I landed on the groubd soundlessly. Running as fast as I can towards the forest. I won't slip up. I am going to prove that I ain't just some thirsty, slipping newborn. I realised just now, Edward hadn't been taking care of me because he pitied me, because he loved me, it was because he wanted to stay in Forks undetected. It was for his and his family's benefit. I transferred all this rage, sorrow and disappointment into my legs, forcing them to run faster, and faster. Edward wouldn't choose me. Girls probably are pouring all over him all the time. All this 100 years of his life. Human girls, vampires, all of them. If I could, I would've burst into tears by now. It was like torture, crying let's me cry out my sorrow, and here I am, again jealous at something the humans can do without even realising it. I scented blood, warm, tasty blood that can only be of a human. No, Bella. Prove you're better than that. I snarled and growled, I scratched and writhe in pain as my throat caught on fire. It was like lighting a match, as easy as that. Alice probably forseen this image, image of me slipping up, her family moving away from Forks, Emmett killing me. I cannot do this. I can't hold it. Just as I was about to slip up and pose into my deadly crouch, a cold arm gripped wrist with crushing force. The force only a vampire can achieve. A honey-and-lilac scent surround me, making the sweet scent of human blood disappear into the air. The change was so sudden, Like someone had just extinguished the fire burning in my throat . Had just stopped my pain, and of course only one person can achieve these things, as the solid fact hits me, Edward had caught up with me.