Bring out the tissues for this chapter. Seriously. Also a lemon.

Disclaimer: I do not own Twilight

"Jesus Christ, when the hell is he going to speak to me!" I was so frustrated, Charlie just got up and went to work without saying a word. No phone call, no nothing. I wanted to punch something.

"Let him cool down Bella, you being cranky at him is uncalled for."

"Shut the fuck up Edward! GOD!" I didn't mean to spazz out at him, it was all the hormones I'm presuming.

"I'm just trying to help you Bella!" He yelled back twice as loud.

"I don't want your fucking help! I didn't when we made dinner that night and look where that landed us!" It was a low blow but he fucking deserved it.

"You're blaming this on me?" I could hear the sadness in his voice, but I was to cranky to give a shit.

"Yeah I am." I glared.

"Fuck you then." He said, slamming my front door behind him.

"You did already! And look where we are now dickhead!" I yelled, knowing he could hear me well enough.

After lying down on the floor counting my breaths. Two hundred and three, to be exact. I stood up off the floor and thought about the conversation between me and Edward. I probably was unfair to him, it wasn't his fault. I was just a bitch.

I couldn't be bothered changing before I went over to see him. I was tired and only he could make me feel any better right now. Though I probably smelt like shit. I walked out the front door, not being bothered to lock it behind me. If anyone was stupid enough to break into the Chief of Police's house, they'd know better than to go through the front door.

I walked over to Edwards place, kicking green dirt as I went. Well, not so much dirt, it was more like sludge. And knocked on his front door only to be greeted my Lauren.

"What are you doing here?" She sneered.

"I could ask you the same thing bitch."

"Eddie needed to let off some steam so I came over." She smiled.

"Get the fuck out of my way." I said elbowing past her. She was lying right? There had to be another reason skanky mc skank pants was here.

"He doesn't want you anymore." Edward chose just that moment to walk down the stairs.

"Bella? What the fuck? Lauren?" Oh don't act all confused stupid shiny Volvo owner. In any normal situation I would be the one throwing punches, but being pregnant and in love really takes a toll on all the 'sassy'.

"What the fuck Edward!" I screamed. "We get in a fight and you ask STD Stacy to come over!?" God damn tears.

"I didn't even know she was here."

"Lauren can you come back in so we can finish our science.... Bella are you okay?" Alice said emerging from the kitchen. Everything quickly fell into place. Lauren was obviously lying while she was here for an assignment, and used Edward being up in his bedroom as an advantage to the situation of her trying to break us up. Edward was going to be pissed that I believed her.

"Fine." She huffed following Alice's lead. I couldn't be fucked dealing with her right now. Edward sank down on the second last step, his head in his hands.

"Bella come here." Just because his voice was muffled by his hands it doesn't mean I couldn't hear the anger in it. I walked over numbly and sat next to Edward, placing my hand on his hunched back.

"I'm sorry baby." I said weakly. He lifted his head from his hands and glared at me.

"I can't believe you have such little faith in me, in us." The moment his voice cracked on the last word made my heart shatter.

"Baby I know, "I'm so sorry, I guess I'm just overwhelmed and I didn't really know how to react and -" Edward put his finger on my lips to shut me up.

"I know, come upstairs with me?" How could I deny a sex god that? I nodded weakly and let him lead the way up the stairs. Not because I wanted to get a good look at his ass or anything...

As soon as we entered his room he locked the door and captured my lips. All the while inching me back further and further until the back of my knee's hit his bed. I giggled as he hovered over the top of me on the bed, kissing up and down my neck. I batted his face away lightly while rolling on top of him, repeating his actions on his neck instead.

We weren't rushing like the last time we had sex. We knew we had all the time in the world to make love. And that's definitely something I would consider this moment as, making love, not sex. The passion in our kisses said more than our hormone and raged filled sex last time. Because we knew we had the baby and our love to survive off. It's probably the sappiest thought I had ever had. But in that moment when I felt a tear run down my cheek, I knew it was true. I loved Edward with all my being, and even in the hormonal state I was in, I knew it would be that way, for a very long time, if not, forever.

Edward felt my tears, but when he opened his eyes and saw me smiling down at him, I could tell he was trying hard not to cry. But being the manly man he is, he held it in. but as a replacement, he pushed his cheek against mine, wiping my happiness onto him. Just another way we could completely complete ourselves.

I bunched Edwards shirt in my hands, lifting it over his head and running my hands down his perfectly chiselled chest. I arched my back slightly as he pulled mine over my head and unclipped my bra in one swift movement. Now was not the time to be thinking about how many times he'd done that to a girl.

I moved to his trousers first, unbuckling them and sliding them down to his knees letting him kick them the rest of the way off. I removed my jeans quickly and sat back down on his waist. Only a thin piece of material separating us.

"Edward?" I asked quietly.

"Yes?"

"Can we think of this as our first time?" I didn't even realise I had been subconsciously holding my stomach until Edward took my hand off of it, kissed my palm, placed it back on my stomach and nodded silently. People say a picture says a thousand words, in Edwards face at that moment, I could read a million words. And in that moment, I decided I knew him inside out, and vice versa.

After out undergarments were disposed of to the floor Edward gently rolled us over so he was on top of me. Keeping eye contact he slowly slid into me, causing me to gasp and grab the bed sheets. It had been awhile alright? Edward kept his slow movements, not bothering to go any faster. We were both content and the pace we were going and I think we were both just enjoying the feeling of being whole again.

I was glad we didn't have to use protection for the fact that we didn't have anything to dispose of anything so we could just lie on the bed together. And drift to sleep.

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That was until a loud banging sound on the door woke us both up from our deep slumber. I heard Alice yelling something about my dad calling and saying he'd be over any minute and for us to hurry up and put some clothes on.

I quickly chucked on one of Edwards shirts and his boxer shorts to leave him running into the bathroom to 'adjust himself'. I laughed my way out into the hall until I saw Alice's face and remembered why I was woken up. This couldn't be good.

"Alice? How did you know me and Edward weren't decent?" I asked as we descended down the stairs.

"Jeez Bella, don't you realise how loud you are?" I was wide eyed and red faced until I realised Lauren Mallory was over beforehand, which put a more than smug smile across my face. Though, I do remember trying to be quiet.

"Hey baby." Edward said as he approached us in the lounge room, wrapping his long arms around my waist and kissing the back of my neck. I shivered, but Edward thinking I was cold rubbed his hand up and down my arms, settling his hands on my stomach after a minute. Alice squealed a bit and sat down on the floor while the rest of the family were seated on the couch. Leaving me and Edward the love seat.

When we were all seated and got into a conversation on politics, which I didn't care much to listen to, there was a loud rapping on the door. Esme gave me a quick smile before getting up and opening the door to reveal Charlie standing there. He didn't look mad as I had expected, he looked like he had been run over by a bus.

Esme quickly got him to sit down while she offered him some organic tea or something. We all sat in silence waiting for Esme to return, and when she did, the silence became very uncomfortable. Like the eye before the storm.

I wasn't sure what Charlie was going to say. I thought maybe he was going to yell at me, but when he spoke, it was the most emotion I had ever heard laced in his voice. "Bella..."

"Yeah dad?" I prompted.

"I talked to your mother." I felt my breath quickening while Edward pulled me into him and squeezed gently. "I decided I would tell her, for your sake. She was pretty mad at first, and I finally got her to calm down and think a bit about this whole situation."

"With all due respect Charlie, could you please tell us all what's going on." Alice said from her spot on the floor, I could see from over here as her eyes watered and her bottom lip puckered. Alice was always the one to know whether good or bad was coming.

"Your going home, not to come back." Okay, well if he and mum didn't want me at the Cullens, surely Edward would come over to Dad's.

"But we only live next door why would it matter if we came back... Oh god." Recognition dawned on me as everyone in the room turned to me with solemn expressions on their faces. Renee couldn't make me move back there. She couldn't take me away from Edward. Before I knew it I was sobbing uncontrollably whilst Edward held me to him, crying with me.

"No! You can't do that!" I screamed trying to break Edward's grip and run upstairs. I would hide there forever if that meant staying with him.

"Isabella, I don't want to see you go either. But your mother has custody and you're not an adult." So because I wasn't eighteen I didn't know what was right for me?

"Charlie you can't take her away from me." Edward cried. I had really never seen him cry, or upset for that matter.

"It's not up to me!" He roared. I shook violently in Edwards form, crying for my heart, for my loss of Edward.

"But I love him dad! He's the best thing that's ever happened to me and – and you and Renee can't take that away from me!"

"Have you not listened to me Bella? It's not up to me! I would keep you here if it was up to me!" Charlie yelled, a tear escaping his wrinkled eyes. "You can stay here the night, you're leaving on Saturday." he said before apologising to Esme and leaving.

Today was a Monday, I was leaving on Saturday. I calculated the time in my head quickly before gasping. I had five days left with the love of my life until I was eighteen. He wouldn't be there for the babies birth. He wouldn't be there for anything. All because my mother was a selfish, hearltess bitch.

I cried into Edward chest as Alice came over to us and hugged us both. "Bella you're my best friend, you always will be. I'm sorry it had to happen like this." She said before going into Jasper's embrace.

"I'll miss you little sis." Emmett said as he kissed me on the cheek and clapped Edward on the back. I didn't really want to hear what Esme had to say, it would probably break my heart. Edward seemed to feel the same way as he lifted me and took us upstairs to his bedroom.

We were lying down on his bed, our legs tangled up in each other, both of us crying silently. "I'll get you back Bella." He sniffed.

"I love you." And as much as I did, I knew it would prove difficult to get me away from my mothers hold.

I dont have anything to say but -cries-