a/n 15/12/2011 updated

He noticed Kiba look at him curiously and swallow before complying. He led him slowly down stairs telling him when to step, but he was pretty sure he could smell the layout of the house anyway. Neji left him for a moment to pull his chair out and sat him down, his hand brushing the front of Kiba's towel on the way.

"Okay, you can open your eyes."

Kiba opened his eyes and saw dinner sitting in front of him. The table had been set with a candle stick and a flower in the middle. The usually scratched table had been covered with a red table cloth, which Kiba hadn't seen before. In fact, never before had the Inuzuka table been set so beautifully. Kiba smelt the plate in front of him, pasta.

"I didn't know you could cook." Kiba teased feeling immediately better.

"I can't," Neji said smiling, "It's my first time."

"Well then we should celebrate, plus if I don't keep drinking I am going to get hung-over." Kiba said standing up and going to a cupboard. "Do you like wine?"

"I love wine, red?"

"Yep." He pulled out a bottle of red wine and two glasses. Kiba didn't particularly like the taste of wine, he was a sprits and beer guy, but anything would do to put off a hangover. He noticed Neji looking up at him curiously as he poured it for him and sat back down.

"A toast then?" Neji said picking up his glass. Kiba followed suit.

"A toast to Neji's first time cooking."

"And hopefully last!" Neji said laughing, "You should have seen it, it was horrible. I was a mess."

"I don't believe that." Kiba said quietly, he had never known the white eye to become a mess over anything, nor admit it.

Neji smiled sweetly making Kiba blush. The pasta tasted good - as good as pasta with a stir though sauce can taste. They ate in silence until Akamaru barked demanding his share. Kiba was about to get up but Neji beat him to it.

"Here you go little guy." Neji said putting a plate on the floor.

Kiba watched amused as Neji gave the dog a pat on the head, and to Kiba's surprise Akamaru licked his hand. Kiba had never known Akamaru to be so friendly with anyone but himself.

When they had finished their plates Neji got up and walked over to a napkin. Kiba watched carefully and leaned back on his chair trying to get a better view of what the white eye was doing. Kiba sighed to himself, the white eye was gorgeous. 'I think I could be in love with him,' he thought to himself numbly, but whether it was the alcohol talking, he wasn't sure.

"Dessert." Neji said simply turning around.

Kiba saw he had a plate of chocolate and he jumped up excited.

"I love chocolate." Kiba said standing with Neji.

"Yeah, I found some in the fridge." He said smiling slightly.

"I'm surprised Hana left any. More for us then." Kiba took a piece slowly off the plate; he felt his heart rate double as he got an idea and started acting on it without really thinking. Slowly he offered the chocolate to Neji. Neji looked at him deeply and slowly leaned in biting the chocolate out of Kiba's hand. Kiba blushed deeply and picked up another piece for himself, in order to hide the blood in his face.

"It's good chocolate huh." Neji said lightly.

"It's very good," Kiba said looking at him deeply.

Neji looked down embarrassed. Kiba had gotten all serious and he couldn't help but feel there was something else in his actions. 'I'm not gay,' he told himself in his mind, 'I'm just looking after Kiba, my grandfather did inflict himself onto him after all. I'll look after him till his family gets home…'

Kiba was looking at him deeply; Neji felt as if he could get lost in his eyes, 'this is bad,' he thought, 'what if Kiba likes me..?'

"Gaara was asking after you." Neji said quickly.

"Oh was he." Kiba said looking down. Neji was glad that he moved his gaze from him.

"Yeah he asked me to ask you to call him."

"Yeah… I guess I better do that now."

Neji watched as Kiba walked slowly back upstairs with Akamaru following closely behind. He felt a small pang in his chest and sat down at the table, he imagined Kiba and Gaara together. Holding hands, laughing… kissing… The dog boy looked happy and for some reason these images made Neji feel, jealous. A small part of Neji wanted to heal Kiba and make him happy again.

"Damit." He said out loud banging his fist down on the table so hard a plate fell off.

"Damit!" He moaned getting on his knees and picking up the pieces of the plate and the chocolate. He placed them on the table and looked up the stairs. 'Damit. What am I meant to do now?'

Kiba sat on his bed with his phone in his hand. 5 missed calls 8 new messages all from Gaara. Most were messages to tell him that he had missed a call, but there were three actual messages.

"Hey Kiba. I had fun last night. Did you want to come around for dinner? Or maybe we could go out. I'll give you a call later. Gaara"

Then messages containing 'you missed a call,' followed by;

":("

And then,

"Hey. Neji says you are sick, I hope you get better soon... I hope we are okay... I miss you."

Kiba sighed, things were so complicated now. He put his phone on his bedside table; he couldn't be bothered with Gaara now. His thoughts swirled back to the boy downstairs.

"How can you be so stupid Kiba." He whispered out loud.

Neji didn't like him, he never would. Neji liked girls, Kiba knew this. Why was he giving himself vain hopes?

'He is just taking pity on me.' Kiba sighed, 'maybe I should just get over my feelings for Neji and be with Gaara.'

Kiba sat up, about a week ago he had been straight, and 'this is all happening so fast! This all started at Shino's party, no when he first saw Neji in the spa that day. The white eye was so beautiful even then.' If he hadn't have decided to kiss a boy and ended up taking Gaara home and if Hanabi hadn't seen, none of this would have happened. 'Now I'm here, raped and rejected. Technically Neji hasn't rejected me; I haven't even got enough guts to ask him.'

"Arghh." Kiba moaned rolling over, 'I'm not even gay! This is so stupid… I'm so confused. Maybe I'll go out with some friend's tomorrow night…'

Kiba lay in bed feeling hopeless, his whole world had changed. He sighed and turned to look at his phone, maybe he should message Neji to come up stairs…

Neji stood looking at Hana's bed. It was covered in glass from where he had kicked it in. He couldn't sleep here.

"Shit." He muttered looking at the ceiling. He swayed on his feet, before turning on impulse and marching to Kiba's room. 'He is going to get the wrong idea. But I have nowhere to sleep… But he is going to get the wrong idea. Maybe you're just over thinking this and he doesn't even like you anyway.' Neji thought as he stood outside of Kiba's door.

'Damit Neji do something!' His voice yelled inside his head. He swayed at Kiba's door for a moment longer before marching back down stairs; he would sleep on the couch.

He lay on the uncomfortable dog ridden couch thinking of a nice bed, before his thoughts drifted to the bed upstairs filled with the warm dog-nin.

'I'm not in love with him,' he assured himself, but slowly his thoughts slipped to the day he had watched him touching himself in his room. Neji's body immediately started to react to the thought and he slowly slipped his hand under his pants. Numbly he tried to redirect his thoughts to Tenten, but they kept slipping back to Kiba. The dog-nin's back had been beautifully arched and Neji was able to see each line of sweat as it trickled over his collar bones and onto the bed. He could almost see in his mind's eye as Kiba shook with pleasure into each thrust.

"Neji?" He heard the dog-nin say sweetly as he came down the stairs.

Neji almost came at the sound of Kiba voice, but he managed to snap himself out of it and sit up on the couch and adjust his pants just as Kiba's head came poking into the lounge.

"Hey." Kiba said standing there awkwardly.

He had smelt the lust wafting from Neji from his room upstairs and found it impossible to resist. But when he came down Neji was just sitting there on the couch.

"Hey." Neji said in a half cough.

"How's it going..?" Kiba asked swaying on one foot. Neji sent was driving him crazy with confusion. He could smell deep lust, like a monster waiting to be unleashed. But when he looked at the white eye, there was nothing, his face showed no sign of the smell.

"Yeah… Alright." Neji answered.

"You know… my bed is much more comfortable. I can sleep on the couch if you want." Kiba said. In truth he wanted to sleep in his bed with Neji, but regardless he wanted the white eye to be comfortable.

"I couldn't do that." Neji said shifting on the couch, "I don't want to put you out of your bed."

"Well… We could both sleep there, like last night." Kiba said feeling a tiny bit cheeky. He held his breath as Neji shifted on the couch again as if forming the right answer.

Neji looked down at the rock hard bulge in his pants that he was successfully covering, but not fixing. Kiba had just asked him to come to bed with him, a question which had made him harder. 'Jesus. Kiba is making me hard. This is too much.' Neji thought despairingly.

"I'll sleep on top of the blanket if you want." Kiba said interrupting Neji thoughts.

"Yeah, Yeah that's sounds fine. I will be right up." Neji said quickly.

He watched the dog-nin nod and walk back upstairs; as soon as he was out of sight he jumped up and splashed cold water on his face. He felt the lump in his pants come under control and he soon calmed himself down.

"I'm not gay." He whispered to his reflection in the window.

Kiba lay in bed facing away from his door. He was on top of the blanket as promised and lay expectantly for Neji to come up. Every second that passed seemed to drum into his mind as slowly anxiety set in. 'What if he's not coming,' Kiba thought feverishly. He smelt the air deeply; the white eye was still down stairs. 'If I'm not gay then why do I want him so much?' Kiba yelled in his mind which answered back slowly and calmly. 'Obviously you like him more than a friend.' Kiba took a slow breath out. 'Okay, treat this like any other situation, how would you act if Neji was a girl..?'

Kiba turned to lay on his back, Neji as a girl, it was a humorous thought. He sniffed the air, Neji was coming up stairs. Kiba felt his heart rate tipple as he turned back to his side and closed his eyes. He felt the depression in the bed as Neji moved under the covers. Quietly he breathed in the white eye's scent. It was magical. All Kiba's worries seemed to melt away, and he fell into a warm sleep with a small smile on his face.

Neji lay awake. He could feel the heat radiating off Kiba next to him. What had changed in the last few days, when did he develop these feelings. Neji thought back, once he had come across Kiba in his favourite training area. He had stayed hidden and watched the dog-nin for 3 hours. He had been impressed with his strength. He had always seen Kiba as such a cocky guy, he had always had a girl at every party. He was so loud and out spoken, but over the last week he had seen a different Kiba. The boy who had offered him a rice ball so sweetly, and then moments later Neji had punched him. Neji sighed he had been so rude to Kiba, when the dog-nin had been so nice. Even now Kiba had offered up his bed, even when it was his grandfather that had raped him. Neji looked over at Kiba, the dog-nin had turned onto his back and Neji could easily make out the contours of his abs in the light. Kiba was wearing some trackie pants which had slipped down to just below his hips during the night. Neji could see his snail trail and hair that disappeared below his pants. Neji licked his lips slightly and froze feeling a throb in his pants.

Kiba awoke, he wasn't sure what had pulled him into consciousness but he was definitely awake. He kept his eyes closed hoping to fall back asleep and breathed in deeply before freezing. The smell was back. He could smell Neji next to him, the lust. Kiba pretended to move in his sleep and shifted onto his side away from the smell. He opened his eyes and tried to breathe evenly. He felt strange; he felt a craving inside of him. He had, had sex before, and he had felt lust. But this was something else altogether. He could feel Neji's heart racing and almost hear the throb in his pants. Kiba tried to focus on his hand and curled it into a fist. As he curled it into a fist he watched his nails grow. It was the same type of change he got when he and Akamaru did the man-beast clones. He had never felt a lust that made him start to change like this. He undid his fist and breathed out. He could feel the monster purring inside of him. He closed his eyes and subconsciously let his instincts take over. 'If Neji was a girl, I would satisfy her when she felt like this.' The small voice said in the back of his mind.

Kiba turned over and in a flash positioned himself on top of Neji. Kiba felt a small purr emerge from his mouth as he looked at the beautiful boy underneath him. He could see panic in Neji face which immediately moved to his defence mechanism of static annoyance. Kiba could almost read his thoughts, like the day outside the sauna Neji was going to hit him. Kiba drove his hand under the sheets as Neji pulled his out. Kiba's hand found home first.

Neji's breath hitched in his throat as he felt Kiba's hand on top of his pants squeezing lightly. His hand fell down on the pillow; suddenly he couldn't remember what he had wanted to do with it. He looked up into Kiba's eyes and saw something different, he suddenly understood why so many girls liked him if he was like this when intimate. Neji noticed that he had taken on some dog-like features, but couldn't tell if that was just the light.

Kiba surveyed the boy underneath him. He had heard Neji moan softly when he came into contact with the bulge in his pants. He could smell the lust wafting of Neji, it was toxic. Kiba breathed heavily to the ceiling while he grabbed at Neji. He found his monster wanting more. He convulsed and moaned before his lips came into crushing contact with Neji's. The white eye tasted like lust. Kiba found himself shaking as he bit and sucked at Neji's lips with new fever. His hand rushed underneath the cloth to the warmth between Neji's legs. Kiba stopped and looked at Neji with wide eyes, Neji was so hard. Kiba's breath hitched and his moaned scratching his nails into the sheets as he started to pump Neji's member in a frenzy.

Neji arched his back and moaned loudly making Kiba's monster howl in his head. Neji couldn't think his thoughts were numbed with the pleasure that the dog boy was producing. He could see Kiba's own rock hard lump in his pants but the dog-nin had made no sign of wanting his own release. He leaned up and met Kiba in another kiss, mirroring the same urgency as the dog-boy, who wound his hand through his hair.

Kiba could feel Neji starting to climax into his hand, it was beautiful. He was drowning in the sounds he was making Neji make. He gave Neji's member a few last frenzied pumps before he felt Neji climaxing. The boy moaned and twitched loudly as his liquid spilled over Kiba's hands. Kiba smiled and once the white eye had stopped twitching he removed his hand and licked up the white liquid off it. He looked down at Neji; the boy looked as if he was going to say something, so Kiba shushed him. Slowly he got under the blankets and put both of his arms around the white eye, drawing him in close.

Kiba awoke with the sun shining through; slowly memories of the previous night flooded back but unlike the night before these were glorious. He looked around and sniffed the air for the beautiful boy. Neji was leaning on the bathroom door with his arms crossed.

"Hey." Kiba said stretching and sitting up. Kiba looked up when Neji said nothing. The white eye looked hostile. "What's the matter..?"

"…Nothing." He answered. "I'm going to go out with Tenten today. Will you be okay?"

Kiba paused, "…Of course, why wouldn't I-..?"

"No reason." Neji said cutting him off, "I will see you later."

Kiba watched him walk form the room with his heart sinking. He had thought the night before had been a break through. Speaking of which he didn't know what had happened last night. He had half turned from the lust, he looked around and saw his ripped sheets and a torn pillow he didn't even remember tearing. Kiba lay back down and put his half change from his mind. He was too happy to care anyway, he had kissed Neji he had licked Neji's pleasure from his arm. It was glorious, how could he be unhappy. - Except Neji had been different this morning, static, his normal cold self. 'Oh no I hope I didn't cross a line.' Kiba thought numbly. Half of him didn't care if he had crossed and line. He sat there day dreaming, replaying each moment again in his head, till his ring tone brought him back to earth.

"Hello?" Kiba said wondering who the private number was.

After a small pause he heard, "Hello Kiba."

"Oh hey Shino!" Kiba said smiling; the bug-boy was creepy on the phone, but Kiba was used to it.

"Would you like to get coffee?" Came the question that was more of an order from the phone.

"Sure. Be in the main street in 10." Kiba said hanging up. He looked around and pulled on some black jeans and a red shirt and left for the main street with Akamaru.

A/N: Dun dun dunn. But not really.

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