Taken Away

by Dauntless'WorstNightmare

Tris is a normal girl, she actually has common day problems, between her boyfriend, friends, and family she has a life far from perfect. But what happens when Triggers matched up with someone and her world literally comes crashing down. She may lose everything, everyone. What has happened to them? (previously this story was the struggle is real I changed it to fit better) FOURTRIS

11. Chapter 11

Chapter 11-Tris

I'm trapped inside. My breathing is laboured. I feel myself starting to slip away from the outer world. I see my door open but my mind confines me from seeing the identity. Someone shuffles around me; I'm burried to deep to focus on anything but my fading vision. Blackness cosmues me and the state of reality is pulled out of my grasp. Darkness takes over and I'm left to the ringing screach in the back of my mind. Then, everything is gone.

WHY DOES NO ONE UNDERSTAND?

I want to live my life like a normal girl. With a normal boyfriend, a bestfriend, a girl who goes to dances or partites with friends, someone who has a defined talent, someone who can be herself. I feel like there is no one I can trust. Everyone wants something in return, whether its a favor, or an important detail to ruin another part of my life, if that's what you want to call this. Life. I laugh to myself it could be worse, but why can't I catch a break, time to catch my breath. I sabotage my own happiness, I ruin this for myself. I deserve everything I get. I destroy my life, I am the one who causes the destruction.

I will never be good enough for anyone. I cannot compare to anyone my age. Everyone has something about them that is absolutey loveable or noticable, or even likeable, everyone but me. There is nothing good abou tme, I'm annoying, selfish, sarcastic, a jerk, obsessive, stupid, incapable, and very un-talented.

Now I'm stuck in this place, and I automatically feel bad for the people around me, they have to deal with this, but I can't controll it. Why can't I be ordinary.

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Tobias's p.o.v

Tris just blacked out. She has been so frusterated latley. Either that or she is crying, I think she passed out over a panic attack. I rush her to our designated medics, I hope she is okay. I don't think she understands her importance, she must be going through some sort of depression. She has the cabablity to laugh and be happy around people, but she won't act like her normal self. Almost everyone has seen her like this so this is what they know her by, but its not her normal self.

I have seen another side of her, and she has changed.I don't think she ever wanted to change.