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Chapter 10

"I'm here for you nanny girl."Brooke spoke quietly. Haley came to Brooke instead of Nathan when she came home. It been complete silence since she told her story.

"I know Brooke its just I feel like a homewrecker."

"Your not a homewrecker your in love."Brooke said eating a cookie.

"I can wreck a family pull them a part just like that. Nathan might of really loved Rachel and I seduced him.I'm a pregnant slut"

"I been Nathan's best friend since high school."Brooke said."I know him better than anyone well besides Lucas and Nathan never gives Rachel the look not even after five years."

"Whats the look?"

"Its when a guy looks at you like he wants his way with you."Brooke giggled

"Then he doesnt love Rachel?."

"He doesnt want to become Dan that scares him if he left Rachel and the kids he would be Dan."

"Dan...Who's Dan?"

"Dan is his father not a very nice guy he abused Nathan and Lucas to death and they dont want to become thar."Brooke shrugged her shoulders. "I think there both

great husbands and fathers."

"Nathan is a great father."Haley said smiling a bit. He was also a sexy father.

"And you will make a good mother to his kids they love you."

"I'm not there mother I'm there nanny."

"Your a good person you will figure it out."

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"Nathan your not leaving are you?"asked Lucas

"I want to surprise Rachel in California."

"What about Haley?"

"Tell her I didnt mean to hurt her."

"Your breaking her heart man."

"I know that but I'm married. I cant just live happy with her like Dan did with mom."

"When does your flight leave?"

"Tonight I want to go soon."

"You will come back right?"

"I have a job and a life here I just want to settle some things."

"I hope you know what your doing." Lucas mumbled as Nathan went out of the room with his bags.

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"Nathan are you going some where?"asked Brooke. He couldnt leave yet. Not without talking to Haley.

"California to see Rachel."Nathan said not looking Brooke in the eye. She could read him like a book.

"You could tell Haley first you know she doesnt know that she has a few days off."

"You can tell her for me."

"Come on Brooke just this once let me do this. Its my mistake."

"If you break her heart I swear I will."

"You can kill me I dont want to hurt her either I derserve a Brooke Davis slap." Nathan said rubbing his eyes.

Brooke punched him in the arm. She didnt know what he going through but he was feeling low. "Your right you do derserve a Davis punch. Do what you think is right and talk to Haley sooner rather than later."

"Daddy were ready to see mommy."Jackson said happily coming down the stairs with his brothers.

"Bye Aunt Brooke tell the nanny I said bye." Andy said following his dad out the door.

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"Lucas is Nathan here we need to talk."Haley said

"No he left and you have to feed Brianna."

Haley pushed her hair behind her ears then picked up the baby."Where did he go this is a emergency."

Lucas put down his parenting magazine and looked at Haley. He really hadnt given her a chance at all. "Is everything okay Haley?"

"No thats kind of why I need to talk to him I want to go away tommrow its important."

"I can give him the message he will be back in two days."Lucas paused not knowing to tell Haley where he went." He went to visit Rachel she's pregnant."

"Can you just give him the note then I will be back later and the baby will be in my room instead of Nathan's." Haley said giving him a weak smile and gave him a note

Lucas just nodded understanding as she left. He knew she was heartbroken but he couldnt comfort her she was a babysitter and he didnt want to get involved. Yet he looked at the letter wanting to read it. Nathan must of yelled him a thousand times for reading his mail but he couldnt help it.

Dear Nathan,

Our night together was...beautiful but im making sure it never happens again. I'm sorry for the pain I caused Rachel and your family. I should of never had the job in the first place. I'm writing this letter because I'm leaving. You have a family and Brooke told me about Dan and your not like him. I hope everything gets better with Rachel. Maybe we can be friends without anything ever happening. Before I go I want to tell you I'm pregnant. You dont have to find me or give me my job back. I quit my job so things wont get messy. I can take care of myself and you take care of Rachel. She derseves you and a good husband. Your a good guy Nathan sorry I came into your life.

Love Haley James,