Today is Tuesday September 16, 2008

Today is my country's independence day! XD So because I had free time, I wrote and uploaded n.n

Warning: Yaoi, insults, etc.

My Paid Assassin

Chapter 11: Secrets awaken

It's Friday morning, 8 am to be exact…

Bakura, bored, enters Yami's office, having no precise reason to be there, but somehow he'll find something to do in there. "What's up?" He sits on the desk.

"Get off of my desk." Yami just glances at him annoyed.

"What are you doing?" Bakura ignored Yami's request.

"Work."

"What work?" Bakura keeps on questioning.

"Don't you have something better to do than to piss me off?"

"Not really." He says honestly.

Yami just glared. Today he woke up on the wrong side of the bed; since morning he's been grumpy and not easy to manage, but Bakura's knows how to handle him; they have been friends since kindergarten.

Bakura got off of the desk and looking around, the albino found himself with a little box. "What's this?" Taking it out from under the desk, he puts it on top of it, and opens it.

"Give me that!" Yami saw what Bakura had grabbed and tried to snatch it off, but Bakura moved rapidly to the couch on the right corner of the room.

"Why do you have sandwiches and snacks in this thing?" Bakura curious takes out a sandwich and smells it, leaving the box behind him on the couch.

"Bakura!" He takes the sandwich away from his hands and puts it back again in the box. "Get out of my office!" Yami walks to his desk, and once again places the box under the desk.

"No. So why do you have a box with sandwiches?" Bakura walks to the desk again.

"Why do you even care?" Yami stands up from under the desk.

Bakura places himself in front of Yami and looks him in the eyes. "Why aren't you telling me this?"

"Because I don't want to! Now get away from me!" Yami, feeling uncomfortable, pushes Bakura away.

"No." Bakura grabs Yami's hands, and pulling him closer, he places his lips right next to his friend's. "Do you have a date with Seto today?" He whispers, their lips brushing.

"Let go of me…" The temptation of kissing Bakura's lips twirls around Yami's body.

"Just answer me, are or are you not going out with Seto today?" Lips still brush.

"If I answer you, are you going to let go of me?"

"Maybe."

Staring at the light brown grayish pupils of Bakura's, Yami whispers. "A have a kind of a date with him at eleven… we're going to meet at a park…"

"Are you in love with him?"

"Bakura just stop it. And let go of me!" Yami wiggles his hands around, trying to get out of Bakura's grip.

"Yami, can I ask you another question…?"

"About what?"

"About something that's been in my mind since last night."

"Ask me, but first let go of me."

Bakura loosens his grip, and Yami steps away, but immediately Bakura grabs Yami by the hips and pulls him closer to him, hugging him. "When I saw you without any energy, just looking down at the ground, with a blank face, and hearing that everyone was talking about sex, I just wondered, what were you thinking?"

"…I started to think about stuff in the past… and when I heard you talking about your sex with Marik… I just started thinking about what had happened around 5 years ago, when you and me… you know."

"When you and I…? You don't have to talk like that. Joey is in the basement with his computers and Marik's out for more paper. No one will hear our conversation." Bakura assures.

"Are you sure?"

"Yeah, so sure that my name is Steven."

"Bakura…" Yami says annoyed; Bakura will always find a way to make Yami laugh in a way.

"So you were saying… you were thinking about what had happened some years ago when we-"

"Yeah." He interrupts.

"You don't want me to hear it, do you?" Bakura pulls away a little, still not letting go of his friend.

"No."

"What? Do you regret it?"

"I've never had."

"Then, why do you get so tense when we talk about it?"

"I don't."

"Hmm." Bakura hugs him tight. "Is it that embarrassing to declare that you had sex with me, Bakura, your best friend?"

"Well yeah, kind of. When I think about it I feel kind of dirty… we did it drunk and it was the day before your wedding with Marik, and he never knew."

"I don't get it. You're saying you don't regret it and at the same time you say you do."

"Well, I'll never regret doing it with you, being touched, licked, kissed and fucked by you… but," Yami pauses, taking a big breath and hugging Bakura. "Thinking that we did it behind Marik's back, Marik being our best friend, your husband, that just isn't right."

"I know but… By the time we had realized it all, we were too captivated by each other, and we didn't stop."

"I still remember what you told me before entering me… 'Yami… are we making love?' I just couldn't believe you asked me that. And even though I told you that indeed we were doing it, you just said Oh and entered me anyways. It's just funny, in a way." A small grin forms in Yami's pale face.

"How did it all… start? I don't remember much of the beginning…"

"Uh… Asshole." Yami gives Bakura a big whack in the head, not loosing the hug's grip. "Just because I'm in the mood, I'll remind you…

Flashback

"Dude you're heavy!" Yami, carrying his drunken friend to his bed, complained.

"Oh shut up you bitch!"

It was the night before Bakura and Marik's wedding, and they say that for luck the groom shouldn't see the bride before the wedding, but in this case, both grooms shouldn't see each other, so Bakura stayed at Yami's place, and to pass time, they played videogames, ate popcorns and chips, and drank beer, a lot of beer.

"Bastard." Yami threw Bakura onto the bed. "Here." He stuck out his middle finger and making a whore-bastard like face, he stared at Bakura.

"You're dead." Bakura stood up and ran towards his friend, wrapping his right arms around his neck, trying to pin him down.

"You fucking whore, son of a bitch." Yami, being less drunk than Bakura, he pushed him away.

"Shut up you ass!" He once again ran towards his friend, this time, taking both of Yami's hands, spinning him round and letting him drop onto the bed. "You're living shit now." Bakura climbed on top of Yami, who was on the edge of the bed and with a menacing look, he put his face next to his friend's. "You know," Bakura's face softened, and he smiled. "It's been a long time since I've seen those beautiful eyes so close to my face."

"Why so romantic all of a sudden. I thought I were mad at me."

"When was the last time we kissed?"

"I don't know, since we were 15 I think."

"Wrong."

"What do you mean wro-" When Yami's lips parted to say wrong, Bakura assaulted his mouth, taking over it with his tongue.

At first, Yami responded by pushing him away, but Bakura was persistent and didn't let Yami push him off; shortly after, Yami accepted the kiss and clung from Bakura's neck.

"The last time we kissed was just now." When speaking, their lips brushed.

"You ass…" Yami pulled Bakura closer to him and both wanting to do the same thing, they opened their mouths, and their tongues collided into a fierce fight to take over the other one's mouth…

End of Flashback

"It wasn't long before we got wild and started to get naked. I remember exactly the position we made… You were sitting on the bed and I was on top of your penis, moving my hips up and down… That's how it was." Yami states.

"So… when was the last time we kissed?"

"That would be like a week ago when you just kissed me like if I were free."

"Wrong."

Yami gets pissed off. "Okay, this time it wo-" Bakura, exactly when Yami's mouth slightly opened to say won't, he introduces his tongue in Yami's mouth, putting his hand behind Yami's head and pushing him deeper into the kiss.

Yami didn't complain to this kiss, he just took it from the start until when both of their tongues parted from that hot and wet kiss.

"Why did you kiss me?" Yami immediately after the kiss, questioned.

"Because… it's been so long since I've actually felt that long, slender and wet tongue of yours, move so freely and sensually in my mouth. It's a great feeling."

"You have Marik to kiss like that." Yami turns his face left; if Bakura has to be hugging him, it doesn't mean he has to see his face.

"But you kiss so differently from Marik…"

"Why do you want my kisses when you have Marik's?"

"Because I like you're kisses."

"Why don't you take advantage of what you have?" Yami's face meets with Bakura's and he starts crying. "At least you have someone to kiss… you have someone to love and someone to return that love… I have no one… "

"You do have! You have me, Marik, you're brother, Ryou and Malik… We are all a big family."

"But that's brother-friend-like love… It isn't the same love as you and Marik, or my brother and Ryou, or Malik and Joey… You love each other in intimate ways, and I will never have someone to love me like that… no one will ever love me like that."

"Never say never. The day will come when you find that perfect someone."

"Like hell… I've given up on love… I'll never find that person…" Yami hugs Bakura tightly, crying on his shoulder.

"Don't cry…" Bakura caresses Yami's back, slowly and gently. 'I don't think Yami knows that that one person that he need and wants, yet he denies, is right there in front of him… but he is to blinded by his denial that he can't see… I hope he notices soon…'

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"Yeah, I brought some." Yami takes out the snacks out of the box.

It's 11:18; Yami and Seto are in a public park, sitting under a tree with a big long blanket under them. They are taking out the snacks and snacks that Yami brought and also Seto's potato salad and the drinks he brought.

"I brought orange soda and coke, and also some apple juice." Seto opens the little cooler.

"Can I take a coke?"

"Of course." Yami stretches his arms and takes out a coke. "The sandwiches that you brought, what do they have?" Seto inquires.

"There are two cheese and ham sandwiches with avocado, tomato and lettuce; two peanut butter and jelly sandwiches, one with strawberry jelly and the other one with blueberry jelly; and I made two tuna sandwiches."

"I think I'll have first a ham and tuna sandwich." Seto grabs the box with the sandwiches. "Which ones are the tuna and ham?"

"The tuna and ham are the ones in the corners; the middle ones are the peanut butter and jelly."

"Okay." Seto takes one of tuna and one of ham from the box, and then he grabs an orange soda.

"Ah!" Mokuba, who Seto brought, was next to Seto, and when he saw that his big brother had food on his hands he screamed.

"You're hungry?" Seto asks and then gets the baby bag, taking out a bottle with formula inside of it; putting hot water inside, he shakes it well. "Here you have you little annoyance."

Mokuba gets excited when he sees the bottle approaching him, and when it was near enough he took it, putting it in his mouth.

"Why 'little annoyance'?"

"Because he's little and annoying."

"Oh." Grabbing a plate and a fork, Yami serves himself some of the potato salad Seto had brought. "Did you do this?"

"Yeah, those are some of the few things that I get right when cooking."

"You don't know how to cook?" He takes a bit of the potato salad into his mouth.

"Well not exactly."

"At least you do really good potato salads." He flatters the good-tasting salad.

"Thank you." Seto takes a bite out of the tuna sandwich, being tuna one of his favorite fishes. "And do you know how to cook?"

"Yeah, I was taught by an expert." He says with a little arrogance.

"Who taught you?"

"My little bro."

"You're little brother?"

"Yeah. My little brother is just one year younger than me, and he went to study pastry and culinary arts in France for 5 years, actually he made his last year of high school over there, so that he could start studying pastry. And every time he came here he had some new confection and taught it to me; and actually in one of his trips back here, he stayed almost two months and he opened a restaurant."

"Really? What's the name of the restaurant?" Seto takes some of his potato salad into his mouth.

"Sous Votre."

Hearing the name of such recognized restaurant in Domino, Seto almost spitted his food. "Sous Votre… he's the owner of that restaurant."

"Yeah, is it that amazing that you almost spitted your food?"

"Well, it's a fancy yet familiar restaurant that serves common yet extravagant food from around the world… and it has such a great bar with so many different drinks, and their cakes, so damn good."

"Well that's my brother to you, what he does, he does it right."

"Wow, I've never thought that your brother could be the owner of such a restaurant. You did learn from an expert." Seto finished his tuna sandwiches and starts with his ham.

"Ha." Yami took a bit of his peanut butter and jelly sandwich, that being his second sandwich. "And Yami, what do you work on?"

"Me? I work for a company, in customs."

"Really…"

Not even half of what Yami said was true, actually it was all a lie; he does not work for a company and quite obvious that he does not work in customs, but he does that to protect his identity of an assassin.

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Time had passed, it is now 1:23 pm; Seto and Yami had talked about their ambitions, their life, what they liked, and also they played some ball with the hyper active Mokuba, learning that it was a bad idea to feed a kid chocolate pudding…

"Damn, I'm tired." Yami lies down on the blanket, looking at the tree branches and leaves.

"Imagine what I go through every day, taking care of Mokuba and working at the same time." Seto rests next to Yami.

"Just thinking about it makes me even more tired… Hey, do you mind if I…" He didn't finish the sentence.

"If you?"

"If I go to sleep for a while."

"No I don't mind, go ahead and go to sleep."

"Oh thank you." He whispers, and positioning himself sideways to look at Seto, he closes his eyes and falls asleep…

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'Damn… he's so close…' Seto turned his head and found Yami's face next to his. 'His lips… they're so thin and flawless… his nose so beautiful and little… his eyes, they're so peaceful… he's so gorgeous…' He thinks as he slowly caresses those said parts of Yami's sound asleep face. 'If I could only touch those beautiful lips again with mine…' Seto bites his lower lip when a weird sensation traveled from his now throbbing crotch to his lips.

Yami had been asleep for 30 minutes, and for those 30 minutes Seto had been resisting himself to get closer to that angel like figure of Yami's. But having him so close and looking so innocent, he couldn't stand it anymore; he had to do something.

Seto lips parted as he got closer to Yami's own lips; he didn't care at this point that kissing him while sleep was wrong, all he wanted to do was to get this overwhelming feeling out of his system. He grabbed Yami's pale soft cheek and drew closer and closer to him; he could feel Yami's breath by now, he couldn't wait any more…

Yami changed positions right at the moment when Seto was about to kiss him; startled by Yami's sudden movements, Seto jumped and sat down. "Shit…" His heart is beating ten times faster than it was before.

"Mmm?" A sleepy face rises, and looks at Seto.

"Umm I…" Seto mumbles out, but Yami, who is actually not even half awake, just crawled to Seto and cuddled in his chest, hugging him with one arm and falling asleep again. "Yami?" Seto calls out, but there was no response. "Huh." He smirks; hugging the smaller one that's on his chest, he kisses Yami's head, saying, "I wish I had the courage to say how much I love, you face to face… and not just talk to you when you're asleep, or in my dreams… What would you say if I told you that I love? If I told you that I want to be you're boyfriend…? Is it right to have this feeling towards you… towards a guy? Is it okay to have dreams about you that excite me so much? I want to know…"

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A month has passed since Crawford came to the DPPA to make a deal with the members; Yami's mission has already finished… but Seto wants to see him one more time and so, they make another date, this time the agree to meet at Seto's house… What awaits this couple? Is Seto going to be able to say how much he loves Yami? Is Yami going to realize that he has fallen in love with Seto? And Crawford, when he reads the research papers, what will he do next?

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T.T Don't kill me! I know it's been sooo long since I last updated.

Minasantaria: o.o you didn't have to re-read it, but I hope that in this chapter the why did Bakura kissed Yami was cleared. Oh o.o and Bakura cried because of two reasons: he couldn't stand that his best friend wouldn't tell him a secret, and that he realized that Seto already had stolen Yami from him. o.o I don't think I made that clear owo Sorry. And I wonder if this chapter left you with more questions xD

Dragonlady222: Marik and Bakura will back him up even if they die trying o.o not kidding owo

Lareske: In the final conversation the ones talking are Yugi, who is Yami's little brother, and Malik who is Marik's little brother by a year. I have to point out again that Yugi and Ryou (Bakura's little bro) are dating and Malik and Joey are too o.o

The Danvers Girls: o.O flamethrower! –runs away- o.o Bakura gets the knives… poor guy XD

Kiki2222: It's okay, o.o I guess I didn't explain. Bakura cried because of two reasons: he couldn't stand that his best friend wouldn't tell him a secret, and that he realized that Seto already had stolen Yami from him. owo that I why XD

Well see ya all!!

-Next Chapter… do you like… lemon?-