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Tohru's POV

"Ok guys who wants to go first?" I asked

Kisa rose her hand I said," Ok Kisa you first,"

"Ok I have been five months clean and I made a new club at school that helps kids with self harm and suicidal issues," Kisa said with a smile

"Hey where is Lea?" Momiji asked

Momiji didn't have issues like Yuki and Kisa he just wanted to come over and hang out.

"Oh she is at an all day dance recital rehearsal," I said with a smile

Yuki came in the room and I asked," Hey Yuki how is the garden doing?"

"Great," he said

"Yuki why are you wearing long selves, it's the first day of summer?" Momiji asked

"I didn't want to get a sunburn," He said quickly

"Oh Yuki do you want to share how you did during second semester?" I asked

"Um, well I'm five months clean," He said with guilt

Just then Kyo ran in and said," Guys there is blood in the bathroom!"

We all stared at him and I asked," Where?"

"In the sink, with this," Kyo had a razor with blood on it

I got up locked the door and Kisa asked," What are you doing Tohru?"

"Nobody is leaving until someone admits who did it,"

"Well I didn't do it!" Kyo yelled

"I know, but we will stay in here until Lea comes home,"

"When is she coming home?" Yuki asked

"Well its four o'clock, so in a hour,"

"Well what the hell are we suppose to do until then?" Kyo asked

"I have an idea," I said

Lea's POV

"Ok everyone remember that you have to be here at five on Thursday because the bus is going to take us over there," Mrs. Garza my dance teacher said

"Yeah, we are not waiting for you," Mr. Veasy said

"Okay everyone you are dismissed and Lea I need to talk to you," Mrs. Garza said

Everyone ran out, I walked towards Mrs. Garza she said," All your costume fit right?"

"Yes, they do,"

"Lea you were the best student any dance teacher could have," She said with a smile

I hugged her and I said," Thank you,"

"Are you sure you want to do two solos?" Mr. Veasy asked

"Yes and thank you for giving me solos," I said

"You're welcome, and thank you for being here," Mr. Veasy said

I grabbed my bags and Mrs. Garza said," Lea one more thing,"

"Yes, Mrs. Garza?" Lea said

"Good luck in two days and God bless you for the rest of your life," She said

"Thanks you too!" I said with a smile

I walked out of the studio and started walking home my feet hurt from being on Pointe so it was a long walk for me.

I was thinking about what Tohru was going to think when she sees my hip hop costume, she will maybe think that I'm a slut or something because my hip hop outfit was a slutty police outfit for Toxic.

For Pointe group dance we are dancing to the song blessings, some girls are wearing purple Tutu dresses and some are wearing light pink ones.

For Jazz we are dancing to jar of hearts and we are wearing this hot pink dress.

For modern we are dancing to my Immoral and we are wearing a white dress.

For Tap we are dancing to love on top and we are wearing this Tutu dress that was gold.

For my Pointe I was dancing to Lilium I was wearing this Twilight Tutu dress it was the prettiest out of all of them.

They wanted me to sing for the closing recital I was wearing this white dress with stars on them I had a halo and wings.

When I got home I could hear music I yelled," Tohru what the heck is going on!"

When I got to my room they were all dancing to one direction live while were young there was everyone singing and dancing to it even Kyo.

I decide to join them so I started singing," Let's go crazy, crazy, crazy till we see the sun!"

Then everyone looked at me and Kyo yelled," Can I leave now!"

"Why I thought you were having fun!" I said

"Lea can I ask you something,"

"Sure anything,"

"Do you cut yourself this morning?" She asked

"No, why what happened?" I said

Kyo grabbed my wrists and pulled my selve and said," There are no new cuts,"

He checked Kisa there was nothing, and then it was Yuki.

"Yuki just confess and it would be all ok," Tohru said

I locked the door and Yuki tried to run, but Kyo grabbed Yuki by the waist I grabbed his wrist and pulled his selves down there were new cuts and they were bleeding,"

"Ok c'mon Yuki let's get those cleaned up," I said

I took his hand and Tohru said," Lea what do you want to do with your bag?"

"Just put it in the closet," I said

I took Yuki to the bathroom I told him to roll up his selves and turned on the water and washed his cuts.

After two minutes I got the alcohol and I said," Ok this is going to sting a lot,"

I poured it all over his arms and he screamed," OW!"

"I know ssssssshhhhh," I said softly

I grabbed the banged and I said," Yuki what happen?"

"What do you mean by that?" he said in tears

"Because you were five months clean and now you have to go back to zero what happen,"

"I know who said it," he sobbed

"What are you talking about?"

"Who told me to kill myself,"

"Ok who said it?"

"Kyo we were fighting over a pencil sharpener and he yelled that ever since I been like this," He wept

"Oh Yuki maybe you guys should talk it out," I said

"What is the use at the end we always get physical," he said

"True,"

He got up, but he fell.

"Oh my gosh maybe you should get some sleep,"

"Kyo, Tohru!" I yelled

They come and said," What is it?"

"Can you help me get Yuki in his room?" I asked

"Sure,"

They lead him to his room and laid him on the bed I said," Um guys can I talk to Yuki alone?"

"Yes sure,"

They left and I said," Are you ok?"

"Yes, just a little dizzy," He said

"Okay hon, you need sleep," I said

I stroked his hair and he asked," Lea what was it like?"

"What do you mean?"

"To lose your best friends,"

"It was horrible and Cody took it really hard out of everyone,"

"Why is that?"

"Because she was always there for him they were best friends first and to see her dying right in fount of you and not be able to do anything about it is sad," I said

"I see you poor thing,"

"You don't have to feel sorry for me it's my fault that she is gone," I said

"Why do you say that?"

"Because of didn't do something until the last minute the night I'll never forget,"

"I'm sorry,"

"It's okay, what's your story?"

"Well Atkio use to beat me up in a closet and one day he stripped me naked and beat me black and blue then Shigure found me and took me here,"

"Before that happened Kyo and some other classmates told me to kill myself I was going to, I even told Atkio that is when he did that to me,"

I stroked his hair and said," Wow I'm so sorry,"

"It's okay; it's in the past I can forget,"

Those were last words before he went to sleep I looked at him in a way he reminded me of Cody quite, dark past, and wasn't afraid to cry in front of someone.

I looked at him for a little bit the Shigure said;" Sad isn't it?"

"Yes very,"

He sat down with me and he said," You did help him a lot in the last five months,"

"Really?"

"Yes, he was still doing it after I took him out of there,"

"Wow,"

"I know well I think that we should let Yuki sleep I think the others are waiting for you," Shigure said with a smile

I got up and went to Tohru's room and Momiji asked," Is Yuki okay?"

"Yes he is," I said with a smile

"Lea, can we come to your recital?" Kisa asked

"Sure, it starts at seven at the performing arts center,"

"Okay we will be there!" Momiji said

"Kisa your mom is here!" Kyo yelled

"Well got to go, bye everyone!" Kisa and Momiji said

They left the room and Torhu said," Is Yuki really okay?"

"No he is back to zero days clean,"

"Poor thing I wonder what happen,"

"He found out it was Kyo who told him,"

"I see, anyway what time do you need to be at the studio on Thursday?"

"At four thirty, we are talking a bus over there,"

"I see do you have your costumes?" she asked

"Yes,"

"Can I see them?" she asked

"I'll show you on Thursday night at seven,"

"Wait what!" She said

I ran out of the room laughing

I hoped you enjoyed this chapter I'm sorry if you didn't like it I promise the next one will be better, anyway I started school and I hate it so far so I been sad and stress lately so I don't update next week I'm sorry.

LOVE YOU ALL AND HAVE A SAFE NIGHT! :D