Rose POV

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Everything was going as planed, we were about to leave for the mall and the girls were playing with Jace as I got some sweaters out for them to wear. I loaded everyone in the cab and tell the driver our destination. Its overcast out so we all need to be on high alert and armed. Jace and Alec will have as Nina called then "Superhero Invisible Tattoos" on and working.

I had Letty on my left, Nina on my right, and Kiela in one of those cart things you can rent while at the mall. It had a little holder foe your purrs, phone, drink, and shopping bags in the back but I had a feeling we would still be caring more bags because this one will fill up way to fast with Izzy.

First we stopped at Gap, then we went to H&M Izzy told me to so pick out a new outfit to go talk to the Council in Idreas and she would shop with the girls for a little. She new this was one of my favorite stores, it was one of the only world wide human stores that sold shadow hunter gear. All my old gear was to small and didn't fit my chest right. I found two pairs of pants, three shirts, a jump suit, and some witch light necklaces that I planed to give the girls. As I was looking I saw a dress, a white dress a small red design at the bottom. It reached the floor but was strapless, the designs were our runes of morning, and would so beautifully with the cloak I already had.

I remember one time when Dimitri and I were in my room, the queen was coming to the Academy and she was having a dinner. Lissa was invited and she wanted me to go. With all the threats lately we weren't aloud to leave the campus to go shopping.

Dimitri said he could order something online for me but it may not be here in time. I didn't want to bother him with it so I said I would find something. He decided to help me but really he just wanted to spend time with me which I will never complain about.

As we were looking he found me shadow hunter clothes, he pulled out my white dress that I used for funeral's. He said it may work for the dinner but I couldn't do it. I ended up burning it when I left to hunt Dimitri.

So now I needed one and this was it. It looked nice and it was appropriate enough. I rejoined the girls after that and we played for our clothes. The girls were hungry so we stopped at the food court and eat. The girls all wanted something different so Izzy took Nina to go get pizza while I took Letty to go get Chinese food and try to get Kiela something good as well since she's two and refuses to actually tell me what she wants but is overly vocal on what she doesn't.

Izzy ended up getting a Cesar salad and a bread stick, Nina got two slices of mushroom and bacon pizza, Letty got broccoli and beef with Chou mean, we four a corn dog place for Kiela, while I got a large chili cheese Fri. The boys were a little far but still were able to see what we were doing. Jace saw me food and shook his head. After we shopped a little more then we left. We all wanted ice cream so we stopped on the way home to get some.

~~~~~~~~********Lissa POV*******~~~~~~~

I knew where she was but I didn't tell anyone. We were do to have our to New York tomorrow but Rose planed her trip tomorrow to. We would be there for a week though so maybe we will bump into her. I just don't get why the bound is working both ways now, could it be because we are so far apart. I don't know what she feels fiscally only where she is but I can see through her eyes where before I could just surf her mind to get pictures of her memories.

I can feel how the darkness is effecting her and what she can do with it, I can feel her fear that it will take over her and that she may hurt someone she loves. I can also see Letty and her potential to become a great spirit user. Once I saw that Letty tried to kill herself I had Adrian bring me some extra of the potion and to find a way to ship it over night.

Right now I am working on a letter to put with it so Rose knows what to do with it. I just can't do it though, do I tell her I'm sorry or do I just tell her how to use it and the side effects, should I even tell her its from me?

"Dear Rose
The contents of this box has been proven to reduce the affect of spirits darkness on spirit users, as far as we can tell there are no side affects but only last for a month at a time. Maybe try using it every other week so you don't need to wait that long. The main ingredient is Acai, a berry that come of a Palm tree in Brazil's forest. Letty will benefit from this immensely.

If you don't want to read the rest I will understand.

Rose I am so very sorry, please forgive me. I'm sorry for everything I have and still put you through, I wish I could repay you but I can't. I wish that I could convince you to come back to court but I know that that is not possible especially with your family, but maybe some day we can celebrate together for a holiday and I will be able to meet them. Who knows, they may learn to call me aunt Lissa someday.

I'll love you always , your sister Lissa. "

I really hope she forgives me, I miss her and I can't stand what I did to her.

!~~Dimitri POV~~!

"Why did I push and push and push?" " Why did I have to hurt her so much?" Why does she forgive me for everything I do to her?" " Why was it so hard to find her?" " Why did she not want to be found?" " What the fuck have I done? "

All the questions running in my head while my stomach is jumping hurdles. I was packing all my stuff up to go on our trip tomorrow and I was really happy that I was getting out of court. We were going to go to New York for a week then fly to Russia from there. My sister Viktoria came to court a few days ago to see if it was true that a strigoi had been turned back into a dampire. When she found out it was me she called home and told them the news. Though I wanted it to be a surprise it will still do. I'm sure Yeva already knows what happened between Rose and me and I am sure that she is not happy with my decisions almost as much as I am.

"Dimitri!" Theres my annoying little sister who doesn't understand door bells. " Open the dame door you idiot!"

"I'm coming, I'm coming shut the hell up." I didn't mean to say that last part but oh well " Do you know that in the 21st century they have this thing called a door bell, ya see I have one here, you press it and it makes a noise that tells the person on the other side of the door know there's some one there. Usually they come running to the door even." The look on her face was more than funny, she looked partly shocked but mostly annoyed.

"Did you just make a joke?" she asked

"Why yes, yes I did."

She reached her hand up to my forehead while saying "Are you feeling okay, maybe we should take you to the doctors, come on lets start walking."

"I feel fine, now help me pack. I was thinking we can check out this club, its called Pandemonium. They say that strigoi don't go around there as much. " I say to her.

"I think I'll just get the doc. to make a house call." Vika whispered to herself.

"Ha ha very funny, just get over here and help me pack. We can go get coffee after we are done."

" Fine, let's get this over with."

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"Rose! You have a box here. " I yelled as soon ask got back from the post office.

"Okay... And?" Rose yelled back.

"Get out here and open it! Its from the royal court." Boom! Rose appeared out of nowhere and ran strait into me then on top of Church.

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