So here is my new chapter in this story! Is anyone even reading it anymore? Just wondering.
Kyle's Point of View
Monday, I don't want to go to school today. What if Cartman has told anyone? The two of us haven't seen each other since Friday and my stomach twist and turns as I get dressed. I'm not sure if I should wear one of the new clothes Eric bought me or should I wear my old stuff. I finally decide on my new stuff. Cartman would kill me if he saw me in my old stuff.
I do miss my old stuff though. All of these name brand clothes are kind of out of my comfort zone and at times it makes me almost feel like I'm betraying my parents.
I clutch the green hat I was always so loyal to for so many years in my hands. I haven't worn it for so long a small layer of dust is sprinkled on top of it. I swipe it off with my hands and place it safely on my head. I suddenly feel comforted and something tells me everything is going to be okay even though it's not.
I reach down and grab my picture of Mom, Dad and Ike that was taken a month before they died.
"I know this isn't what you wanted for me," I whisper to them knowing Mom would not approve of me being gay. "But this is who I am and I love you guys," I say and place it on my side table where I look at it every night before I go to bed.
Once I reach school I am almost surprised to see no mob of kids asking me if it's true that I'm gay and kissed Cartman. I don't know what I'd do if that happened.
Instead only Cartman greets me with a wide smile. "Hey Kahl!" he says joyfully and I watch as his eyes move up to my hat.
"Why the Hell are you wearing that?" He asks in disgust,
"It makes me feel better!" I reply.
"Take that off before anyone sees!" he hisses.
I grab my hat with my hands. "I'm not taking it off," I say in self-defense.
Cartman shakes his head with a small smile. "When will you ever learn? You looked hot without your hat and now you look really dorky. Take the motherfucking hat off." He demands.
I sigh knowing this is going no where and take the hat off my head. Cartman smiles as he watches me take off my backpack and stuff the hat in.
"That's much better Kahl," he says as a girl with long brown hair wearing a green shirt and black skinny jeans runs up to Cartman.
"Eric!" she screams and attacks hugs him. At first I am confused at the sight but then I remember. Lola. Cartman's girlfriend.
"Hey Lola!" he yells back looking almost happy to see her and hugs her back. I stare in shock. Cartman didn't brake up with this bitch yet?
Noticing my shocked and almost angry stare Eric mouths "I'll talk to you later" over Lola's shoulder where she is bound not to see.
Taking it as a sign to leave I walk away and join a group of boys that contains Token, Clyde, Jimmy, Craig and Tweek. I hear them talking about Wendy as I approach them.
"What happened?" I ask in wonder, so I can give any news about his girlfriend to Stan.
"You haven't heard?" Token asks in shock.
I raise an eyebrow at them still confused. Heard about what? "No?"
"Wendy broke up with Stan." Clyde breaks the news to me so fast that I almost miss it.
My mouth drops open hard to believe that happened. "When did this happen?"
"Friday," says Craig with his usual expressionless frown.
"Friday?" I repeat in a stupid-like tone.
"Yeah didn't Stan tell you? He is your like best friend isn't he?" asks Clyde.
"No," I say.
"Weird," whispers Clyde under his breath.
I turn around and I see Cartman and Lola prancing toward us. Well Lola is mainly the only one doing all of the prancing as she clings onto Cartman's arm giving him goo-goo eyes every five minutes. It's kind of disgusting to look at after all he is mine.
As soon as they reach us, Lola let's go of Cartman's arm and gives him a small peck on the cheek. "See you later hottie!" she saysand skips away to squeal about it in a high pitched voice with her other friends.
Cartman rolls his eyes to us as we look over to a bunch of Lola's friends screaming and hugging each other. "Girls," he smirks.
"Red does the same to me everyday. It's soooo annoying." Says Craig.
"So why did Wendy break up with Stan?" I ask bringing up the subject again.
Clyde shrugs. "Apparently because she's attracted to you." Replies Clyde almost too casually.
I open my mouth to say something but someone takes the exact wording out of my mouth.
"What?" screams Cartman.
"Why do you care so much?" Token asks suspiciously.
I gasp and hold my breath. What if Token finds out? We're dead for sure!
"I'm just surprised someone fell for the Jew-rat," answers Cartman covering it up with a believable statement. For now.
Taking Cartman's lead in the act I do what I used to always do. "Shut up fat-ass!" I yell back. By now it's almost a game we know what each other's going to say and how they're going to act. Sometimes we surprise each other with new comebacks but by now we have thought of pretty much them all.
"I'm not fat anymore Jew!"
"You still look fat too me!"
It's kind of weird but this arguing kind of makes me want to get closer to him but I know I can't. Not right now.
As we argue the bell rings to go inside, saved by the bell. Thank God I don't know what I would do if the bell didn't ring.
"Meet me in the boy's bathroom at lunch; we can talk about Lola then. I have an idea." Cartman whispers to me as we go inside the school.
I nod and don't say anything back. I wonder what Cartman has up his sleeve this time.
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