Hey guys! Not to boast in the last chapter about my talents.. it's a good thing I didn't add drawing! Because my classmates EVEN MY TEACHER! Loves my Drawings! I'm so good at drawing, it's sometimes a hassle!
My fellow SKET DANCE Otakus very much loved my SKET-Dan drawing.. I wish you could see it to see what I mean.. but this what God gave me.. better not waste it
To maggie98: I can't reply to your reviews! Sorry! But thanks to the continued support! And yes.. I have already plans for the story until the ending...
For the Switch x Momoka fans reading my story.. I'm planning if they're getting married or not
They're not going to be together yet! Wait for a while!
Oh yeah.. were just at the 2/10 of the story.. And I'm listening to my The Sketchbook (which is so I'm in-love with) playlist.. and I gotta say.. Rikko Kohara.. YOU'RE THE MOST AWESOME GIRL! Yuu Watanabe.. YOU'RE SO HANDSOME! *squeal* Keep smiling, please! Hiroshi Tada..SPEACHLESS! Can't think of the proper adjective! Cool? Awesome? (Embarrassed to speak Tagalog)
And please review... Even if you're not feeling it.. Even criticism I'll accept
Perfect song: Best Friend by Jason Chen (Yes! Were going English today)
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Chapter 11: Spending the Day With You
It's been two days since the incident, Himeko was already released from treatment at the hospital and she is resting at her condo (condominium) room and very depressed
Her parents visits her, but Himeko doesn't let them in
For two days, she has been sulking in her bed, crying.. feeling unwanted
She has been thinking to herself
Why did I became so blind?
Why did I became so vulnerable?
Why did I became such a stupid girl?!
I just want my life to be normal
I should be working, living my life out
Life isn't fair.. atleast for me..
I wish for the right comfort I need..
I'm scared to trust people now
I should be so happy.. I should be so lucky
This day should be the best...
Knowing all my regrets, it makes me wanna think
Why didn't I waited for my real one?
Is everything against me? Does everyone hate me?
I guess I'll live my life like this.. ALONE.. HITORI SAMISHIKU
I can do various things with that.. I can strive with that
I've already experienced that.. It won't be hard now..
Himeko's rain of thoughts ended with three (3) knocks at her door
"Himeko! Himeko! Hey Himeko!"
"Nani?" Himeko whispered to herself "Bossun?"
"Hey Himeko! You know I'm not leaving here!" Yuusuke shouted at her door
Himeko plopped her head on her pillow and moaned
What does this guy want now?!
Can't he see it's hard to take this all in!
Himeko lazily walked to the door and opened it
"Hi Himeko! How are you? You're parents told me, you've been in there for 2 days? Have you been eating? You still crying? Having good sleep? Tell me" Yuusuke asked
"Baka! Of course I'm eating! If I'm not eating, I should have been dead! Of course I'm crying! It's hard to have a heartbreak! And I sleep most of the time actually! Thank you and goodbye!" Himeko said before shutting the door and turning around
Yuusuke quickly held the door, preventing it to close
Himeko turned around and saw Yuusuke come in
"Have I allowed you to come in?!" Himeko asked angrily
Closing the door, Yuusuke responded
"No.." Yuusuke answered absent-mindedly
"So why are you here?!"
"I want to be with you.." Yuusuke answered absent-mindedly
Himeko was surprised.. her face changed from angry to surprised (in a minor way)
Chotto matte.. nani?
He wants to be with me?
What game is this?!
"Hmm? You said something? I didn't quite got it" Himeko asked
"I want to spend the day with you.. what else?" Yuusuke answered absent-mindedly
(Yuusuke was busy admiring the condo room)
"Nani?!" Himeko freaked out
"Huh? Nan-na-nani? Matte!" Yuusuke freaked out also
Himeko ran to her bedroom and shut the door
What did I just said?!
Himeko, forgive me!
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Who does he think he is?!
He's crazy! He wants to be with me for the whole day!
Himeko looked at her alarm clock
It's just 7:00 am! So that means..
Himeko didn't noticed but she screamed aloud, with all of her frustration, anger and sadness
It was enough to make Yuusuke worried, so he ran to Himeko's bedroom and quickly went in
He found Himeko sulking in her bed, rubbing her arms, seemingly pulling herself together
Yuusuke went beside Himeko and puts his arms around her
But Himeko pushed them and moved 5 inches apart from him
(Start the song Best Friend by Jason Chen here now)
They stayed silent for a while
"Why did you came here, really?" Himeko asked without looking
"Because I want to see if you're okay.." Yuusuke answered "I was so worried sick about you"
Himeko scoffed
"Why would you think that.. I'm always okay" Himeko lied
"That's not true.. People aren't always okay" Yuusuke said
"Hontou?" Himeko asked with a sarcastic smile, looking at Yuusuke slowly
"Yeah.." Yuusuke looked at Himeko
They adverted their eyes quickly
There was awkward silence
"Bossun.."
"Hmm? Nandesuka?"
"Have you ever felt like you put all your trust in one person, you feel like you can tell all to that person, then the next thing you knew.. it felt like they stabbed you in the back" Himeko asked
"Umm.. no, actually.. but I already felt being betrayed already" Yuusuke said
"Hm.." Himeko smiled slightly..
"Well Himeko.. just remember, I'm here for you, I'm your friend" Yuusuke said
"I'll try.."
There was awkward silence again
"Bossun.."
Yuusuke looked at Himeko
Himeko cried and hugged Yuusuke
"It hurts..!" Himeko cried
Yuusuke was surprised at first then he smiled
"Daijoubu.."
Yuusuke hugged her back, and rubbed her arms, showing comfort
"Daijouba sa.." Yuusuke said
Himeko looks up and saw Yuusuke smiling at her
"Daijoubu, Himeko, I'm here, you'll be safe.."
"Don't leave me.. I realized just now.. I don't want to be alone" Himeko cried
Yuusuke held Himeko tighter
"Don't cry, don't cry, Himeko, I'm here, our friends are here.."
Himeko smiled and lets go, Yuusuke also lets go
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So for the whole day, they spent it with each other, acting as if nothing ever happened
Being a bokke and tsukkomi
Recalling Memories..
Watching Movies..
And Catching Up With Each Other
There was a spark between them, that shows how much they care for each other
It shows that they still love each other
But no one's taking the first step
"Hey Himeko.. you can trust me.." Yuusuke said
"And I can't.. I feel like I'm scared to trust people" Himeko said
"But I'm not just a person you know, I'm your friend, your best friend to be specifically" Yuusuke said
"Hmm.. But I'm still.. scared" Himeko said
"Hey Himeko.. you're my best friend and that's why I care for you, I'm here to help you.." Yuusuke said
"But that's all that there is.. there's nothing exceeding that, I already said to you that I'm never gonna be the person before" Himeko said
"It was like 5 years ago, Bossun.." Himeko whispered
Yuusuke looked at Himeko confusingly
"It's the exact place, Bossun, where I said everything I'm never gonna be again" Himeko whispered
"Nani?" Yuusuke asked
Yuusuke sighed
If you only knew my feelings, Himeko, if you only knew
"Himeko.. "
Himeko looked at Yuusuke
"What time is it?" Yuusuke asked
"Ugh.. 6:00 pm.." Himeko said
"Oh okay.."
"You aren't leaving yet?" Himeko asked
"Not yet.. I don't want to be at the apartment for the night.." Yuusuke said
Himeko was surprised
"Na-nani?!"
"I'm just joking, Himeko.. of course I'm leaving, but not right now.."
"Oh.. okay.." Himeko said "But you know.. Bossun.. I happened to enjoy my time with you, I really missed you.. I was surprised you came home.."
"Yeah, thanks to the promotion and relocation, I got to work and see you again" Yuusuke said
Stupid! Why did I say that?!
"'See me again'?" Himeko asked
"Yeah, because of what happened.." Yuusuke said
"Ah.. that.." Himeko said
She looked at Yuusuke and smiled
"It was never my intention to fell in-love with you.. I never knew it back then.." Himeko said
Yuusuke chuckled
"That was 5 years ago.. let's forget about it.." Yuusuke said
"You're right.." Himeko said
(Song ends here.. It's the cutest song I've listened!
I pray for all your love
Girl, our love is so unreal
I just wanna reach and touch you, squeeze you
Somebody pinch me (I must be dreaming)
This is something like a movie
And I don't know how it ends, girl
But I fell in-love with my best friend..
I think I'm in love..
I fell in-love with my best friend..)
A/N:
My The Sketchbook playlist! OMG!
Containing many of The Sketchbook's songs! Can't name all.. but my favourites are..:
Michi
Clear
Startup
Colors
Message
Soko ni Kimi ga Iru
Mirai e
Drop
Clover
SPLIT MILK
REFLECT
Sekai wa Okujou de Miwataseta (in collaboration with the SKET-Dan seiyuus)
Traveler
Watercolor
And still waiting for We Will Survive!
And is there someone here who's related in the song? Speak up! Don't be afraid!
No.. just joking.. keep it to yourself
Please review!
Dozou! Dozou! Dozou! Dozou! Minna!
