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I'm living in a life of death and despair and there's no one there to console me, and I'm living in a world with loneliness…and what's a girl to do?

Well, that's my crappy attempt at songwriting and poem making and whatever in the world you want to call it. The truth is, I've hit rock bottom. It's partially my fault. When I realized that Lorelai Gilmore loved me, I became attached. Well, now I know that when you jump off a cliff you can't expect someone to catch you.

Rory and Logan had a fight, so she came home, apologized to Mom, and they've been pigging out on junk food and crying the whole time. Well, part of the time. Mom's been talking to Chris every second that she's not trying to help Rory. It's too hard to process all at once!

Mom yelled up the stairs, "Daisy, hon, I have some great news! Hurry, come down!"

I ran down as fast as I could, "What? What? Are you and Luke back together?

Rory gave me a disgusted look, "She never learns, does she?"

Mom rolled her eyes, "Of course I'm not back with Luke, silly. We're selling the Crap Shack, and moving in with Chris. He has a huge house, and Gigi decided she wants to move in with Shelly, which is all good, because Chris can really concentrate on being a good father to Rory!"

I opened my mouth in shock, "Mom, you just broke up with Luke a week ago, and now we're moving in with someone who you're not even dating?"

"Should it matter if Chris and I are dating? We'll sleep in separate bedrooms and all. I just need to get out of Stars Hollow. I hate this town more than I hate the Gilmore estate."

"Mom, you love Stars Hollow. And you have Sookie, and Jackson, and Kirk. If you leave, won't you miss Kirk? You get used to his quirky ways, and what about Al's Pancake World, and Gypsy and Andrew and Taylor and Miss Patty and Babette? How can you even think of making me leave a world so loving?"

Her blue eyes darkened, "Daisy, this is not your decision. I say that I can't handle this town, then that's what we're going to do. Move out! Pack your stuff, I'm selling the house to Kirk and Lulu."

I softened my voice, "Poor Mom. I guess I didn't realize how much pain you're in. But we can't run away from our problems."

"Look, I'm not running away, I'm doing something I should've done awhile ago. All of this dating isn't good for Rory. I should be with her father, and that's it."

I started screaming, "Can you think about someone other than yourself for a second? Well, maybe I don't want to live with you anymore! Maybe I'll just call up my father, and move in with him!"

This was too much! They can't just run away from their lives! I walked past Mom and Rory's stunned faces as I went upstairs. I checked Melissa's last email, and dialed the number she gave me.

A women answered breathlessly, "Hello?"

I replied nervously, "Hi, can I talk to David Fuller, please?"

She tittered, "Um, I don't know who you are, but Davey's kinda busy right now, if you know what I mean."

Oh yes, did I know what she meant. I hung up. How stupid am I that I thought my father would want me? I stormed downstairs, grabbed my keys, and started driving. The pouring rain symbolized my feelings exactly. I drove aimlessly, with no idea where I was going or what I was doing. I looked up in surprise as I got to my destination. Why was I here, of all places?