Hey everyone! Thanks for reviewing and I love y'all so much. I get a lot of comments about Sheldon and Penny but THERE IS NOTHING BETWEEN THEM IN THIS STORY. I am a hard core Lenny fan and I really can't write Shenny or Shamy stories. Don't worries :)

CHAPTER 11

He was lying down with a syringe in his hand, looking at me with eyes full of guilt. His hands were shaking but I caught him before he made the shot. I took the death tool from his hands and hugged him. We were both sitting on the bathroom floor without saying any words. Then we heard running sounds, Sheldon and Amy came and looked at us from the door. It must have been a weird look, a married couple cuddled up on a bathroom floor and the wife is holding a syringe full of drugs. I've never dreamt this could be happening to us. My brother used to sell them but Leonard was a smart guy, why would he do something like that?

S- What happened?!

A- Are you guys okay?

P- I hope so. Leonard get up, we need to talk...

I grabbed his arm and pulled him to our bedroom.

P- Please say that you are not addicted. Even if you are, there are so many ways to get rid of it. I am always here for you my love. You are my sun and stars.

L- I am. I am so sorry for doing this to you but I am addicted Penny. I wasn't doing good without you so I needed something to get my mind of you. I started using them like a month ago. I cried everytime I took it but I couldn't stop Penny. I couldn't... Please help me.

P- I will do everything to save you honey. I love you.

L- I love you too, also I recognised your Game of Thrones quote! You are making me fall even more in love with you.

P- Now let's eat and then we will decide what are we going to do about this. Promise me you will tell everything you do. No secrets.

L- I promise.

We were having our breakfast with Sheldon and Amy.

P- This is so delicious Leonard! How did you learn to do such things?

L- I was home alone all the time, a lot of youtube videos and practice.

A- Good job!

We finished our meals and we all settled on to the sitting are as always. It's been a while since four of us sat like this.

P- Okay now Leonard is addicted to drugs. Now we are going to compromise and find the best way to get through this.

S- When did you start?

L- About a month ago.

S- How are you consuming it?

L- With a syringe directly to my veins.

A- Have you ever tried to stop? Maybe your body is not addicted yet.

L- I tried every day but negative.

P- Are you positive to rehab?

L- Of course I am, I just want to spend rest of my life with my beautiful wife and our amazing child.

P- Then let's go, We have no more minutes to lose!

We all got into my car and went to the closest rehabilitation center in town. They said they will take him away from me for at least 2 weeks! I will only be able to see him for half an hour every day. He was first really dissapointed about this fact but then he thought about the times he will gain with his child if he goes through this stuff so we agreed.

P- I am going to miss you so much!

L- Me too, I love you.

I kissed him before they take him away from me.

L- TAKE CARE OF PENNY AND MY BABY WHILE I AM AWAY!

S- Of course.

I sat on the bench, all the emotions combined and turned into burst of tears. Amy sat next me and tried to calm me down but I was the cause of all of this! I ran away because I was an idiot! If I just stayed a little and listen him, he would be fully healthy and next to me right now. I am the one who hurt him. I did all of this. Just ME