BPOV
It had only been two days since Edward left but it honestly felt like two YEARS. I dragged myself to school every day and curled up in my bed when I got home. I wrote Edward a letter the first day he was gone but I still haven't gotten a response, he probably hasn't even gotten it yet.
It was Saturday when Alice came banging on my bedroom door. "Hey," she said softly.
"What are you doing here?" I asked.
She sat on my bed beside me. "Charlie called me," she said, "He's worried about you, Bells. You barely even leave your room anymore."
"I miss him…" I said.
"I know," she said, "We all do, but you know he'd hate if you just stopped living your life because he's not here."
"But he is my life, Ali," I whisper.
"I know, sweetie," she whispered, "Why don't you come to my house? It'll be fun. We can watch movies and make popcorn. I'll even let you drive there!"
I smiled a little. I always begged Alice to drive because I hate how she always drove to fast. "Just your house right?" I asked. I really wasn't in the mood to go anywhere else.
"Whatever you want," she said.
"Okay," I said. I got out of bed and changed my clothes while Alice started packing an overnight bag for me.
We went down stairs and Charlie smiled. "There you are," he said hugging me, "You gunna go out?"
I nodded. "Is that okay?" I asked.
"Of course!" he said, "Go have fun!" I smiled softly and walked to Alice's car.
I walked into Alice's house and Jasper, Emmett, and Rose were sitting in the living room. They all looked us and Emmett ran over to us. "BELLA!" he said, lifting me into a hug.
I laughed, "Put me down, Emmett," I said.
He put me down and smiled at me. "Everyone's missed you," he said.
"Girl time!" Alice said, "Come on, Rose." She grabbed my arm and led me upstairs.
We went into Alice's room and I sat on her bed. Rose came over and sat beside me. "Wanna talk about it?" she asked.
I was quiet for a minute before I sighed. "I just miss him so much," I said, "I haven't been away from him longing then like an hour before. I don't know how I'm going to survive two months. I just want him here to hold me and to talk to me at all hours of the night."
"He'll be back before you know it, Bella," Rose said.
"I wish I could just sleep for two months and then wake up and he'll be here," I said.
Rose hugged me and I cried softly.
…
Later on we all sat down to watch some movies. Everyone ended up falling asleep but I woke up again at around midnight. I was lying on the couch for a few minutes before walking to Alice's room to get my phone charger.
I was on my way back down the stairs when I passed Edward's room. I stopped and stared at his door for a minute. Would he get mad if I went inside? I finally decided I didn't really care and went inside anyway.
I slowly opened the door and went inside. I walked around the room, touching everything. When I got to his dresser I smiled a little. He had pictures of us sitting on his dresser. We looked so happy….
I opened the top drawer and pulled out one of his shirts. I smelt it and it smelt like him. I smiled and slipped it over my head.
Being in Edward's room like this made me feel a lot better. I felt closer to him, like he was here with me again.
I crawled onto his bed and put my face into his pillow before falling asleep.
EPOV
Bella was all I could think about. Day and night she was the only thing that went through my mind. I had to get home to her. I needed to hold her in my arms.
It was Saturday and I was sitting on my bed when John walked in. "Hey, man," he said.
"What's up?" I said.
He held something out today. "You got mail," he said, "Thought I'd grab it for you. Think you got one from that girl you talk about." He pointed to the picture of Bella hanging behind my bed.
I jumped off the bed and ran over to him and grabbed the mail. There was two letters the first was from Alice and the second was from Bella. I smiled as I tore into Bella's letter. "I guess it's from her?" John laughed.
I laughed too. "Yeah," I said.
Edward 3
I miss you, baby. I know you just left like an hour ago but I miss you all ready. I'm counting down the seconds until you get home. I can't wait until I get to see you again. I just want to hear your voice. I can't wait for you to be able to hold me while I sleep.
I am going to tell you EVERYTHING! I don't have much to tell you yet since you just left, but I can tell you that Emmett almost got arrested. On the way back from… you know… we got pulled over because Emmett was speeding. The cop asked why he was speeding and Emmett yelled at him. He said something about how his brother just got sent to the military and how he just dropped him off and now he has to bring his sisters and mom home. (He called me his sister, I feel special) Long story short, he almost went to jail.
Write back soon. PLEASE BE SAFE! Come home to me…
I love you, Edward.
Love,
Your Bella
I read the not a couple times. Memorizing her words and wishing I was home with her. After a couple minutes I sighed and picked up my sisters letter.
Edward,
It's lonely around the house without you being here. There's no one for me to pick on!
I'm going to tell you something, big bro. I'm not telling you to upset you, I'm telling you because you need to know. Bella's really upset, Edward. She won't even leave her room unless it's to go to school or something. I'm really worried about her, Edward. Is there some way you can call her or something? She needs you to talk to her. We're taking care of her but there's only so much we can do.
Stay safe, big bro, I need my brother home in one piece.
Love,
Ali
I dropped Alice's letter on the bed and walked down to where they kept the computers and prayed there would be an empty one. As soon as I walked in someone logged off, thank Jesus.
I quickly logged onto oovoo and started a call with Bella. She didn't answer so I called Alice. Alice picked up and started crying when she saw me. "Oh my god!" she cried, "Edward!"
I smiled. "Hey, Ali," I said.
"Guys Edward's on oovoo!" she yelled.
Then I saw the laptop snatched from her. "Eddie!" Emmett said.
I laughed. "Hey, bro," I said, "How's things going? I hear you almost went to jail."
He laughed too. "Yeah," he said, "He let me go because Alice started crying and said they couldn't take her other brother too."
I smiled. "Have you guys talked to Bella?" I asked, "I called her but she didn't answer."
"Yeah!" Emmett said, "She's here."
My heart picked up. "She is?" I asked.
"Yeah," he said, "She's-" he looked at the couch and then at someone next to him. "Where is she?"
"I'm not sure," I heard Alice say.
She took the computer back and said, "She's here but we all fell asleep down stairs, she must've woke up. I just need to find her."
I saw Alice walk up to her room and then stop. "Where is this girl!" she said.
"Wait!" Emmett yelled, "The light's on in Edward's room."
Alice walked into my room and her face get what looked like sympathetic. "What?" I asked, "Show me!"
Alice turned the computer and I saw Bella curled up in my bed asleep and hugging my pillow. She walked over and shook Bella. "Bella," she said, "Wake up."
"No," Bella mumbled, "Not until Edward's home."
My heart broke. Alice is right, she is hurt. "Bells," Emmett said, "He's on oovoo waiting to talk to you."
Bella sat up and looked at Alice. Alice put the computer in front of her and Bella started to cry. "Edward," she sobbed.
"Love," I said, "Don't cry. It's okay, I'm right here."
"I just miss you so much," she said.
"I know," I said, "I miss you too."
She looked around my room for a second. "I hope you don't mind that I came in here," she said.
I smiled. "Of course not," I said, "What's mine is yours."
She showed me her shirt and said, "I kinda took your shirt too," she said.
I laughed. "It looks better on you anyway," I said. She smiled and I smiled back, "There's the smile I love." She blushed, "Alice told me how upset you are."
She frowned, "Traitor…" she said.
"Love," I said, "I don't want you to be sad like this. I'll be home before you know it. Don't let this upset you."
"I can't help it," she said softly.
"Try?" I asked, "For me?"
She nodded, "I'll try," she said.
I smiled, "Good," I said, "I love you, Bella."
"I love you too, Edward," she said.
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