Ok, I really have no excuse. I know this chapter is way overdue and I apologize for that. Honestly, I don't really like how this one came out but I know you guys have been waiting a long time for this so I decided to just post it. Anyways, enough of my rambling, I've already made you guys wait long enough. I hope you guys like it and I am terribly sorry for the wait.
DISCLAIMER: I DO NOT OWN KINGDOM HEARTS
Chapter 11: Jealous
Jealousy. It was a feeling that Roxas understood very well. She had experienced it many times, after all. She became jealous of Olette after she and Hayner began dating. She was jealous of Sora and Kairi's relationship. She was jealous of every girl that had a mother who spends time with them, for her mother had abandoned her years ago. So yes, Roxas understood what it was like to feel jealous. She knew what it felt like to become enraged because someone had something that you wanted but couldn't have, no matter how hard you wished for it.
But this, this was something that she never felt before.
Currently, she and her friends were all eating in the school cafeteria. Well, she wasn't really eating, more like she was stewing. For a few weeks now, something had been constantly on her mind, and no matter how many times she tried to force the thought out of her head, it continued to linger, like some really bad cold. And what has been bothering Roxas, you ask?
Well it's none other than Axel fucking Sinclair. Him and his new girlfriend, Kylie fucking Heartland. Yup, that's right. The two had just started dating about a week ago. Ever since that day three weeks ago in the courtyard where Axel first met Kylie, the girl has had his constant attention. And that left Roxas all alone, completely ignored. He was with the girl for the entire school day and he talked about her even more. He was completely obsessed with her and it pissed Roxas off to no end.
Roxas let out a low growl when she saw the couple in question laughing loudly at the popular table. She had been staring at them for a while now, trying to understand why Axel was with the girl in the first place. She wasn't that special. And her tan was obviously sprayed on. Seriously, how can somebody have a perfect tan in the middle of winter? It just doesn't make any sense. Not only that, but the girl put on way too much eyeliner; she looked like a cat. And that stupid laugh of hers, it was so annoying. The way she hid it behind her hand, really, who does she think she is, a princess?
Roxas let out a hiss and stabbed her sandwich with her fork when Axel leaned in and kissed Kylie on the lips. This violent action did not go unnoticed by the other people sitting at the table.
"Roxas," Sora called out to her. "You alright?"
"Just fine." Roxas replied through gritted teeth. Kylie had just leaned into Axel, a stupid little smile on her lips. Seriously?!
"You sure?" Sora asked again.
"I said I'm fine!" Roxas snapped, her blue eyes ablaze. Sora flinched, his expression changing from worry to hurt. Roxas sighed and ran her fingers through her straight blonde hair.
"I'm sorry. I've just been on edge lately. I didn't mean to snap at you."
"It's alright. But are you okay? Is something bothering you?" Sora asked her, his expression shifting to worry once more. Roxas looked around the table and saw that all of her friends were staring at her with similar expressions. Roxas glanced at Axel and Kylie once more. Axel had his arm around her shoulders, while she was leaning against him. Roxas closed her eyes and took a deep breath before turning back to her friends. She smiled, although it was so obviously forced.
"Yeah, but don't worry, I'll get over it. I'm just gonna head outside, okay? It's getting kinda stuffy in here."
The group said nothing as Roxas stood up, threw out her uneaten lunch, and walked out of the cafeteria. Their worried expressions, however, said more than enough.
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Roxas sighed deeply, reveling in the cool, crisp air. It was still a little bit chilly, given that winter wasn't over yet, but Roxas didn't care. She just had to get out of there. She couldn't stand to see those two act so lovey dovey anymore.
What's wrong with me? Why am I feeling this way?
Roxas had been jealous before. But never to this extent. Just seeing those two together, it made her blood boil and she wanted nothing more than to just grab Kylie by her stupid curly hair and throw her into the nearest garbage can. She wanted to wipe that stupid smile off her dumb face. She was so angry that red began to tint her vision. Roxas had never felt such rage before and she had no idea what to make of it.
Roxas used to never give Kylie much thought until now. She just saw the girl as a nuisance and nothing more. But now, she just couldn't get that stupid girl and Axel out of her head. They had met so quickly and now they were dating. Roxas just couldn't wrap her head around it. She had known Axel since he first arrived here, but the minute he sees a girl with large curls and big grey eyes, he leaves her behind like she meant nothing. Roxas understands that Kylie is pretty, way prettier than her but that doesn't give Axel the right to just drop her like she was nothing but useless garbage. If Roxas was being completely honest, she felt a little betrayed. She had known Axel longer than Kylie, and yet, he just abandoned her the second Kylie caught his attention. And that had hurt; it hurt a lot more than she expected it would.
"Well look what we have here."
Roxas jumped at the sudden voice and turned around, only to curse the person standing in front of her.
"Seifer." She said, a frown marring her features. Seifer grinned at her.
"Fancy meeting you here, Foxy Roxy."
"What do you want, Seifer?" Roxas asked, getting straight to the point. She was not in the mood to deal with Seifer's antics.
"I just came outside to enjoy the fresh air. And then I saw your sexy self. It's been a while Roxy, how you been?"
"Just peachy." Roxas sarcastically replied.
"Aw, why you gotta be like that, Rox? Can't we just have a nice conversation for once?"
"I don't think so." Roxas turned and just as she was about to walk past him, Seifer reached out and grabbed her wrist.
"Let go." She told him, her tone deadly serious. Seifer just tightened his hold on her.
"I said let go!" Roxas yelled and forcibly pulled her wrist away. She turned and glared at Seifer.
"What do you want anyway?" She asked him, rubbing her wrist gently. Seifer's grip had hurt her, although she would never admit it.
"I just wanted to talk to you." Seifer told her, noticing the way she rubbed her wrist. "Did I hurt you?"
Roxas snorted.
"As if you could hurt me. Now what did you want to talk to me about?"
"Surely you have noticed Kylie with her new bae. They're being called the 'it' couple now."
"What do they have to do with this?" Roxas questioned, not liking the direction the conversation was headed.
"Well doesn't that make you jealous?" Seifer asked.
"No." Roxas lied easily. Seifer didn't need to know her true feelings. Even she wasn't sure of what she was feeling.
"You sure? I know you and that lanky redhead are pretty close. Doesn't it bother you to see him with someone else?"
"No, it doesn't bother me. Axel can date whoever the fuck he wants and I have no problem with it." Roxas smirked. "Why, does it bother you?"
Seifer frowned.
"Why would it bother me?" he asked.
"Well, Kylie was your ex, so it's only natural that you would be bother by her dating someone else."
Seifer snorted.
"Kylie and I have been over for a long time and you know that. I dumped her for you, after all."
"No, you only dumped her after we hooked up, you asshole." Roxas spat, her anger rising again.
Seifer sighed.
"Come on Rox. When are you gonna let that go?"
Roxas glared at him.
"Why should I ever let that go? You told me that you broke up with Kylie before we hooked up, but that was a lie. You two were still together and I was branded as a man-stealing whore! And you didn't even tell the truth! You just let everyone believe that I tried to steal you away from her, when you were the one who was lying to me the whole time! You used me! And you know what's worse? I really thought that you liked me. But I guess I was wrong, huh? Honestly, I should have known better. This kind of shit happens in every high school and I should have been able to see through your bullshit. And as much as I can't stand you, I know that I played a part as well, so I can't place all the blame on you. Even so, you have no right to tell me to 'let it go'! I had to go through a lot of shit because of you!" Roxas sneered at him. "And just because you and she are done, it doesn't mean that I will go out with you! You had your chance and you fucking blew it! So you're just wasting your time with all this shit that you have been doing. You're a two-timing jackass and I will never go out with you!"
With that being said, Roxas turned and walked away, leaving a shocked Seifer in her wake.
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After her fight with Seifer, Roxas stormed back into the building, only to realize that she was late for her next class.
"Oh whatever. I don't care."
Roxas roamed the halls aimlessly, not really paying attention to her surroundings. That's why she was so surprised when she suddenly bumped into someone.
"Hey, watch where you're—oh, hey Roxas."
Roxas looked up and saw Axel staring down at her. She resisted the urge to groan.
Oh great, just the person I wanted to see.
"Hey Axel." Although Roxas was a little irritated with Axel at the moment, she decided to be nice to avoid problems.
Axel grinned at her.
"Man, I feel like I haven't seen you in forever! Where you been hiding?"
"I haven't been hiding, maybe you're just spending too much time with your girlfriend." Roxas grumbled. She so did not want to talk to Axel. She just had way too many thoughts in her head and he being here was making things worse.
"Oh really? I didn't think that I was spending that much time with Kylie."
Roxas snorted.
"Yeah well, you were. What are you doing here anyway? Shouldn't you be in class?"
"I should be asking you the same thing." Axel held up a laminated pass and grinned. "But since you're so eager to know, I asked Luxord for the bathroom pass."
"Then why aren't you in the bathroom?" Roxas asked. Axel chuckled.
"I'm pretty sure that you ask for a bathroom break without really needing one, am I right Rox?"
"Yeah, sure." Roxas dully replied. She just wanted this conversation to end. Axel took note of this.
"Hey, did I do something wrong?" he asked. Roxas pretended to be surprised by the question.
"What? No, you didn't do anything wrong. Why would you think that?"
Axel rubbed the back of his neck. It was kind of a nervous tick of his.
"Well, you seem kind of annoyed with this conversation. I know that we haven't talked in a while, but if I offended you in any way then I apologize for that."
Roxas was slightly uncomfortable with the sudden apology, but it only lasted for a moment. And Axel was clearly waiting for a response, so she straightened her shoulders and cleared her throat.
"To be completely honest, I was a little bit annoyed with you. Ever since you and Kylie started dating, I kind of feel like you completely left me for her. We haven't talked in over two weeks and you're with her all the time and I guess I felt a little left out. I just feel like you ditched me, I guess." Roxas laughed. "I have no idea what I'm saying."
Axel grinned.
"Aw, I think my little Roxy is lonely." He teased.
Roxas scowled.
"I am not lonely!" she protested. Axel just laughed and ruffled her hair.
"Yes, you are. Hey, why don't we go to the mall tomorrow? Just you and me. You know, hang out for a bit, and maybe watch a movie. Since you clearly missed me so much."
Roxas growled and lightly punched Axel in the arm. He just continued to laugh.
"Come on Rox, I know you can punch harder than that."
"Shut up!" she snapped, but there was no bite in her words. She even had a tiny smile on her face.
Axel placed his hand against his heart and feigned hurt.
"Babe, I think you just bruised my heart."
"You're annoying."
Their laughter and teasing faded away as they continued to walk down the hall. Little did they know that someone was watching them from a distance. Kylie stepped out from behind the lockers. A scowl marred her beautiful features.
First you steal Seifer from me and now you try to take Axel away as well. Well you better watch yourself Roxas because I am not going to let that happen.
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Roxas waited patiently in front of Hot Topic. She and Axel agreed to meet up in front of this store before they headed to the movies. It was a little bit past twelve, which was the time that they agreed to meet up. While waiting for Axel to show up, Roxas busied herself by playing Candy Crush on her phone.
"Damn." She muttered when she lost the level. Before she could try again, she saw Axel rushing towards her. Roxas couldn't stop herself from smiling. Just the mere sight of him made something stir within her. She had been anticipating this all day yesterday and this morning. She didn't know why she was so excited for this. She was just going to hang out with Axel for a few hours at the mall, and yet, she almost felt giddy? Which was weird because Roxas never feels giddy. But there was no other word she could use to describe this feeling. It was weird.
As Axel got closer, Roxas was able to get a better look at him. Axel's outfit was a rather simple one; black jeans, navy blue hoody, and black timberlands. His red hair was spiked back like usual. Roxas, however, put a little more effort in choosing her clothes for this occasion. She had decided to wear a black crop top with miniature skulls and a short leather skirt with torn black tights underneath. Her boots reached just below her knees and her choker was dark red with tiny black spikes. And as per usual, her fingers and wrists were adorned with several rings and bracelets.
When Axel finally did reach her, he shot her a very broad grin.
"Hey Rox. Sorry for making you wait."
Roxas' eyes widened as something stirred within her once again. Her stomach churned uncomfortably and she felt nervous. Her cheeks felt hot and she had to turn her face slightly away from Axel. Her palms began to sweat and her throat felt dry.
What the hell is wrong with me? All he did was smile at me, why am I reacting like this? Get your act together, Roxas!
"Roxas? You alright?" Axel's concerned voice slowly drew Roxas from her thoughts. She slowly directed her gaze back at him.
"Yeah, I'm fine. I was just wondering what took you so long."
Axel offered her a sheepish smile.
"Yeah, sorry about that. My idiot brother wouldn't stop hassling me. Honestly, I can't wait till he goes back to college. Having him around the house has been a giant pain in the ass."
Roxas chuckled a bit.
"He didn't seem that bad when I went to your house."
Axel rolled his eyes.
"Yeah, but you only saw him that one time. You don't even know half of the shit I have to put up with. He's unbearable."
"You're kinda unbearable too."
Axel shot Roxas a very light glare.
"Don't joke like that. Now come on, let's get going."
Roxas nodded and the duo moved away from their meeting place. As they were walking, Roxas noticed that Axel kept glancing at her from the corner of his eye. It made her feel weird to have his eyes on her. After a while, she decided to speak up.
"Why do you keep looking at me?" she asked him. Axel stopped walking and turned to face her fully.
"I've just never seen you wear something like this. You look pretty." He told her. He slowly looked her over before nodding. "Yeah, you look really pretty."
Roxas' eyes widened and her cheeks turned a deep shade of red. That was unexpected. She thought that Axel was staring at her because she had something on her face. She did not expect him to compliment her. It made her feel warm all over.
"Oh? Well thanks, I guess." She mumbled. Axel just grinned again and lightly ruffled her hair.
"You're welcome. Now, what movie do you want to see?" he asked her. Roxas thought about it for a moment.
"Hm, I kinda wanna see Pride and Prejudice and Zombies. It seems cool."
"Ok, let me just check the show times." Axel pulled out his phone and quickly checked out the show times.
"Looks like there's gonna be a showing at 1:40. Which means that we have an hour and thirty minutes. What do you want to do?"
"How about some frozen yogurt? I haven't had it in so long."
"Alright, frozen yogurt it is."
Once it was decided, Axel and Roxas began walking to the frozen yogurt store. Before they got there, however, they stopped when they heard Axel's name being called.
"Axel? Babe, is that you?"
Both Axel and Roxas turned at the voice. Roxas couldn't help the growl that escaped her throat. Standing about ten feet in front of them was none other than Axel's girlfriend, Kylie Heartland. Kylie hurriedly walked over to them and at that moment Roxas wanted to break something.
How? How does this bitch know that we're here?
Roxas discreetly glanced at Axel, who clearly did not expect this, if his shocked expression was anything to go by. When Kylie reached them, she practically jumped Axel. She placed a chaste kiss on his cheek.
"Hi babe! What're you doing here?"
Axel nervously rubbed the back of his neck.
"Well, I was just about to get some frozen yogurt with—"
"Frozen yogurt? Wouldn't you rather help me pick out a cute dress for our date tomorrow?"
Axel was beginning to look really uncomfortable.
"Well actually—"
Roxas cleared her throat, catching the couple's attention. Kylie feigned surprise at the sight of her.
"Oh Roxas! I didn't see you there! How you been?"
Like hell you didn't see me, you stupid bitch.
Roxas regarded Kylie with a blank look.
"I've been fine. Why are you here?" Roxas blatantly asked. She refused to play nice with someone she did not like. Especially when she was ruining everything. Roxas noticed that Axel was surprised by her rudeness, but she paid him no mind. She was more interested in Kylie's reason for being here. Said girl looked slightly miffed by her question but Roxas didn't care one bit. She wanted this bitch gone.
"Well," Kylie started as she offered Roxas a friendly smile, one that Roxas did not return. "I was bored at home so I decided to come to the mall to find something interesting to do. I was just wandering around when I saw you and Axel talking. So I thought I should come over and say hello. But what about you guys? What were you two doing?"
"We were gonna get some frozen yogurt and watch Pride and Prejudice and Zombies." Roxas answered.
"Oh, well, do you mind if I join you? I don't really have anything better to do."
Roxas was going to tell her no, but Axel spoke first.
"Of course you can join us! We don't mind, right Roxas?"
Roxas' only response was a nasty glare that Axel pointedly ignored. Kylie smiled broadly.
"Oh great! Now, how about you forget the frozen yogurt and help me find a cute dress for our date? Come on babe!" Kylie took Axel's hand and started dragging him in some random direction while Roxas angrily followed along.
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Roxas really wanted to break something right now. Preferably Kylie's face. Currently, she and Axel were waiting for her to get out of the fitting room. The stupid girl had dragged them to Forever 21 to find some dumb dress for her date with Axel. Roxas knew that was pure bullshit; Kylie just wanted to stop them from being alone together. Roxas knew that game all too well. She wasn't blind, she knew what Kylie was doing. But what really pissed her off was the fact that Axel hadn't noticed yet. Kylie was obviously playing with him and he didn't even know it. It was so frustrating. She and Axel both looked up when Kylie stepped out of the fitting room.
"Well? What do you think?" she asked. She was wearing a knee length white dress with an open back and a black bow in the middle. She also had chosen a pair of light brown gladiator sandals to go with the dress. Axel smiled and walked over to her.
"I think you look great babe." He told her and placed a gentle kiss on her lips. Kylie smiled up at him. Roxas wanted to vomit at the display.
"Thanks babe. I'll be taking this one then. And the shoes, of course."
"Can you two hurry up? We're gonna miss the movie at this rate." Roxas said, interrupting their little moment. She didn't come here just to see those two act all lovey dovey. It just made her angrier. Kylie turned to look at her. She tried to hide her annoyance with Roxas, but her eyes showed it all.
"I don't know why you want to see that movie. Why don't we watch a romantic movie? I really want to see The Choice." Kylie said. Roxas glared at her.
"Well we already decided that we wanted to watch that movie. If you don't want to watch it then go. We didn't ask you to come with us."
"Roxas!" Axel hissed. He turned back to his girlfriend and smiled at her. "It's ok. We'll watch The Choice. Roxas and I can watch Pride and Prejudice and Zombies another time."
"Are you fucking serious?" Roxas snarled. She couldn't believe this! She and Axel already decided to watch Pride and Prejudice and Zombies, but the minute Kylie suggests something else he immediately took her side. It just wasn't fair!
"Come on Rox, it's not that serious." Axel told her. Roxas sneered at him.
"No, fuck that shit! I wanted to watch Pride and Prejudice ad Zombies, not some sappy, romantic bullshit. I'm leaving. I'm not gonna watch some shitty movie because your girlfriend said so. I'll just watch Pride and Prejudice and Zombies by myself."
"No, come on Rox, you don't have to leave."
"Yes, I do! Clearly what I want to do doesn't matter anymore; you're just gonna take Kylie's side anyway. So you know what? I'm going to leave and let Kylie drag your whipped ass wherever she wants. I came here to spend time with my friend, not fucking follow behind while my friend lets his girlfriend drag his ass around. You may bend to Kylie's every command but I will not. I will not waste two hours of my time watching some sappy romance movie while you two make out right next to me. So you and your girlfriend can watch your dumb romance shit because I'm leaving. I'm not gonna put up with your shit anymore."
"Roxas—"
"You know what? Fuck you. Fuck you and your stupid ass girlfriend. I really do hope that you open your fucking eyes and realize that she's playing you, you fucking moron. Have a terrible fucking day!" Roxas flipped the couple off before turning around and walking away. Before she left, however, she managed to catch Kylie smirking behind her hand.
Roxas growled and clenched her fists. That bitch was gonna regret fucking with her.
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When Roxas got home, her bad mood only worsened when she saw Sora and Kairi making out on the couch.
"Get a fucking room. I sit on that couch." She barked at them. The duo slowly pulled away from each other. Sora frowned at his sister.
"What are you doing here? I thought you were gonna watch a movie with Axel."
At the mere mention of Axel's name, Roxas' face contorted into a sneer.
"Yeah, I was, but he was being a dick so I left."
"What happened?" Kairi asked.
"Kylie fucking Heartland happened. Stupid little bitch showed up and ruined everything."
"Wanna talk about it?" Sora offered. Roxas stood there for a few moments contemplating his offer. She nodded slowly after some time.
"Yeah, talking sounds so fucking good right now." Roxas went to the fridge and pulled out a Snapple before sitting down on the couch beside Sora and Kairi. She suddenly went into a rant about how Kylie suddenly showed up and demanded to join them for their movie. She also told them how Kylie took control of everything and started dragging them a bunch of stores to look for a stupid dress. She didn't fail to leave out what had transpired at Forever 21 and why she was so pissed off at Axel.
"So yeah, that's what happened." Roxas finished. Talking about what happened did make her feel better. She was still pissed, but at least she had calmed down a bit.
"Wow," Sora started. "I didn't think Axel would do that."
"Yeah I know. And you know what's worse? Yesterday he said that it would just be the two of us having fun and joking around. But the second Kylie shows up, all of his attention is suddenly on her. I've never felt so invisible before. He just let his girlfriend take control and my opinion didn't matter anymore. It just made me so mad. I can't believe that he would do that to me."
Kairi, who was silent the entire time Roxas was talking, suddenly spoke up.
"Roxas, do you like Axel?"
Sora and Roxas both turned to her, a shocked expression on both of their faces.
"Where did that come from?" Roxas asked. Kairi shrugged.
"Well from what you just told us, you're mad at Axel because you felt that he ignored you the moment Kylie showed up. Axel told you that today was just going to be about the two of you, but he went back on his word. You felt left out. So, to me, it seems that you're hurt because Axel chose Kylie over you. I mean, as a friend you have every right to be upset, but I know you and I know that something like this wouldn't have bothered you this much. If you were hanging out with Xion and Riku suddenly showed up and she ignored you, would it have bothered you this much?"
Roxas stared at her hands.
"Well, I'd be annoyed sure, but I would get over it. Riku is her boyfriend so I would understand why she would pay more attention to him. But Axel let Kylie take control of everything, Xion wouldn't have done that."
"But you do admit that it wouldn't have bothered so much if it was Xion?"
"Yeah sure."
"So why is it different with Axel?" Kairi asked. Roxas sighed loudly.
"I don't fucking know! And just where the hell are all these questions coming from? You sound like a therapist."
Kairi winked.
"Psychology is a very useful subject. I'm learning so much."
Roxas rolled her eyes.
"Ok, whatever you say. Either way, I don't really know how I feel." Roxas groaned and buried her face in her hands. "I guess I'm just jealous. I don't get what he sees in her. I mean, what's so special about Kylie Heartland? Out of all the girls he could possibly date, he chooses her. I just don't get it. He just met her a few week ago, and now they're dating? It's just fucking insane. Why would he date someone he's only known for a few weeks? It just pisses me off."
"Maybe he really likes her?" Sora suggested. Kairi frowned.
"Babe please. Any person with average intelligence can tell that she's playing him. But I guess you're just a little bit slow. It's ok."
"Hey! I am not slow!" Sora protested. Kairi just smiled at him and said nothing.
Roxas chuckled at their antics. They were so good together, she wished that she had what they had. She thought she had that with Hayner but we all know how that ended. After some time, Roxas spoke up again.
"Maybe he does. Like her, I mean. I just don't believe it. But whatever, it's not like I can do anything about it. I'm done talking about this. You guys know I hate talking about my feelings. I just feel tired afterwards. I'm gonna head up to my room, okay? So you two can go back to making out. Sorry for interrupting before. Oh, and thanks for listening to my rant. I really needed to vent." Roxas stood up and walked up the stairs and down the hall towards her bedroom. She flopped down on her bed and closed her eyes.
Do I like Axel? It would explain what I have been feeling lately.
Roxas thought back to what had happened yesterday and today. She remembered just how jealous she was of Kylie, which got to the point where she physically wanted to harm the girl. A friend shouldn't be feeling this way, right? Roxas thought back to the time Axel gave her a rose for Valentine's Day. Although she would never admit it, she was happy that Axel gave her that rose. It made her feel special. Roxas stared at the single rose on her dresser. Yes, she still had it. The day she got it, she put the thing in water and placed it on top of her drawer. And it has been there ever since. Now that she thought about it, Roxas didn't know why she even did that. It was so unlike her. Roxas blinked. This was a first. She couldn't find a reason for her actions. Just what was going on with her? Even with Hayner, she never felt this way, and they were together for six months!
Roxas' eyes widened. Now that she truly thought about it, she never felt this way about Hayner. Even before and during the time they were dating, she was never jealous of other girls being around him. But with Axel, it was completely different. She couldn't stand the sight of him and Kylie together. Just looking at them made her feel a rage that she hasn't felt in a very long time. So, if her feelings for Axel are this intense, then it could only mean one thing.
Kairi was right. I do like Axel; I like him way more than I ever liked Hayner. How the hell did this happen?!
Roxas groaned and rolled over onto her side. What a giant mess this was turning out to be.
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Alone in his room, Axel glared up at his ceiling. Today was one giant mess. He fucked up again. Today was supposed to be about him and Roxas but then Kylie showed up and everything just changed. Now Roxas was angry with him and he had no idea how to make it up to her. He shouldn't have let Kylie take control of everything. He still had no idea how she found them in the first place. It didn't seem like a coincidence but he didn't want to doubt his girlfriend. But Kylie was the least of his worries. He still needed to find a way to fix things with Roxas. He didn't want to leave things on such a bad note. He hadn't talked to her in weeks and if he was being honest with himself, he missed having her around. Today was supposed to about them and yet he managed to ruin everything.
Axel picked up his phone and stared at the screen. He wanted to send Roxas a text saying that he was sorry but that just didn't feel right to him.
Besides, it's not like she wants to talk to me anyway. Not after what happened today.
Axel groaned and rolled over onto his side. Everything was supposed to go nice and easy once he moved here. But as of right now, it did not feel that way. Honestly, he was hoping to get away from all the girl drama at this school. But it still continued to follow him. And he had a bad feeling that things were only gonna get worse from here on out.
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Yes Axel, things are gonna get worse. But don't worry guys, this story with have a happy ending. But you can't have a happy ending without some bumps in the road. Anyways, I hope you guys liked this chapter although personally I don't like how it came out.
Things are gonna heat up in the next chapter, so stay tuned!