Chapter 11
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I'm gonna fuckin' kill Kairi!
How fuckin' dare she! With Riku!
And who the fuck goes sleeping around when they're pregnant?
You know what... She needs to jump off a cliff... Or at the very least fall down a flight of stairs.
Hmm... Maybe she needs a little starting nudge. I mean the stairs will take care of the rest...
No! Damnit!
All Riku did was fuck the broad. It's not like he married her or anything.
And I'm sitting around here thinking about murdering a person. Murdering a child! Jesus!
Riku's child... Seifer's child... Some body's child!
Oh God... Riku could really be a father. And then he'd probably have to actually marry her.
I took couple of deep breaths, releasing them from me slowly.
Okay. So Kairi's pregnant. She didn't look it earlier... Is she even eating?
I stopped my storming pursuit.
Her clothes did look a little bit baggy... What if she's sick? Wouldn't that hurt the baby?
I mean, the child is innocent. It didn't know its mom would be a bitch.
Doesn't she have any frie- Oh.
Riku and I were her only friends...
Damnit. Now I feel compelled to actually do something.
I heard the faint sound of crying and I knew then and there that the gods had set me up for it.
It was amazing how the place I didn't look is the place she is.
The Sandlot.
Now I have to go play the good fucking Samaritan.
But I couldn't stay angry for long, seeing others pain.
It's my weakness.
I sat down on the bench next to her, putting a hand soothingly on her back.
She jerked do violently in response, I almost made me feel bad.
"You know I'm a sucker for a damsel in distress." I gave her a sad smile.
"Sora." The redhead's voice raspy and hushed.
"Damnit Kairi. Why didn't you tell me? This isn't something you play around with."
She looked down dejectedly, "... I didn't know what you would say. Being pregnant is a big deal... I didn't want you to hate me..."
Ehh... Now I feel guilty.
"We're friends. And friends don't turn their back on them in their time of need."
And of course she sobbed on my shoulder gratefully.
I feel like a major dick now.
But it's true... She need a friend right now. So I have to stop my jealous streak... Cause everybody hates her right now...
"Who's baby is it...?"
She laughed, it was sad though.
Pitiful really.
"My boyfriend's."
"Seifer?"
Kairi shook her head and sniffled, "My real boyfriend..."
Sooo... She wasn't really dating Seifer?
"What do you mean?"
She sighed, laying her head on her bended knees.
"My boyfriend is the army general... You know... The Twilight Town's Military Defense Program?"
I shook my head.
"Oh yeah. I forgot. Your a pacifist, right?"
I nodded at that.
"Well yeah... There's a war going on now in Hollow Bastion and since Twilight Town's an ally... He had to go..."
And she started crying again, but not as hard.
"He could be any where! He could be dead in some random ditch or... or... or...-"
"Kairi."
She paused from her rant.
"If he was dead, wouldn't they send out a letter? I'm guessing you didn't get a letter..."
She shook her head.
"So he must be still alive." Or they just didn't find his body yet...
"Why didn't you tell..."
"Xemnas."
Xemnas... I keep hearing strange names...
"So why didn't you tell him about the baby?"
The teary eyed redhead sighed, "I didn't want to make him feel obligated to stay with me because of the baby... I wanted him to stay because he loves me..."
Ahhh... Okay, I understand... Kinda... But wait-
"Aren't you doing the same thing with Seifer? Making him stay with you because he thinks you having his child?"
I saw her pause at that.
"... I didn't really think of it like that... I just wanted to find a responsible person, who would take care of my child..."
I nodded in understanding... Knowing why she did it in the first place. Kairi didn't have any parents... just her grand mom... and she died six years ago...
"But still... Look if it doesn't work out with the father... You always have me."
She smiled a little at that. "Sora... Thanks..."
And despite myself , I smiled a little back.
"And look... I'm sorry about the whole Riku thing..."
I wasn't even gonna bring that up but... Wait.
How did she know I know?
"Riku ran right out after you slammed the door like that... I there's really nothing between us... And I'm sorry. If I knew you loved him before that, I wouldn't have-... This breaks every friend code ever made. I'm really soo sorry-"
And I that's when I hugged her, to shut her up... and prevent myself from choking her.
She was sincere and all but... it just takes time to heal...
We sat there for quite a while... She was crying, I was thinking.
Not really on any specific subject, just memories. Then I remembered something important.
"When was the last time you eaten somthing?"
Her shuddering breaths were unnerving.
"I don't know... maybe... two days ago. Breakfast... I wasn't really feeling up to food then..."
Shit... She needs food...
"We need to get you some food... You feeling classy or just fatty?"
She pulled away from the hug with a laugh. "... Both actually."
I smiled at that.
This is the Kairi I remember.
"How far a long are you?"
Still kinda surprised she can rest her cheek on her knees.
"About eight months."
Eight months? Gods!
"And before you tell me it's not healthy. The doctor said it's fine. Some women don't show as well as others."
... I guess it's fine if the doctor says so, but... she not even fat.
"I got a bigger dress, okay."
My brows furrowed.
How did she-
"You can call it mothers' intuition."
I had to chuckle at that. "Come on. Let's get you some food."
I helped her up, she was kinda wobbly. But when I looked from her to the exit, I froze.
Riku... Riku was there...
He looked hurt.
Like he just caught me just fucking her.
I resisted the urge to scoff.
I sat Kairi back down.
"I'll be right back." And with that I jogged over to Riku.
He was about to say something, but one look from me told him no.
Reaching into his pocket, I grabbed the random piece of candy he always seems to have and ran back over to Kairi.
"I'm gonna go talk to Riku. Just munch on this untill we get back, okay?" She nodded, opening the candy bar and taking a bite the chocolate.
I walked back over to the entrance, grabbing Riku's arm and pulled him around the corner pushing him into the wall.
"Talk."
I really wanted to hear his excuse.
Kairi's made sense-ish... kinda.
"Look Sora. I'm sorry. I didn't know-"
"That I was standing there?"
"Sora-"
"No! Just cut past all the ' I'm Sorry ' shit!"
I took a deep breath, holding my finger up.
I had to calm down... this isn't like me.
But then again, it isn't like Riku to fuck Kairi.
Or is it?
"Kairi is a sad, hungry, pregnant girl. What's your excuse?"
Riku paled.
"Pregnant?"
Looks like every body's finding out today.
"Yeah. Appaerntly she's eight months."
"Eight months?" He echoed softly.
His cluelessness to all of this made me feel a little better.
"The doctor say it was okay for her to be that skinny. So I'm guessing the child's healthy."
Riku looked up at me strangely.
"Are you the father?"
"No. Are you?"
Yeah, it was a low blow. I know.
"I can't be. We didn't even finish."
Kairi said the same thing... They couldn't both be lying to me... right?
"Look Riku... I'm just trying to understand why you would do something like that... to me..."
The last two words were a slip of my tongue.
There was silence.
"Just tell me why Riku... I just want to know?"
"... I was trying to get over you... You shot me down. What was I supposed to do?"
"You could have talked to me about it." My voice cracked.
A tear slid down my face.
"I didn't want to loose you..." The silverette whispered.
"You can't loose me Riku... We're best friends."
I could literally see his heart shatter in his eyes.
Shit. I just said the wrong thing.
Again.
"I have to go." His voice was hard, guarded, as he tried to brush past me.
So I did the first thing that came to mind.
I pulled him down by shirt and kissed him.
He pushed me back, something I wasn't expecting, and looked me in the eyes. And I guess he found what he was looking for because after that he kissed me senseless.
And when I say senseless, I mean forgetting the purpose of legs senseless.
He pulled me up against him, his hands resting on my exposed hips.
Riku's hands were so warm and big...
A shiver slinked up my spine. Slowly though... which I found kinda weird.
I wrapped my arms around his neck as his tongue prodded my lips open.
And I tought Riku's hands were hot.
His tongue.
I moaned. I know I did.
We broke a part fro air, but that didn't stop his pursuit.
He place soft kisses aganist the corner of my lips, my jaw and then he jumped to nipping and lapping at my neck.
I was almost at the point of no return.
"Sora..." Riku breathed against my ear.
Kinda made me whimper a bit.
"Sora..." He whispered again.
"Riku..." I sighed against his skin.
"Sora...?"
Who's that?
"Sora?"
Ignore.
"Sora!" The voice was louder and sounded kinda annoyed.
I pushed Riku back a bit, turning my face to look for the voice's owner.
And what do you know, it was my twin... and Axel?
That's something new.
I would have smiled at that but I was already annoyed.
"Do you mind... you know... leaving?" I said with a sigh.
Roxas looked kinda slack jawed and all Axel did was raise his eyebrow.
"You can continue. I'm not the cock blocker." Axel said will a shrug.
A comment which Roxas nudged him for.
"I will, but not yet. I have to tell you something."
Roxas looked kinda weirded out, but hey, he shouldn't be. He's gay too.
"You can tell me about all you adventures with Axel later." Roxas blushed.
Shit, I ment to think that.
"And what an Adventure he had." The redhead chimed in again.
Roxas's face just turned another shade of pink at that.
"Look! Kairi said she's finished the chocolate." The blonde rushed out.
Kairi? Chocolate?
"Shit!"
I totally forgot.
"I guess you guys really are twins."
Axel just chuckled when Roxas shot him a glare, putting up his hands in mock surrender, "Okay."
I sighed once again.
I looked up at Riku, "Come to the restaurant with us?"
He nodded.
Well, no use crying over spilled milk.
"You guys wanna come with us?" I asked with my regular smile.
"Can't. We're meeting Hayner at the mall."
I nodded, "You wanna walk with us though?"
My twin shrugged, "Sure."
We walked into the sandlot just in time to see Seifer leaving at the other end.
Kairi walked over to us.
"What happened?"
Seifer's a questionable card.
She shook her head, "It's done." She voiced her words with a smile.
"You and..."
She just nodded.
Well I guess that good.
"... Alright peoples. Let's go."
A/N: ... This was much longer than I planned... longer than the original... and a bit angsty... With all the shit going on with Sora, I almost forgot this was a Seiner... Well reviews peoples... and hopefully I won't take as long to update next time :3