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Hello!
I know it's been a while, but I had an epiphany since I was feeling that the story was not going anywhere. And it hit me!
I have replaced all the chapters with a new twist.
If you want to reread the story, go ahead, since a lot has been changed... and if you don't,
here's the new plot:
Edward and his family want to win Bella over. That hasn't changed. She reincarnates and all of that, everything is the same... but Edward comes to find that this new Bella already has a boyfriend!
So Edward and his family have to win her over!
BPOV
I opened my eyes, and the world was still spinning. I had a few flashbacks... everything was nice, cool, happy... Alice and I were in the park, then in the living room, Jasper joined us... UGH! FUCK FUCK FUCK
As sure as a drunk girl at 2 am
I buried my face on the pillow and let out a huge groan.
"Hey" Jasper knocked "are you ok?"
"Yeah" I lied "are you alone?"
"Uh no. Alice is here with me and Edward is just-" the door opened. Edward walked in with breakfast on a tray. I felt so ashamed and, at the same time, so touched by the gesture.
"Uhm... thanks." I mumbled, smiling. He was containing a grin.
"You ok?" Edward asked. I filled my mouth with blueberry waffles, so I nodded. He laughed and I had to look away, because my stomach was starting to tie itself in a knot.
"I don't know if you know this, but Jasper can feel and control others' emotions... and I can read minds, so there's no use in lying."
I choked. His eyes widened as he tried to pat me in my back. I drank some orange juice, took a deep breath and cleared my throat.
"Read minds?" I croaked.
He smirked and leaned towards me
"Is there something you'd like to tell me?"
I couldn't feel my legs and I swear I was sweating cold. "Uh..."
He gave a soft laugh and leaned away "Relax, Bella. I can read minds, but I just can't read yours."
Then he laughed even harder when I released a hard sigh... and then punched his arm, though I was aware it didn't hurt him.
He stared at the floor, with a smile that no longer reached his eyes, then the smile faded, as it seemed his thoughts were drifting away to a worry of his.
I wanted to ask him what was wrong, but I got very distracted. I was growing fond of the subtle details that formed his character;
the slightly curled locks of bronze hair in the back of his neck, the way his veins surrounded his pale knuckles. His shoulders, and how his chest moved like ocean waves whenever he sighed and breathed. His jaw, and how it tightened up when he got frustrated and clenched his teeth. I wanted to cling forever into these details. If there was any way to be the owner of all of them. I started to wish I could be the reason the waves of his chest moved.
Jacob.
He cleared his throat and stood up, facing me, but making zero eye contact. "I'll leave you to your routines" and he left the room.
This made me feel uneasy. One minute he brings me breakfast to bed and then he just... acts so unattached. Then I had to regain posture, because now I couldn't feel anything without vampires knowing.
I heard the living room's door slam and I looked out the window. Jacob was parking his bike. Edward drove past him on his Volvo and Jake ignored him.
"Bella?" Alice said from the other side of the door. "Your boyfriend is here, he's going to take you to class"
"Thanks." I said, shamefully. "Is Edward going to fight with Jake?"
There was silence, as she was focusing. "Nope, not today!"
"Is he mad?"
"Why would he be mad, Bella? Edward is just your friend."
This ached a little, but for some reason, I felt like Edward was something more. I mean, we spent the night cuddling.
But she was right. He shouldn't be mad.
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Jacob and I drove to class on our bikes. He entered class and Edward was nowhere to be seen. This stung quite much, and it got me worried, as if I owed him an explanation. I tried to act by Alice's words, we weren't more than friends, and he knew that Jacob and I were dating way before I met him.
We sat on our usual seats in the second row, and the lecture began. I payed all my attention into what the professor was saying. I remembered how much I loved literature, so half an hour passed by.
Jacob wasn't paying attention at all, so he pretended to right on his notebook, when actually he was drawing a new design for a motor.
I thought it was cute for him to be passionate about his own things, but I disliked the fact that he was on a class he didn't care for, just for the sake of being near me.
Class ended, and Edward never showed up. I exited the building, and I saw him across the campus. He was not alone.
I could hear his glorious voice all across the place, and beside him, the biggest boy I have ever seen was standing, and joking with him.
I heard Jacob growl, and at the same time, my heart was filled with joy when I saw him. He was another vampire.
I walked at first towards them, then, without noticing it, I was running.
My face couldn't control the biggest grin it had... I couldn't control myself at all, so I let myself go.
The big guy looked towards me, and he had a huge grin as well.
"Bella!" he yelled, and I smiled even wider, and ran faster, as he held his arms open to me.
I jumped as he catch me in the air, while we hugged.
Tears started streaming down my face, I believe they were tears of joy. I felt like I really loved him, as another brother. He rubbed my back while his loud laugh made everyone turn their faces to see us.
I buried my face on his shoulder and, between peeks, I saw Edward standing with a huge smile. The boy let me down, and I gave him a look. He had curly, dark hair and dimples. Same golden eyes and pale skin. I know I don't know him, but I really don't care, anymore. He knows my name, and this was something to add to the "explanations" folder.
" Do you remember me?" he said with a grin.
His smile was so contagious, "not really" I answered, smiling back.
I thought this would break the magic, but instead, he barked a huge laugh.
He turned to Edward "She's as crazy as ever!"
I saw that Edward gave him a look, as if the boy should keep some things to himself.
Then, Jacob stood up next to me. Jacob, I forgot he existed.
This erased Emmett's smile from his face, and I decided I liked his face better with it.
"This is my brother Emmett. Emmett, you know Bella and this is Jacob... Black."
Emmett gave Edward a look, popping his eyes, as Edward continued "Her boyfriend."
"Whoa" Emmett said, after a couple minutes of awkwardness "too crazy".
I giggled and Edward smiled blankly at the sound of it. Once again, the smile didn't reach his eyes.
"Well, nice to meet you" Jacob said, way too serious. Then he turned to me "Bella, I really need to talk to you. If you have the time, I'll be at my place"
I suddenly felt guilty, and stopped him before he left "Wait, I'll go with you now." Then I turned to Emmett "Are you staying long? Where will you be staying?"
He chuckled "I'll stay a few weeks at Edward and Jasper's".
"Great" Jacob mumbled. I hoped they didn't hear it, but as I turned my back on them, I heard them snarl.
We got to his dorm room. The last room in the highest floor of a 15 story building. There was no roommate in there, and I realized I haven't even asked if he had a roommate. There was a lot of things I didn't knew about Jacob. I threw my bag on one of the beds, as he closed the door. I wandered around, to take a glimpse of the personality of the place.
It sure wasn't as nice or warm as the Cullen's apartment, but it had it's charm.
"So... What was that you wanted to talk ab-"
he invaded my lips so fast, that a surprise moan left my lips.
He grabbed my thighs and placed them behind his back. I couldn't help but cooperate. I locked my feet together and answered his kisses, while he pushed me against a wall.
He was so passionate about it, and I let myself go.
He grabbed my hair with the same passion, and I placed my hand on his cheek.
The feeling of this new Jacob was exciting, and I wondered if Edward was as passionate as him.
How would his kisses be?
Would he steal them? Or would he be a gentleman and ask for them, first?
The strength of my kisses augmented, and then I realized what was happening.
"Jacob..." I moved my face away from his lips, but he turned to my neck, and continued kissing my collarbone as if I hadn't asked him to stop.
"Jacob." I said seriously, but he ignored me.
I struggled to get away from him, since he was way to into the make out scene.
But he wouldn't let me go.
"Jake I can't do this anymore"
"Yes, you can." He said, as he violently placed his lips on me. I wasn't even kissing him any more, but he was stealing those kisses anyway.
I tried pushing his chest away, but it was useless.
He went back to the other side of the collarbone that hadn't been kissed while he mumbled between kisses "You're mine, you heard that? Mine"
That was when I panicked. "You're crazy, let me go!"
He grabbed me by my legs, like he did before, and took me to one of the beds. I was immobilized.
He placed his grip on my neck and said to my ear "if you think for a second that you are leaving me for Cullen, think about it again. You're not going anywhere"
"HEELLL-" he muffled my scream with his hand.
"No one can hear you. This building is filled with Quileutes, so your little friend can't see where you are. And if Eddy boy wants to read my thoughts, I have memorized the story so many times that now I believe it true: we had a fight and you left."
He went back to kissing me, without taking his hand from my mouth.
I was crying so hard. Who was this person? Where was my Jacob? Why was he doing this to me?
"shhh don't cry, baby. You must know I'm doing this for your own good. They're vampires, they want to kill you. And it drives me crazy to see how you are running towards them, as if you want to kill yourself."
He tied me to a chair, right after changing my clothes to his own clothes, I believe for scent's sake.
A sock stuffed in my mouth and he covered my lips with another piece of clothing.
I knew right there, that my life was over. Jacob had gone crazy, and I was never going to come out.
AN: Sorry to all the Team Jacob fellas out there...