A/N: Warning! This chapter is rated M, so if you don't want to read any of that kind, I suggest you click away now. To everyone else; enjoy chapter 11! ;3
Shizuo stared into the raven haired's eyes. He repeated what the other said a few seconds ago over and over again in his head. Even though he knew the informant loved him, he didn't expect him to actually say it that quick. He felt his own heart beat faster than before and he didn't really know what he was supposed to do.
For Izaya, the silence was uncomfortable, awkward. He really didn't like this kind of silence. Maybe the monster really didn't like him and was trying to find a way to end it with him? No. He knew Shizuo better than anyone and he knew that breaking up with him would be a fight, probably ending with a furious brute. And the date didn't go that bad. At least that was what Izaya thought.
The silence continued for what felt like forever, before Izaya finally decided to break it. "Shizu-chan... say something," he said in a mumbling tone. He stared at the blond, waiting for a respond.
Shizuo opened his mouth to say something, anything. But when nothing came out, he just closed it again. He didn't know what to say or do. He only knew one thing; somehow he was... happy. Very slowly a smile spread across his face. "You... love me?"
Izaya couldn't help but smile when he saw the smile slowly spread across the bodyguard's face. He quickly nodded and his smile slowly faded. If there ever was a time to confess and say everything, it was now. He took a deep breath in and lowered his head to look down, before he started to talk.
"I've loved you since high school. I just... didn't wanted to admit it before now." He slowly lifted his head back up to stare into the blond's eyes. "You make my heart beat faster than it should be able to. I love you so much, Shizu-chan."
Shizuo didn't need any more than that. He quickly leaned close to the raven haired and forced their lips to meet in a soft and long kiss. He was probably going to regret not saying anything later, but he didn't know what he was supposed to say.
Izaya's eyes widened a bit in surprise when his lips got connected with the bodyguard's. But all he did was to kiss back and smile lightly. His one hand went through the blond hair and pulled the man's head closer to himself. Even though this was the first time he ever did anything like this, his lips slowly parted, forcing Shizuo's to do the same.
Shizuo didn't even fight back the least when his lips were forced to part. If he had to be honest, he wanted to taste the informant in every possible way he could, which was weird for him. It was not normal. He hesitated for a short moment, before he let his tongue slip into Izaya's mouth, their tongues gently touching.
Izaya blushed lightly at the feeling of the brute's tongue inside his mouth. His own tongue slowly started playing with the other's, like they had been doing that for years. He knew where this would end if it continued. The bedroom. But it wasn't like he didn't wanted to do it. He just... wasn't sure how. He had never tried it after all.
Shizuo could barely take it. He felt the sudden urge to just run to the bedroom and throw the informant on the bed and... well, do it. He would do it, if it wasn't his first time actually wanting to. There had never been a girl or guy who made him feel this way. It was only Izaya.
Izaya slowly pulled away from the kiss, his face bright red at a thought. He slowly moved away from the bodyguard and lowered his head a bit. "Sh-Shizu-chan..." he mumbled and swallowed thickly. His heart was beating fast, racing forward. "Do you... want to continue this in the bedroom?" He slowly lifted his head a bit and looked at the blond, his heart beating as he waited for a respond.
Shizuo looked surprised at the raven haired, but he couldn't help but smile. He stood up, grabbed the informant's hand and walked to the bedroom, dragging Izaya behind him.
Izaya calmed down a bit when the bodyguard agreed. He followed happily behind the taller male and held his hand with a wide smile. But he was really nervous. It was the bedroom after all, and what would happen in there might be his first time, for both of them.
Shizuo entered the bedroom shortly after and sat down on the bed, forcing the smaller male to sit down on his lap with his legs spread apart and placed on both sides of him. His arms snaked around the informant's waist and he looked at him, a light smile planted on his face. "So... what do you want to do in here?"
Izaya placed his hand on the brute's shoulder, gently rubbing the tense spot on them, his eyes locked down at his face. "Well..." He paused shortly, trying to find an excuse to see the bodyguard's body. He couldn't find one, though, so he just had to be honest. "Can I... see you chest?" His face turned into a red color within a short second and he lowered his head a bit.
Shizuo tried to hold back his laughter, but he failed and just let it out. "You don't have to ask," was all he answered, a light smile spread across his face.
Izaya smiled widely and looked back at the monster. Without hesitating for another moment, he quickly ripped the blond's white shirt open and revealed his now bare chest. He stared at the bare skin for several moments, his face growing hot and his heart beating faster. He slowly let a hand slide down the muscular torso, his eyes not leaving the bare chest."Sexy..." he mumbled low, mostly to himself.
Shizuo blushed lightly at the touch on his now bare chest. And at that moment, he wanted to see the informant's chest as well. Very slowly he moved his hands up the thin man's back and up under his shirt.
Izaya shivered lightly at the touch and blushed darker. He quickly looked down at the bodyguard. His mind went blank. He didn't even think as he pulled his hands away from the bare chest, only to pull his own shirt off, revealing his thin torso, and tossed the shirt to the side. He knew where this was going, but if he had to be honest. He really didn't care.
Shizuo's eyes slowly trailed down at the thin torso. He couldn't help but think, that Izaya actually was kind of... hot. He hesitated for one moment, before he somehow managed to force the informant down on the bed and he leaned over him, his eyes locked down at the other's. Not a single thought came to his mind when he did that. He just did it, like it was meant to happen.
Izaya looked shocked up at the blond now above him. He didn't know if it was going too fast or too slow. All he knew was that he suddenly wanted Shizuo. His hands slowly made their way down the bare and muscular torso above him and down to the bodyguard's belt. In a short moment he got it removed and got zipped the pants down, revealing the boxers that the blond wore.
It was obvious that Shizuo already was turned on. Only that simple touch when his pants got zipped down made his cheeks go into a red color. He slowly pulled away from the other and stood up on the bed. He hesitated for several moments, before he finally pulled his pants down and tossing them to the side, so he now only stood in boxers.
Izaya quickly looked the blond up and down, enjoying everything he saw. He wanted to see more. But if the bodyguard was going to be naked, so was he. He took a deep breath in, before he slowly stood up on the bed, stood in front of the blond. He placed his hands on his already unzipped pants and pulled them down, revealing his boxers and his skinny legs. He quickly moved the pants down form the bed and took the short step that was between the two men. His arms snaked around Shizuo's neck, pulling himself closer.
"I don't know how to do this, Shizu-chan..." he admitted in a mumbling tone. "It's... my first time and I don't even know what I'm supposed to do."
Shizuo's arms quickly moved around the thin body, pulling him close. "Izaya... This is my first time too. I have really no idea what the hell I'm supposed to do. Well, I do know what..." He sighed shortly and looked down at Izaya. "Since it's our first time... I don't think we should think that much and... just do it."
Izaya didn't really listen. He was busy thinking. A small smile slowly spread across his face. "If we're going to do this..." he paused and slowly moved out of Shizuo's grip, taking a step back, "I want to see Shizu-chan's body first~"
Shizuo sighed shortly and without hesitating, he pulled his boxers down, revealing his entire and now naked body. He blushed lightly and looked over at the informant, who obviously was blushing like hell. "There... Now it's your turn."
Izaya's face was in a dark red color by the sight of the bodyguard's body. His eyes were locked on a certain part of the body. He's... so much bigger than me, he thought to himself. He quickly moved his hands in front of his own crotch and slowly looked up at the monster's face. He quickly shook on the head, his face bright red. "N-No... I don't want to..." he mumbled and looked down at the bed.
Shizuo took a step forward and grabbed around the informant's wrist, forcing his hands away from his crotch. "Flea... Take them off or I'll do it for you," he stated and looked down at the raven haired. He placed his hands on Izaya's hips, ready to pull the boxers off if he wasn't going to do it himself.
Izaya's face grew even more red and he quickly looked up at the taller man. "Fine, I'll take them off myself..." he mumbled and took a step back, before he turned around, his back to the bodyguard. He took a deep breath in. There was no turning back now. He quickly slipped out of his boxers, revealing his entire skinny body. But he was standing with his back to Shizuo, so the only thing that would be showing, was his ass.
Shizuo sighed and walked up close to the other, his arms snaking around the thin body and he pressed his lips close to the informant's neck, kissing it softly. "Izaya..." he whispered and moved his hands down to the raven haired's lower stomach. "Turn around or I'll touch you."
Izaya shivered and blushed darker at the touch and kiss. He was silent for a few moments, before he finally answered. "I'm... not turning around..."
Shizuo didn't hesitate for a single second. He just moved his one hand down and grabbed around the shaft. It was... small but perfect. Perfect to him.
Izaya widened his eyes in surprise and quickly turned around, forcing the other to let go. "Shizu-chan!" he said loudly in shock, his face in an even darker red than before. But it only got darker, when he realized how close they were and that they both were naked. It only took him a second to realized what parts touched. But he didn't do anything else than snake his arms around Shizuo's neck and pulled himself closer. He was ready. Ready to have Shizuo as his first time.
Shizuo's arms were wrapped around the informant's thin waist, keeping them close. He didn't care that their members touched. But the touch made him blush and feel even more excited than he was before. He stared down at Izaya for several long moments, before he finally spoke. "So... are we really doing this?"
A/N: I'm sorry this was quite long. And also sorry that they didn't actually do it. If I had continued it would be way too long. But I promise I will make next chapter as soon as possible, the chapter where they actually do it!
I think I eventually will have made all my fanfictions M rated. And I'm planning to do it~!
Anyway; what do you think? Reviews makes me incredibly happy~! ^w^