saw the fear in my eyes. "Oh Bella, I'm sorry I didn't mean to frighten you." And with that we went back downstairs with the others.

Edward stayed at my brownstone that night. Angela, Ben and I were scheduled to leave the next morning; Edward was taking us to the airport.

We were sitting on my bed talking. "I'm going to miss you this weekend." I said with a hint of sadness in my voice.

"I know the feeling. Do you really have to go; can't you stay here with me?" He asked with longing in his voice. Our relationship had progressed so well that we saw each other every day. In fact, Edward would stay over most nights. He would hold me, and hum a song he composed for me until I feel asleep. Amazingly he would still be in my bed the next morning although he required no sleep. Edward said he enjoyed watching me sleep, and my heart beat was soothing to him. I believed he enjoyed hearing me talk in my sleep because that was as close as he could get to reading my thoughts.

Edward's family had a place in Forks, and we talked about him going there for Thanksgiving so that we could be close to each other. Carlisle didn't think it was good idea because they had only left Forks twenty years earlier, and their departure was not on the best of terms.

I always enjoyed Forks at Thanksgiving; it was a small town and everyone knew everyone else. Angela's parents were wonderful, and her mom was an amazing cook. This year was an interesting one because Ben came with us, it was the first time that Angela's parents had ever meet him. Mr. Webber gave Ben a hard time when showed him to the guest room. The room was across the hall from the Webber's, and Mr. Webber told Ben that he always slept with his door open and his rifle beside the bed. After that Ben was to afraid to even look at Angela.

Thanksgiving dinner was delicious as always, and it was so much fun to watch the Webbers be a family. They all loved each other and welcomed Ben and me into their family. But Friday was the best day, Mrs. Webber, Angela and I headed out for Seattle for the day after Thanksgiving shopping. I had never heard of this tradition until I met Angela but after that first year I was hooked. We left Forks at 1 in the morning and didn't get back until 3 that afternoon. I never could turn down shopping.

Mr. Webber and Ben found a common interest that day too, football. They were still watching a game when we got home.

As much fun as I was having, I missed Edward. We were constantly texting and talked every night on the phone. Friday night Angela and Ben decided to go see a movie in Port Angeles. They asked me to go, but I declined because I knew they wanted some privacy, and I didn't want to be a third wheel. So instead I talked to Edward all night.

"Hey love, I miss you."Edward said so tenderly.

"Hey Tesoro, I miss you too."

We talked for a while. I told him about our shopping trip, and he told me about how much stuff Alice had bought. Then our conversation got interesting.

"Where are you?" Edward asked.

"I'm sitting on Angela's bed."

"When do you think they'll be back?" His voice had a strange tone about it.

"Angela and Ben won't be back until after midnight, and I'm not sure when her parents will be back. I don't expect them back for a least another hour." Angela's parents took the twins to visit Mrs. Webber's sister.

"So what are you wearing?" Edward asked. That was when I knew where this conversation was going.

"What do you want me to be wearing?" I said very coyly.

"If I could have what I really wanted, you'd here beside me naked. But since that isn't possible, knowing you are naked there will be good enough." I could hear the lust in his voice.

I could never tell Edward no, so I got up and made sure the door was locked and removed my clothes. "Okay Tesoro, I now have no clothes on."

"Really?" I could hear the shock in his voice.

"Really." And with that I heard a small moan on the other end of the phone. "What are you wearing?" I asked in the most seductive voice I had.

"Whatever you want me to be." He said very eagerly.

"How about nothing, then?" I said.

"Nothing it is." I knew where this was going but I just didn't know how to proceed because I had never done it before.

"Love, would you touch yourself, and tell me what you're doing?"

With that, I began to caresses the side of my right breast, then moving my fingers in a circular motion over the dark spot on my breast until I reached my nipple. As I was doing this I told Edward, and I heard him moan telling me how nice that sounded. He wished it was his hand and so did I.

Edward then began to tell me what to do. First, he told me to play with my nipples until they were hard. Then I got a great idea, I remembered that Angela had a web cam.

"Edward, Angela has a web cam on her laptop." That was all I needed to say. Within minutes we were online, grinning at each other.

I positioned the laptop so Edward could have a good view of what I was doing. I continued with my caressing as he instructed me what he wanted to see.

"Run your fingers down your stomach until you get to your hips." I did as he asked while I make soft moans. I knew that would drive him crazy.

"Play with your pubic hair." When I began to do that I heard Edward growling. It was so primal and such a turn on that I wanted to do whatever he requested.

"Move your hand lower and slip one finger into you." His moans were getting loader. "Look at me Bella; I need to see your face." So I looked at him and what I saw started pushing me over the edge, Edward stroking his cock. This caused me to slip another finger inside me and start pumping even faster. Then I began to swirl my thumb around my clit. It was hard to control myself, at one point I know I was going at vampire speed, but I didn't think Edward had noticed. I heard Edward let out a loud moan, and I knew he reached his climax which caused me to reach mine.

We stayed where we were trying to regulate our breathing. Edward was the first to speak.

"Bella love, you are so beautiful when you have an orgasm. Nothing compares to it."

We laid there naked just talking, I was afraid to try again because I knew the Webber's would be home soon. When I heard them pull into the driveway, I got up and put my clothes on. Edward and I talked until Angela and Ben got home.

We flew out of Seattle early Sunday morning and Edward was there that afternoon at the airport to greet me with eager arms. We dropped Angela and Ben off at his place, and then Edward and I went back to the brownstone. We were barely inside when Edward swept me up and carried me to my bedroom at vampire speed.

He laid us on the bed and began to kiss me while caressing my body. Before I even realized it our clothes were off, Edward didn't waste any time. I still wasn't ready for the actually act of sex, because I knew how it changed a vampire when he or she was in love. I didn't know if I was ready for Edward to change or if I would even change. I was still uncertain because of my human side.

We loved each other; I had no doubt about it, but once we consummated that love there was no turning back. We would be forever devoted to each other. That wasn't fair to Edward, not yet since he still didn't know what or who I was, and I still couldn't bring myself to tell.

It was hard to deny him this, because he wanted to so bad, he didn't ask, but I saw it in his eyes. So, I tried a compromise.

I began to kiss Edward then I began kissing and licking him down his neck. Next, I got on top of him as I continued my kissing and licking until I reached his pelvis. When I had his cock in my view, I licked it like I would a huge lolly pop. I could hear his moans. This was a new experience, so I didn't really know what to do. I knew from the times I had touched his cock that his head was the most sensitive area especially at the slit, so I started licking there. I knew I was doing something right based on Edward's reaction.

He knew I was inexperienced, so he told me it would feel good if I began to suck on his head. He then told me to go up and down on his cock with my mouth. He seemed to enjoy it based on his moans. I wanted to give him as much pleasure as I could, so I took my hand and started stroking the part of his shaft I couldn't get into my mouth. I started playing with his balls and gently rubbing his under side. Edward began to massage my head with his fingers and started to match my rhythm. He then began pushing my head up and down faster on his cock. I could feel him losing control, in fact if I weren't half vampire, he'd probably would have hurt me but I don't think he noticed, at least I hoped he didn't.

I felt his cock begin to twitch in my mouth. "Bella, I about to cum." He said as he tried to pull me off of him but I would let him. I couldn't figure out why he was doing this, and then I felt him pulse in my mouth. It was one the most delicious things to ever come across my tongue. I held him in my mouth until till he was done then cleaned his cock with my tongue. Once I was finished he pulled me up to his face and kissed me.

"That was the most incredible feeling I've ever had." He said.

I smiled as I curled up beside him because I made him do that. That was all me; I made him happy.

E/N: I wonder if they missed each other. Tell me what you think and hit the review button.

The next chapter should be up tomorrow.