Chapter 11

I need to tell her the truth

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On the way back to the Reservation the weather changed drastically. A thunder and lightning storm had broken loose and the rain started to fall. Bella turned the radio and the heater on to drown out the sound of the thunder. Which didn't help at all. Jacob was starting sweat so he unbuttoned his shirt and let it rest open.

"Oh Jacob I can turn the heat off. I was just getting cold." Bella says as she turns the heat down.

"Nah, Bells its fine I just don't deal with extra heat well. If your cold leave it on I can take off my shirt I'll be fine." Jacob reasons with Bella.

"Okay only if you're sure Jake."

"It's fine Bella, turn it back up." Jacob unbuckles his seatbelt and leans forward to take his shirt off. Leaning back to buckle back in. Jacob catches Bella stealing a glance at him, making him grin ear to ear.

As they pull in to where Jacob's house is a Booming thunder ripples through the sky, sending shivers through Bella's body. "Are you okay, Bella?"

"Yeah Jake, Thunder just freaks me out. Let's get inside."

Jacob and Bella run into the house with their homework in tow. Bella takes off her now soaking wet shoes as Jacob grabs a towel for her to dry off and then heads to his room to change into a pair cut off sweats. Bella goes to pat her face off and takes a deep breath in. 'It smells just like Jacob. ' Bella pulls her lace shirt off and hangs it up with the Blacks coats, and finishes drying off and meets Jacob in the living room. Jacob had cleared of the coffee table and couch…which was more of an oversized loveseat than a couch, and grabbed a ton of food. Jacob hears Bella come in and starts talking… "Okay so we are supposed to watch it once and then watch it again asking questions and stuff, right?"

Bella sits down on the couch and grabs banana from the pile of food. "Yeah that's what Mr. Freeman said. So what movie are we watching?"

"It's a surprise. Remember?" Jacob says as he's putting the movie in. Jacob turns around looking at Bella for the first time since she walked it. Bella was pealing her banana as Jacob stared at her. Her hair was tossed over one shoulder, her sweetheart style crop top defined her chest so well and her stomach showed just enough for Jacob to see her belly button. She put her legs across the small couch so there was no room for Jacob. "Ehm…Ms. Swan this is my house I think I should be allowed to sit on my own couch." Bella pretends not to hear and leaves her legs across the couch. "Bella I'll move them if you don't." Bella focuses on putting her banana peel neatly on a napkin on the table trying not to laugh. Jacob stalks over to the couch and threatens her again. Just then thunder shakes the house, causing Bella to jump to her feet shaking. Jacob seizes the opportunity and sits down laughing a Bella.

"Jacob Ephraim Black, it's not funny!"

"Oh believe me Bella…It is. Now sit down so we can start this movie."

"Hmf." Bella sits back down. Now sitting thigh to thigh with Jacob. "Geez! Jake you take up most of the couch." Bella jokes as she pulls her feet up on the couch hugging her legs. Jacob starts the movie. "If you haven't noticed I am kinda larger than you." "You may be larger Jake, but I am quicker and sneakier than you." "Oh yeah how so, Bells?"

Bella, grinning, pulls out a chocolate bar that Jacob had stashed in his pile of food. "How did you…" Jacob starts. Bella starts to unwrap the candy. "You wouldn't…"

"Oh wouldn't I?" Bella teases. As she slowly goes to take a bite, Jacob dives for the candy bar. Bella gets a bite before Jacob has pinned her by her wrists. Bella holds the piece between her teeth taunting Jacob. Jacob miss reads her motives his hands holding Bella's He starts to lean his head down and parts his lips and licks them. Right before his lips reach hers Bella closes her mouth and eats the piece of chocolate. Jacob smiles knowing that she was teasing him. He releases Bella's arms but snatches away the bar just as the movie started its title sequence. Jacob gets up and turns the lights off and sits down with his arm around the top of the couch.

"Oh My God! I love this movie! Dirty Dancing is the Best 80's movie EVER!" Bella says over enthusiastically. About 15 minutes into the movie another ripple of thunder shakes the house Bella sits to attention grabbing a pillow with one hand and Jacob's thigh with the other. Jacob laughs at the state Bella was in. Feeling Bella start to pull away Jacob pulls her to his side and wraps his arm around her. As Bella tucks her feet in on the couch Jacob puts his head on Bella's and whispers, "Bella you're safe here with me."

Bella snuggles into Jacob resting her head on his bare chest. Bella stayed like that through the rest of the movie. The thunder continued, startling her every time but the sound of Jacob's heart beat and his breathing soothed Bella quickly. Jacob's hand found the strip of skin around Bella's waist and began to let his fingers dance tenderly around the top of her hip bone. Bella wiggled when touched closer to the front of her stomach Jacob stopped and said "Sorry I'll stop." "No. It feels nice…and warm. It just tickled. That's all."

"Hmm." Jacob hummed, just as the movie end.

Bella got up and stretched revealing a whole lot more skin. "Where's Billy at?" Bella enquired.

"I don't know I'll call him and see where he's at."

"Hm. K. I'm gunna call Charlie and let him know where I am while you do that."

Bella got off the phone and walked back to the living room. "Charlie says Hi! He's at the station. Apparently Billy's at my place they had lunch together and Charlie got called in. Billy has food and a 6 pack of "Vitamin R" until Charlie get back."

"That would explain why Billy didn't pick up. He's probably in front of your HD TV. K you ready to start the second part of this assignment?" Jacob asks as he sits on the floor and pulls out his note book and pen. Bella grabs her notebook out as well. "Oh that reminds me. Where's my pen at?" Bella says nonchalantly with a knowing grin on her face. Jacob not thinking about the question says "In my pants on the floor in my room." With that Bella takes off down the hall. "Damn it Bella!" Jacob yells as he hurriedly gets to his feet and takes off after her. He gets to his door as Bella is digging in a pocket to get her pen out, as he comes through the door Bella lets out a small scream that was half scarred and half laughter. Jacob grabs her hands as she struggles to get the pen. Both of them standing there struggling against each other bodies Jacob was clearly going to win. But Bella wasn't going to give up without a fight. Just then crackle of lightening and a booming thunder right over the house, Bella shrieked just as the power went out. Jacob couldn't control his wolf side the Scent of Bella's body mixed with his, he couldn't hold out much longer like this. Bella's body was against his. He dropped his grasp on Bella's hands and tenderly grabbed her face and kissed Bella. Bella pushed away trying to catch her breath. 'What the hell just happened?'

Jacob stepped forward not letting her get away that easily. Jacob caught Bella face again and drew her to his lips again. This time Bella threw her arms around Jacob's neck and kissed him back. 'Bella what are you doing! This is Jacob! God his hands are so warm. Bella you have to stop. No I don't, but I should. No! God his lips are burning up. I can't stop.' Jacob released Bella's face and started moving his hands to Bella's shoulders and down her back. Jacob parted his lips and licked Bella's upper lip, Bella took his invitation. She parted her lips and when she did Jacob explored her mouth. 'Chocolate. Sweet. God I'm so fucking hard right now. I can't believe I am kissing her. Fuck she's so fucking hot. Mmm. Shit I need her. I need to tell her the truth…about me…about the pack…no focus on her…Fuck Bells I love you.' Jacob's hands slid down her back and grabbed her ass as he lifted her up to his level and pushed her pelvis into his boner. Bella moaned softly at the sudden pressure between her legs. "Fuck! Jake!" Bella breathed. Jacob ground into her causing Bella to moan again. This time Bella took over dominance kissing. Bella shoved her tongue into Jacob's mouth their tongues caressing each other. Jacob pushed his hips into Bella harder. Bella wrapped her legs around Jacob's waist and bit down softly on his lip pulling it gently as she pulled away. Jacob let a growl rumble from his chest. Which made Bella go back for more. Making out like this for a while Jacobs arms started to tremble, he wanted to touch more of Bella. He set Bella down on the floor. Bella groaned as his pressure left her. Jacob smirked in the dark at Bella's look on her face. "Close your eyes." Jacob said.

"I can hardly see anyways, Jake!" Bella said breathlessly

"Follow my voice." Jake said sweetly to her.

Bella walked towards his husky voice cautiously. Bella let out a small surprised scream as she was scooped up and placed on Jacob's bed. Jacob was above her with one leg in between hers, claiming dominance this time. Jacob's lips crash in to Bella's. He ran his hand down Bella's body. Down her neck, over her collarbone, down her sides, stopping at her hip. Jacob takes his hand and slowly runs his fingers over the strip of naked skin. Bella moves her hands from Jacob's neck and runs them down his chest. Stopping at the waist band of Jacob's sweats. Tracing her fingers along the skin just above the waist band. Jacob groaned as Bella touched him.

Jacob moved his hand down past Bella skirt and slid his hand down her thigh. Bella moved her knee up as he touch her skin tenderly. He retraced his steps up until Jacob came to her skirt. Without asking permission, he ran the back of one finger up the inside of her thigh, stopping just a few millimeters short of Bella's wet thong. Causing Bella to buck her hips and grind against Jacob's legs. Jacob moved his hand to Bella's hip holding it firmly. Jacob kissed Bella softly on the lips. Then kissed her neck in such a sensual way "Jake your lips are burning up." Bella whispered in Jacobs ears. Jacob smiled knowing that she was the reason he was so hot. Jacob trailed kisses down Bella's shoulder taking the straps off of her shoulder. Jacob made his way across Bella's chest starting to pull down the hem of Bella's crop top. Bella suddenly pushed Jacob away. Jacob leaned away from Bella searching her face for something to explain why she stopped him. But she just sat there for a second and then stood up and walked out of the room. Straightening her clothes as she walked out of the door. "Bells…Bella, Bella… come on Bella." Jacob runs out of his bedroom after Bella. 'God what have I done. I've lost her for good now. Fuck what have I done? Shit! Damn it Jacob why did you do that? Fuck'… "BELLA, Bella talk to me! Don't close me out."