Love Me

A/N: Hey guys, welcome to the next chapter of Love Me! I must say that I'm super excited that this is becoming so popular! I've never had so many reviews in so little chapters! Can't wait to see where it goes to from here! *Smiles*

Okay, so I'm not done torturing the twins yet! Go on, read it!

Disclaimer: Does it have twincest? No? Then I don't own it *Smiles*

Chapter Whatever-we're-on :D

Hikaru and Kaoru stepped out of the limo, arm and arm, their hips touching slightly. On Kaoru's face was a large, adorable grin as he laughed at what his brother said. Many of the regular's of the Host Club looked at the two, their faces glowing in happiness as they saw the Hitachiin twins getting along.

Hikaru nudged his brother, and whispered in his ear. "Go to class. I have to tell Haruhi something. I'll meet up with you soon.' He muttered, smiling sadly. Kaoru understood what he meant, and walked off to class, a sad frown on his lips.

Hikaru turned to the brunette haired girl. "Haruhi? I need to tell you something." He stated, pulling her off to an empty hallway.

The girl cocked her head in confusion. "What did you need, Hikaru?" She asked calmly, completely unaware of what was going to happen. Hikaru sighed, and ran his hand through his orange hair.

"Look, this is really hard for me to say, but... I can't go out with you anymore. I'm... I'm in love with someone else. I'm sorry." He said quietly, looking at her with sad eyes.

Haruhi understood exactly what he meant. But she couldn't help but feel upset. "B-But... Who is she?" She asked semi angrily.

"He." Hikaru corrected calmly.

"HE? You're GAY?" Now Haruhi was really freaking out. She had been kissing a gay guy?

"Yeah..." The older Hitachiin twin started looking really uncomfortable. "But... It's not like I'm completely gay, though! J-Just him..." He said quickly, trying to make it seem less shocking.

Haruhi thought what he had said sounded oddly familiar. Her eyes grew wide as she remembered what Kaoru had said. "I'm only... gay... for Hikaru." She whispered, recalling what the younger boy had told the Host Club.

"Y-You... It's... Kaoru. Isn't it?" She asked. Hikaru nodded stiffly. Tears started to well up in her eyes. Sure, she was happy they had made up, but she really did like Hikaru.

"Uhm... O-Okay... I'll see in class, Hikaru." She said, running off. The older twin sighed again, and walked to class.

(IN CLASS! DURPY DURPY DURRR!)

Kaoru and Hikaru sat side by side, fingers intertwined together. Haruhi stared at them with wide eyes, though they took no notice.

She couldn't believe that all this time, Hikaru actually had feelings for his brother. Why did he have to wait so long that it came to Kaoru hurting himself intentionally? Did Hikaru even know about Kaoru's problem? How did they make up? Questions circled through her brain, desperately wanting them answered.

She decided to ask the boys. The brunette scribbled furiously on a note, sliding it over to Hikaru.

The older twin's eyebrow arched, and he unfolded the note.

'So, you and Kaoru? Have you had feelings for him the whole time?' It read in neat, slanted handwriting. Hikaru grabbed his black pen, and began to write a reply in his sloppy chicken scrawl.

'Yeah, I just didn't realize it until now. Why?'

'I was just wondering why you never told him. Do you know about what he did to his arm because you never told him?'

Hikaru instantly felt guilty again. He honestly didn't know why he didn't tell his brother. He was just... scared. Unsure of what Kaoru would think of him. In love with his own brother? That just doesn't sound right.

' Well... I was afraid. And yeah, I know that he cuts himself, and that he tried to kill himself. :/'

'And is he going to stop doing it?' Hikaru read the note, unsure of how he was going to answer. He passes the note to Kaoru, who read it with wide eyes, and a small frown on his lips. He got out his pencil, and began writing something on it.

'I guess I will. :P' The other two teenagers read it, small smiles on their lips.

"Hitachiin's! Fujioka! Are you passing notes?" The teacher, Mrs. Hamaki, asked.

The three student's eyes grew wide, as they all shook their heads. "I think you are! Come on! Let me see it!" She ordered.

Kaoru looked at Hikaru and Haruhi with wide eyes full of fear. If the teacher found out, all hell would break loose.

Sighing gruffly, the woman walked over to the desks, snatching up the note.

"Now, let's see what you guys were talking about! Wouldn't you agree, class?" She said, laughing evilly. Normally the notes she read were about plans over the weekend, or juicy gossip. She thought this was no more.

Clearing her throat, she began reading the note.

Kaoru covered his head with his hands, not believing this was happening.

"Haruhi says: So, you and Kaoru? Have you had feelings for him the whole time? And this sloppy handwriting looks like Hikaru's. It says: Yeah, I just didn't realize it until now, why? I was just wondering why you never told him. Do you know what he did to his arm because you never told him?" The teacher was beginning to feel uneasy about this note. What was Kaoru doing to his arm?

A low buzz of whispering was starting to grow in the classroom. People were staring at the twins, and Haruhi. Kaoru was quietly starting to cry, the tears silently falling down his cheeks. Hikaru laid a reassuring arm around his brother, quietly freaking out.

"Hikaru says... Well, I was... afraid..." Mrs. Hamaki was beginning to slow down, her voice getting quieter. Still she read on, forgetting she was talking aloud.

"And yeah... I know that he... cuts himself, and ...that he tried to... to... kill himself." The class gasped, and Kaoru couldn't take the pressure anymore. He let out a small shriek, and ran out of the room.

Hikaru soon followed, though not before glaring at the teacher. "This is all YOUR fault." He snarled, taking off to find his brother before he did anything stupid.

Haruhi glared at everyone. "Not another word about what happened in here." She hissed darkly, before running out of the room.

Hikaru ran after his brother, trying to keep up. "Kaoru! Wait up!" He called, stumbling over his feet.

Kaoru stopped running, and turned around. Tears flowed like a river down his cheeks. His eyes were red and puffy from crying so much. He sniffled loudly, and dropped to his knees. The older Hitachiin twin ran to the teenager, holding him gently.

Kaoru sobbed loudly into his brother's chest, holding the blue blazer like it was a life preserver. Hikaru remained silent, rubbing the others back slowly, trying to soothe the boy.

"I-I wanna die!" He sobbed, his words barely understandable.

"No nonononono. Don't say that, Kaoru. Please don't say that!" Hikaru said, panicked.

"Hikaru! Kaoru!" Haruhi yelled, running over to the two boys on the ground.

"He said he wants to die..." The older Hitachiin twin mumbled, tears streaming out of his weary eyes.

"I wanna die~" The younger boy cried, not being able to say anymore from the sobs that erupted from his chest.

Hikaru and Haruhi heard footsteps, and turned to the end of the hallway. The whole entire class was running towards them, followed by other classes, and people from different years. They all encircled the three teenagers, asking questions, shouting rude comments, and some of the fans of the Hitachiin's were crying.

The older twin growled, and started shouting for them all to step back.

"We don't take orders from a fag like you" One of the boys sneered, smirking evilly as some of his friends laughed with him. Hikaru growled and stood up, raising his arm back as if he was about to punch the boy.

Haruhi grabbed the older Hitachiin's arm, pulling him back gently. "Not now. Kaoru needs you." She whispered. Hikaru nodded, and went back to his little brother, wrapping his arms around the boy in a feeble attempt to calm him down.

"Please. I-I don't want to live anymore." Kaoru whispered, Hikaru being the only one that could hear him. The defeat in his voice made the older twins heart break. Sniffling loudly, he picked his twin up bridal style, carrying him down to the music room.

(In the music room)

Hikaru sat his brother down on the couch, and smiled sadly. "Stay here, okay? I'm gonna get our things, and we can go home." He told the crying boy, looking into his sad, pained eyes. "Sound good?"

Kaoru didn't respond, keeping his gaze locked on his brother. Hikaru noted how his little brother's eyes looked dead, defeated, and tired.

The older Hitachiin twin stood up, and ran out of the room to collect their things.

As soon as his older brother left, Kaoru searched his pockets. He pulled out a small pad of sticky notes, and a pen.

Quickly he jotted down two words, and stood up, walking out of the room.

(Back to Hikaru)

Hikaru ran quickly back to the music room. "I'm back, Kaoru! Come on lets-" He stopped, his eyes searching the room. Kaoru was nowhere to be found.

He ran back to the couch, and saw the sticky note. He picked it up, and read what it said. His eyes grew wide. And he let out an anguished scream, running out of the room.

'I'm done.'

A/N: You guys hate me, don't you?

I think I hate myself too.

I'M SORRY! I had to find another roadblock for poor Kao-chan!

What will happen? What's Kaoru planning on doing?

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