So … I managed to get a little closer to being up to do date with my assignments, so I thought that I'd try to get this written and ready for updating … I know … I am writing two chapters on the same day.
Amazing!
Disclaimer: Not Mine
Enjoy!
SPOV
"Oh … Sookie … honey …." Eric said, and began soothing me again by rocking back and forward until the tears that had started again eventually stopped.
EPOV
Even though I'd promised Sookie that I wouldn't do anything stupid or rash when I found out about Bill and Bartlett, I had to force myself to stay seated on the sofa, before I killed the two of them. Seriously, first Bill uses and abuses my little one, and then I find out that my Sookie was raped at 7 years old!
So, instead of finding someone to take my anger out on I busy myself by calming Sookie down through rocking her like she was a baby, trying to calm myself down as much as I was calming Sookie.
"Eric … there's something else I need to tell you …" Sookie said, lifting her head from the crook of my neck where she had buried it.
"What is it little one?" I questioned.
"Even though Uncle Bartlett took my virginity, it was not something that I gave away freely and willingly … so Eric … what I mean to say is that it will be a long time before I am ready to sleep with you, with between what happened with Bill and Bartlett, you are really going to have to earn it." Sookie told me.
"Sookie … we can go as slow or as fast as you want to … everything we do will be at your own pace. I won't pressure you to do anything that you don't want to … or aren't ready for. I meant what I said, I have waited too long for you and I won't fuck it up." I said, leaning down to kiss Sookie again, effectively sealing the deal.
Sookie slowly turned around on my lap as the kiss deepened with her arms sliding up around my neck as my own grip tightened around her waist. Kissing Sookie was one of the most amazing feelings in the whole world, and I would gladly spend the rest of my life just sitting on this sofa, kissing my little one.
"Hmm….Eric" Sookie moaned as she broke away from the kiss and placed her forehead against mine, both of us trying to even out our breathing.
"Little one … you are incredible, you know that" I told her, believing each word as it came out of my mouth. She really was incredible. And she was mine.
All mine.
Just as much as I was hers.
"So … little one … now that I know all about your past, I think that it is only fair if you hear all about my past, just so that you don't get any nasty surprises, but if you don't want to hear about it tonight, you can another time" I said, not wanting to force this on her, but yet making sure that she knew that it was important to me that she knew all about everything that happened in my past.
"Eric … I want to know whatever is in your past, but only if you want to tell me. And, just like you were able to promise me, I can promise you that whatever you say will be between the both of us" Sookie said, and while I understood what she was saying, it was completely unnecessary.
"Little one … I don't care who you tell about my past, you can shout it from the rooftops if you want to" I said, and gave her another peck on the lips.
I just couldn't seem to keep my mouth away from hers.
And I didn't want to.
Sookie just smiled.
"Well … little one … I am a bit of a man whore. Seriously, I would go out to bars and clubs, sometimes with Pam, sometimes with friends, sometimes on my own with the idea of picking up a woman. I maybe done this three or four times a week, each time leaving with them to go to their place or mine if no where else was available. I have probably fucked more people than is normal, and I have never, ever been in a proper relationship before but I want to be in one with you. I am not ashamed to admit that I have sometimes been a horrible bastard to some of the women who just didn't get the idea that all I was looking for was a one night thing, maybe a fuck buddy relationship if the person was an incredible lay, but that was extremely rare. But Sookie, you do have to believe me that I don't want anybody but you. You are a candle in a coal mine. And, already I can't see a way to function properly without you." I said, and as soon as the words were out of my mouth I immediately feared that I had said too much as Sookie began to try to wiggle out of my lap.
Shit.
"Relax Eric … I am not going anywhere … I just need to go to the toilet" Sookie smiled, and went off to find the bathroom, after I pointed it out to her.
I was finally able to breathe again properly whenever Sookie came back and settled down beside me on the sofa, snuggling herself into the crook of my arm, which I spread out along the back of the sofa, to as to act as a sort of a pillow for her. She put her hand on my chest, playing with the buttons on my shirt.
"It's getting late …. I should be heading home, I mean … we have school tomorrow" Sookie said, and tried to wiggle free after a few minuties.
So … do you think Sookie will stay? Or will she go?
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