So sorry! Please don't kill me! I was so busy with school, (for once all my grades are c+ and above!) and other shit I didn't have time to write. Well, here we go!

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I groaned. My back was killing me, I had the worst headache ever, and I was cold. I slowly sat up and looked around.

"Mornin' sleeping beauty! Sleep well?" Said Robin in a happy tone.

I just groaned and laid back down mumbling something like, "Shut up Robin." I closed my eyes like I was going to go back to sleep but I knew I wasn't.

"Ryan?"

"What Robin?" I sighed and sat up.

"Why do you call me Robin, not puck?" He asked.

I couldn't tell him. Calling him robin which seemed (to me) like as close to a real name as it was gonna get, made me feel closer but at the same time reminded me of who he was, someone much older and smarter and TOTALLY out of my league. So I gave him an answer.

"I don't know." OH MY GOD! I am so smart! A genius I tell you!

"Ryan, that is the worst answer ever. Really, why?" By now he was sitting in front of me, looking me dead in the eyes. Or at least trying to, I had my head down and my hair was like a curtain.

I shrugged then, the genius part of me jumped in.

"Because, I don't know you. And frankly, we aren't really close. Puck seems like a name your friend would use, like you and Meghan."

"But you call Meghan Meg, and from what I can tell you guys aren't really friends." He had a tone like, 'I know that is bullshit.'

"Cause I usually act like people are my best friend no matter what."

"But you just said-" I cut him off.

"I KNOW what I just said." I said it quietly.

"Come on, please?"

"No, it's stupid." I stood and started to walk around the clearing. "Why do you care anyway? Not like I matter to you."

He then grabbed my arm and turned me around.

"Listen to me. You matter, to me, Meghan, even the ice prince. Honestly, how do you not know how much you mean to me?" He was looking at me with a mixture of anger and desperation, like he was actually mad I didn't know I was important and that he believed I really needed to know.

"Because, you are smarter, funnier and altogether better than me, and also, I realize that compared to you, I'm nothing. In age, brains, or skill, I just can't compare."

I pulled away and walked off, leaving him in shock.

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"I am so fucking screwed."

Obviously I was so lost. Why do I do stupid shit like that? Does my brain just go one vacation? Or has it always been on vacation? While I was telling myself how stupid I was I got lost. Why don't I just call for help you ask? Because, I don't wish to gain the attention of whatever is out here.

*snap*

WHAT WAS THAT? While I was having a miniature heart attack, (I swear I was) i was looking around trying to see if I saw anything. I didn't see anything so I kept going. Suddenly I was grabbed from behind. I was to busy having a heart attack to scream.

"What are you thinking? Why were you out in the forest alone?"

"HOLY SHIT ASH! I could have had a heart attack! Just because I don't screech like I'm being chased or murdered doesn't mean you can just grab me like that!" I said after turning around.

"My apologies, but you still haven't answered my question."

"First, clearly I wasn't thinking about anything if I ran off, second, because I needed to think."

"You just said you weren't thinking about anything." Ash said with a look that clearly said, 'idiot'

"Nothing for you to know ice boy." I said rolling my eyes with my hands on my hips.

"Fine. Lets go back, the others are waiting."

We were walking for a while before I talked again.

"How did you find me?" I asked, looking up at him. Since I wasn't paying attention to my feet I tripped and fell, catching myself with my hands, scrapping them and my knees a little. While I was brushing the dirt off Ash answered.

"Obviously, you aren't exactly the quietest person in the woods." I rolled my eyes.

"Well, finally, where did you find her?" Puck? Um, ATTITUDE! "Her" like a dog. Bitch.

"Obviously she hadn't gotten too far." Replied Ash. Cunt.

I was walking towards wolf when He called.

"Smith!" Um, excuse me?

I turned to him.

"What? And why my last name."

"The last name is because I don't know you that well, and also, what happened to your hands? Can't walk without falling?" He had a look on his face that reminded me of every bully and Draco Malfoy. I did the reasonable thing.

I stuck up my middle finger and kept walking towards Wolf.

As I was petting him, Grimalkin appeared on the low branch above.

"What happened between you and Goodfellow? Not that it's any of my business." He asked, trying to look like he didn't care but he was obviously curious.

"I don't know, nor do I care, he could go get the shit beat outta him and I would not give a single fuck." While saying this my tone stayed light and happy and I continued to pet Wolf. I saw out the corner of my eye as Grim and Wolf shared a look but I ignored them. Eventually we all settled down. Me curled against Wolfs stomach, Grim against mine, Ash and Meghan not to far away, and Puck in one of the trees outlining the clearing as far from me as possible.

AN: okay, I know it's ratchet and shit but you know, haven't written in a long time!