AN: I know I left out many things. Number one how Bella looks, what is Edwards reaction to her and what is Charlie going to say. I'm getting there:) It's all here in this chapter whoohoo!!

Alecta

Chapter Eleven

BPOV

After reading Alice's mind I put my powers back in its little black box, there was no need for it in this moment in time. My new power seemed kind of dangerous and if not used properly I could really damage someone with it. I could use other peoples powers just by touching them and even after touching them their power stayed around for a while.

I looked around at the whole family but this time they were looking at me, not with shocked faces but in awe. Except Rosalie, she looked almost jealous. I looked over at Edward and he had the same look as his family.

"Bella?" he asked me.

"Yes" I said questionably.

"I think you should go look in the mirror" he said now looking at me with a small smile on his face.

"Why?" I asked confused.

"I think of all the commotion that you never got a chance to look at yourself and neither did we" Emmett said. He had a mischievous grin on his face. Esme slapped his arm and walked towards me muttering something about Emmett's poor manners. She led me to her bathroom and told me to close my eyes. I looked at her and opened my mouth, she shook her head. The whole family was behind us now also in the bathroom. Esme moved me a few steps until we were standing in the middle of her gigantic bathroom.

"Now open your eyes Bella" she told me.

As soon as I opened my eyes I gasped. I was beautiful. My long once chocolate brown hair had faint red streaks in, just how it looked when I sat in the sun as a human. I still had a roundish face but with a more defined jaw line and softer features. My full lips were a little bit fuller and still had a dark tinge of red. I was paler than I use to be, which wasn't a surprise, but on my cheeks there was the slightest shade of pink. My once big brown eyes were still big but crimson red which kind of scared me. I knew that all the new vampires had red eyes when they are "born".

I looked at my body and at what I was wearing. Alice had put me in a tight black and red lace low v-neck top. I looked down at my cleavage. I had cleavage!! I heard snickers at the back of me and I smiled to as I noticed that I was still looking at my breasts. I smiled back sheepishly and looked back towards the mirror.

I had curves too!! They flowed nicely into my hips that looked like a size one. I was wearing dark blue jeans that hugged my hips nicely and forming a nice looking butt. I smiled at that too. Being a vampire had its advantages and I liked them. I had an urge to go shopping to see what else would look good on me but shivered at that thought and pushed it out of my mind. There was no way that I was going to become an Alice.

"I look…" I stuttered. I couldn't find a word to say in my shocked state.

"You're a hot mamma!" Emmett burst out. He got hit across the head again by both Rose and Edward.

"Ow, I was just telling her the truth" he complained. Rosalie glared at him and he cowered away from her not wanting to get hit again.

I laughed and blushed. Wait I blushed. I groaned.

"Bella what's wrong?" Edward asked me a little bit too over protective.

"I still can blush!" I grumbled and stamped my foot. I wanted to cry but I couldn't. This was something that I wanted to get rid of, but instead I had to bring it over to my next life too.

Edward laughed "And I thought I was going to miss that. It must be one of your strongest traits that you brought with you" he laughed. I grumbled again and Edward still laughed.

"You know it's not a bad thing Bella, you look more human than any of us" Carlisle assured me with a smile. I smiled weakly back at him. He reminded me so much of my own father who always looked on the bright side of most things. I was being embraced by Edward when I suddenly realised that Charlie still existed.

"Charlie!" I said loudly. I wiggled myself out of Edward's arms and looked at the whole family panicked. They all looked at me with sad eyes and I knew that something was wrong. The rest of the family walked out of the bathroom except Edward, Alice and Carlisle.

Edward put one arm around my waist and led me to the bedroom sitting me on the bed.

"Bella the whole town including Charlie thinks you are dead" Alice said softly but I heard it. My eyes flew open and a stood up quickly walking to the other side of the room and looked out of the window wall. The forest looked scary at night.

"When did I supposedly die?" I asked casually but it hurt me inside to know that I would never be able to talk to my family ever. I knew that it was something that I had to give up, but not this soon. I didn't even get to say goodbye.

"You "died" on the first day of your change, so that would be Friday. Today is Monday morning" Carlisle said calmly.

It was still dark outside so it had to be in the early hours of the morning.

"How?" the sadness was drifting away from me. This was what I wanted, I knew that I had to give up my old life and now it was gone.

"Edward was driving you home from the dance and the car crashed and both of you burnt in the explosion" I looked at Edward shocked. Edward was also dead to the public. At least I didn't "die" alone. I just hoped that Charlie and my mother weren't going to do anything irrational to each other seeing that I wasn't there anymore. I was sad that I lost my family but I gained another one in its place that loved me just as much.

I had a caring mother, compassionate father, two shop-aholic sisters, two brothers that I could now beat the shit out of and a great boyfriend that will love me for eternity. Edward died for me, in a way of speaking. Even if he was already dead that showed me more than enough that he loved me.

"Your Aston Martin" I gasped. I saw pain flash over his face and he sighed. He walked towards me, placing his arms around my waist and kissed my forehead. "I would do anything for you, even purposely crash my favourite car. I love you Bella" he kissed me again and I smiled.

"But you loved that car second to me" I said in his shoulder.

"But I love you even more" he breathed in my hair.

I reached up towards Edward and wrapped my arms around his neck and pulled him closer towards me. I pushed my lips against his and his lips parted. I heard footsteps and the sound of a door closing. At least this family knew when to leave people alone.

"So how does it feel to be dead?" he smiled against my lips.

"Spectacular" I breathed in his sweet smell and kissed him even deeper.

Lips are turning blue
A kiss that can't renew
I only dream of you
My beautiful

Tip toe to your room
A starlight in the gloom
I only dream of you
And you never knew

(Sing for Absolution- Muse)

AN: I hope that sums it all up for you. I was thinking of ending the story here but I just couldn't do it. So more chapters are coming as soon as they can… and keep sending me your great reviews!!