30 Minutes
A/N: This is for DamnNoni (dA) aka IAmYourSecondStalker (FF), her requested Dip.
I am so sorry that I couldn't make it fluffy. This was all I could come up with. Hope it's okay.
Warning: Var sadness. But no language.
Disclaimer: I don't own South Park or the characters in it. I don't own the song 30 Minutes.I own a bar of Cadbury's chocolate I'm going to eat some of to cheer me up after writing this.
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Pip stared at the object in Damien's lap.
"It's set?" he whispered quietly.
"Yes." Damien nodded, and looked up. "Are you sure you want to do this?"
"Yes." Pip nodded. He brushed a single tear from his face. Damien pulled his boyfriend into his arms.
"Imagine if this wasn't going to happen. If we could live, together, happily." Pip muttered to himself.
"We could have had our own house." Damien said.
"Away from this god-awful town." Pip nodded. Damien squeezed his shoulders gently. Pip shuddered, and his eyes flickered to the timer.
30 minutes.
"A whole half an hour. We could just get up, walk away."
"We could."
"But then we'd never really be happy, would we Dami?"
"Maybe eventually." The demon looked down at the blonde. "Are you absolutely sure?"
"Yes."
"I don't want you to die because of me."
"Not because of you. For you."
The two lay on their side, facing each other. Damien studied every detail of Pip's face; his beautiful eyes, watering with tears, his silky blonde hair, falling in front of his face, his cheeks pink with emotion. He brushed a few strands of hair out of the Brit's eyes, tucking it behind his ear.
"It'll be okay." He murmured comfortingly.
"I know." Pip's voice trembled.
"You won't feel anything. I promise you."
"I know." Pip nodded, and offered a small, sad smile. Damien lent forward to kiss him.
20 minutes.
"It goes so fast, doesn't it?" Pip said thoughtfully.
"A blink of an eye." Damien agreed.
"It's raining outside."
"So it is."
"Isn't that ironic? It always rains when things like this happens, in the movies."
"Things like this happen in movies?"
"Touché." Pip muttered. He reached his hand up to run it through Damien's soft black hair. He traced down Damien's jaw line, running his fingers gently along his lips. Damien brushed another tear from Pip's cheek. Pip pressed himself closer, and they lay in silence, Damien rubbing circles on Pip's back.
10 minutes.
"It only takes 30 minutes. 30 minutes to completely change my life, your life; change everything. Just 30 minutes."
"Odd, huh?"
"It always seemed such a long amount of time before. Now it seems so small."
"You can always change your mind. We could still get out."
"No, no." Pip shook his head. "I've decided."
"I love you. So much." Damien nuzzled Pip's hair, taking in the scent of his shampoo.
"I love you too Damien." Pip sounded on the verge of truly crying.
"Hush, hush. I'm here." Damien soothed.
"Oh, Damien..." Pip gasped. "Damien, Damien."
"Don't worry Pip." Damien showered his lover's face with small kisses. The blonde clung to him, tracing his hands over the noirette's chest and back. He needed to know all of him. Damien caressed him gently in the same way.
5 minutes.
They locked their lips together, trying to lose themselves in the bliss of the other's contact.
4 minutes.
Pip laced his fingers with Damien's and held on tight. Damien cupped the pale face of the boy he loved. Pip kept his arm around his boyfriend's torso.
2 minutes.
"I love you Damien." Pip repeated.
"I love you Pip." Damien smiled gently. Pip smiled back. They clung to each other tighter.
1 minute.
'30 minutes.' Pip thought. '30 minutes is up.'
30 minutes, a blink of an eye
30 minutes to alter our lives
30 minutes to make up my mind
30 minutes to finally decide
30 minutes to whisper your name
30 minutes to shoulder the blame
30 minutes of bliss, 30 lies
30 minutes to finally decide...
Pip squeezed his eyes shut.
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A/N: I tried for fluff and it didn't work. I'm like, over-using t.A.T.u, I'm really into them at the moment
I hope you liked this, sorry it's not happy and lovey.
Review, if you wish.
Peace and fire