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Chapter 11: Fantasies and live shows, right Karolina?
Seth was looking out of the window, staring into space and completely being lost in thought. He'd had surgery two days ago and now he was on his way to Pensacola with Roman and Dean sitting in the front while he was resting his injured knee on the backseat.
He was mad at himself. He was mad at Roman and Dean. And he was mad at Karo and Shannon. But he knew that in the end all of this had been his own fault.
After listening to his four best friends talk on the phone and telling each other how much they missed and loved each other, he had become furious. He was so angry and out of it that for the first time in his career he had botched a move. And now he was out for 6 months.
"You ok, Seth?" Roman asked while looking at him through the rear-view mirror, worrying about his friend as he seemed unusually quiet.
"As okay as I can be," he muttered, knowing that it wasn't fair to snap at his friend but he just couldn't help it.
"Look man, I'm really sorry about all of this and I sure as hell know that there isn't a lot that could cheer you up right now but maybe it helps to let you know that Karo is excited to have you around," Roman replied, ignoring the fact that Seth was being moody.
Karolina. His Karolina. She was excited to spend time with him. He tried his best to keep the pissed off expression on his face but he failed miserably. A huge smile spread across his face, the thought of her waiting for him making his heart beat fast in his chest. He knew that Roman, Dean and Shannon would leave again in two days and from then on he had her to himself. Just Seth and Karolina. As it was supposed to be.
He shut his eyes tightly, mentally slapping himself for even thinking about this. On one hand he was incredibly thrilled to spend time with her, but at the same time he knew that this was the worst thing that could have happened to him. He was hoping that with her being at home and him touring the world it was for the best so that he could finally get over her. Completely. But now that seemed to be impossible.
After another hour of driving, they had finally arrived in Pensacola. Seth had a hard time getting out of the car by himself but he wouldn't let Roman or Dean help him. He felt horrible depending on someone and therefore kept on being stubborn and tried his best to be as independent as he could.
"Let me at least carry your bags, dumbass," Dean said, taking Seth's suitcase out of the trunk and turning around only to be jumped at by Shannon, almost making him tumble.
"Oh my God, you can't imagine how much I missed you," she whispered into his ear and started nibbling on his earlobe.
"I missed you too, sweet cheeks. But you'd better stop doing that or I'll have to ravish you here in the middle of the street," he whispered back, wrapping his arms around her and hugging her tightly.
He'd really missed her and he didn't even want to deny it. There had been times when he never would have admitted feeling lost without someone, but being without Shannon was something he hated. As scary as it was, but he needed her.
In the meantime Roman made his way over to Karolina who was waiting for him at the front door, a huge smile on her face.
"I'm sorry I couldn't jump into your arms but I think that would have freaked out your baby. Plus, you would now be lying on the hard ground," she said and giggled when rolled his eyes at her.
"Shut up and kiss me," he simply said before softly pressing his lips onto hers.
Seth looked back and forth between the two couples, not believing that they were actually making out in front of him without one of them even realizing he was there as well. He cleared his throat, trying to get the attention of his friends who immediately let go of each other.
"Sorry man, I think we got carried away," Roman said directed at Seth before turning back to his fiancée and kneeling down in front of her. "Hey Cookie, daddy's back home. You can't imagine how much I missed you and your mommy."
It was as if their baby immediately understood what was going on as it almost instantly reacted to Roman's words, kicking Karo lightly which brought a smile to his face.
"See, it missed you too," Karo said and looked down at him, her heart melting when she looked into Roman's eyes. She could see so much love in them that she had to fight the tears that were building in her eyes.
After kissing her baby bump softly, he let go of her, knowing that she wanted to see how Seth was doing. She made her way towards him, worry and concern written all over her face. But all the pain he was enduring couldn't take away the joy he was feeling deep inside when he watched Karo approaching him.
"Sethie," she simply said before looking at his bandaged knee with a frown on her face. "Gosh, I'm so sorry."
Seth couldn't help but chuckle, making Karo look at him confused.
"You don't have to be sorry, sweetheart. It's not your fault. Now come here, I'm not made of glass," he said and motioned her with his crutches to come closer.
She did as she was told, a smile gracing her face when she put her arms around him and hugged him tightly. Seth closed his eyes for a few moments, enjoying the feeling of having her so close to him and desperately trying to ignore the growing baby bump that was pressed against his body.
"Now come on guys, stop it...Let's eat something. I'm hungry," Dean suddenly said before slapping Karo's ass softly.
She immediately turned around and looked at him wide-eyed, hoping she wouldn't blush in front of him. Shannon looked at her friend and couldn't help but burst out laughing, mouthing the word 'spanking' to her pregnant friend and following Dean and Roman into the house.
"Why are you blushing, sweetie?" Seth asked when the others went inside, slowly starting to make his way to the front door, the crutches giving him a hard time to keep up with his friends.
"Oh well...uhm...never mind," she said and gave him a fake smile, the colour of her face now red as a tomato.
"Come on now, babe. Or do you keep secrets from me now?" he teased, winking at her and chuckling when he realized just how nervous she was.
She looked to the left and the right, making sure that neither Roman, Dean nor Shannon were around.
"I trust you, ok?" she asked and waited for his reaction, taking a deep breath when he nodded his head. "Well...uhm...Shannon and I've been talking and I accidentally told her I have this fantasy about Dean spanking me."
Although Seth should probably feel hurt about that confession, he couldn't choke down the need to laugh out loud. If she had these kind of fantasies about Dean, maybe she had some about him as well. And he sure as hell would make these fantasies a reality.
"Stop laughing, for fuck's sake," she said, again looking around and hoping that nobody could hear them. "Don't tell anyone, ok?"
"I promise you, hun," he said while trying to catch his breath. "I guess there's a lot we need to talk about now that we have time, huh?"
He winked at her and bit his bottom lip, still trying to fathom what she had just told him. Although Roman had never been the person to talk about his sexual life with anyone, he had told both Seth and Dean about Karo being constantly horny for him, mentioning that her hormones had taken over her libido. Something Seth kept in the back of his head, hoping that maybe he would be able to take advantage of that fact.
In silence they both made their way into the house, Seth following her into the living room and sitting down on the couch and resting his leg on a chair that Roman had taken out of the kitchen.
"Well ladies, I might not be using this twitter bullshit thingy but my buddies right here do and we're excited to know what the fuck those tweets on Monday meant," Dean said, looking at the two girls in question with a smirk on his face.
"Uhm...well...I would say I was drunk but I'm afraid you wouldn't believe me," Karo replied, once again blushing slightly and smiling at Dean shyly.
"Shocking that you girls wanted to just give me away to some random chick," Seth said, wiping away non-existent tears and sighing out loud theatrically.
"I find it more shocking that these girls wanna brush my hair. Like...what the actual fuck?" Roman asked and looked at Karo with a mad expression on his face after she gently pulled at his ponytail.
"Well, some girls have some weird fantasies, right Karo?" Seth asked her and winked at Shannon when she started to giggle.
Roman and Dean looked back and forth between the others, both of them having a confused look on their face.
"Not sure if I wanna know what that meant, but I'm sure you can handle her," Dean said to Roman, wiggling his eyebrows and motioning with his head towards Karo.
"You bet I can. Oh hey Dean, you sure you don't wanna have some kind of jacket? Afraid Shannon will have an orgasm while staring at your arms, you know?" Roman said with a chuckle while putting an arm around his pregnant fiancée.
"Unf yes, arm porn, baby," Shannon said and grabbed his biceps, moaning in the "Harry and Sally" kind of way.
"Okay, alright, before this is getting out of control, I really need to know why you two wanna share both Roman and Dean and not me. What's wrong, huh? I have feelings too," Seth pouted, sticking out his bottom lip and looking at Karo intently.
He knew that whenever he looked at her with those puppy eyes she would get weak in the knees and as always he was right. She made her way over to him and cupped his face with her hands before kissing his cheek gently.
"Roman, do you think you can handle both me and Seth tonight?" Karo asked after turning around, giggling when she saw the disgusted look on her fiancé's face.
"No fucking way. Don't even think about it. Gosh, your crazy hormones will be the death of me someday," he replied with a shocked expression on his face.
"You selfish son of a bitch," Dean said and smirked at his Samoan friend.
"Oh, I'm a selfish SOB now, huh? Why don't YOU share Shannon with him?" Roman asked and looked at his friend expectantly, grinning when Dean looked back at him wide-eyed.
"Whoa whoa whoa, who said I wanted a threesome with Seth?" Shannon asked, a frown on her face.
"Well, you certainly would want to experience some Roman loving, wouldn't you?" Karo asked, laughing heartily but her laughter died down just a few moments later when Shannon moved her hand to indicate a spanking movement.
"Uhm yeah...so...shall we order some pizza?" Karo asked in order to change the subject quickly, not wanting to take this discussion any further. She knew she would have to tell Roman about that little inside joke or else somebody else would tell him and that was something she didn't want to happen.
"Sounds good. I'm starving," Dean said before wrapping an arm around Shannon, pulling her close and kissing her cheek softly.
"Hmm, if you only knew how hungry I am," Karo whispered into Roman's ear, making him take a deep breath.
He turned his head to look into her eyes and all he could see was a mixture of love, pure lust and desire. It had been tough for him to be without her for four days, but in her current state he was sure she had been suffering even more.
She let go of him gently, moving behind him and having her hand wander on his ass lightly before making her way into the kitchen in order to get the menu card of the pizza delivery service.
"Damn, she's really horny as fuck," Dean said with a chuckle as soon as Karo had left the room.
"She definitely is. I think I heard that vibrator each and every fucking night since you've been gone, I swear," Shannon replied, theatrically rolling her eyes.
"Vibrator?" Seth asked, moving slightly to sit a little more comfortable, his knee being a real pain in the ass.
"Okay okay, let's just stop talking about my girl and her vibrator, aight?" Roman asked, feeling somehow uncomfortable to where this conversation was going.
While Shannon and Dean burst out laughing, Seth just nodded his head and swallowed hard. The thought of Karo pleasuring herself with a vibrator was too much for him to handle. It was bad enough that he had these sexual dreams about her, now his friends were feeding him even more information he could use to fantasize about and he had a hard time not letting his arousal show.
"Here I am! I want a family-size pizza all for myself," Karo said and handed the menu to Dean who had Shannon in his lap now.
"Don't you dare say you're fat and gross after eating that whole thing," Shannon threatened, wagging her finger at her friend disapprovingly.
"I won't. I promise. Uhm...baby...I need to show you something," she said directed to Roman, pulling at his shirt and motioning with her head towards the small fitness room he had set up a week ago. "Could you guys order in the meantime?"
When her friends nodded their heads, she took Roman's hand into hers and dragged him to the room that was just a few feet away from the living room.
As soon as she had closed the door behind her, she hastily pressed her lips against his before pushing him against the wall, softly moaning into his mouth.
"Babe, what are you doing?" he asked after breaking up the heated kiss, his breath unsteady and shallow already.
"What does it look like?" she countered, kissing his neck and slipping her hands under his shirt, teasingly tracing his abs with her fingernails.
"We can't do this now, babygirl. The others are in the room next door and could possibly hear us," he tried to reason but he knew that if she continued like this, he would not have the strength to stop her anymore.
"I'll be quiet and we'll make it quick," she replied, not even bothering with his shirt anymore but instantly unbuckling his belt.
He helped her by unbuttoning his jeans himself, surprised that in just a matter of a minute his cock was rock-hard. That woman did things to him nobody had ever done before.
"Are you even ready yet?" he asked in between kisses, one of his hands kneading her breast through her shirt while she took the other one to guide it into her sweatpants and panties, letting him feel how ready she was.
"What do you think?" she asked while looking deep into his eyes, a smirk on his face when he felt just how wet she was for him.
He removed his hand from her panties, looking around and checking where he could easily and quickly ravish her which was a difficult thing considering there were only weight-training machines and treadmills in the small room.
"Turn around and support yourself with your hands against the wall," he said in a demanding tone, unzipping his jeans and pushing them down together with his boxers.
He didn't even bother stepping out of them. There was no time for any kind of foreplay and as they were both ready anyways, it wasn't even necessary to have one.
He moved closer to her as soon as she did what she was told, her pants and panties around her knees in just a matter of seconds.
"Bend down a little," he said, his voice as deep and husky as it always was whenever he was about to enter her.
Karo took a deep breath, licking her suddenly dry lips and moving her head so that she could look at him, the longing look in his eyes making her even wetter.
Without any further warning, he plunged himself into her from behind, closing his eyes and standing still when he was fully buried deep inside of her, quickly covering her mouth with one of his hands so that she wouldn't be able to moan out loud.
After a few moments he started moving, his hips circling smoothly and his thrusts deep and intense. Covering her mouth was the best thing he could do because in that angle he was able to hit that special spot over and over again, making her roll her eyes into the back of her head.
He placed his other hand on her hip, pushing her body back against the movements of his crotch, meeting his thrusts which were even more powerful now. They didn't have the time to prolong this. This was just about getting a release they both so desperately needed.
He had a hard time remaining silent himself. This situation normally demanded for him to talk dirty to her, to slap her ass and to encourage her to cum for him. He bit his bottom lip when he increased the pace again, the sounds of skin slamming against skin turning them both on even more.
Until...
"Hey guys, pizza will be...oh holy fuck," Seth said after pushing the door open with one of his crutches, letting them both fall to the ground in shock when he saw what both Roman and Karolina were doing just a few inches away from him.
"Shit Seth, fucking leave," Roman yelled, looking at his friend wide-eyed before realizing that he wasn't able to pick up his crutches by himself.
Roman was about to slide out of his fiancée so that he could get dressed again to help him, but he didn't even have the chance to do so.
"What's wrong, dude? I just heard...oh my fucking God," Dean said and looked back and forth between the couple and Seth who seemingly stared at his friends.
"Dean, what is it? Are you guys...fucking hell," Shannon said, covering her mouth in shock before bursting out laughing at the same time with Dean joining her almost immediately.
"For fuck's sake, would y'all fucking leave us alone now?" Roman yelled, trying to cover up his pregnant girl as he could only imagine how embarrassing all of this must be for her.
"Come on, man. Let's get outta here," Dean said with a chuckle before picking up Seth's crutches, closing the door behind him so that the couple had time to collect themselves again.
"I guess you're not in the mood to finish this now, are you?" Roman asked cautiously, not sure how Karo felt after being caught by their closest friends.
She didn't even answer, but let him now by straightening up and releasing him before pulling up her pants, turning around to face him shortly afterwards and sighing heavily.
"That was so fucking embarrassing," she whispered while watching Roman get dressed again, a small smile gracing his face now.
"Babe, they're our best friends. It could have been worse," he said, trying to cheer her up a little.
"Yeah, it could have been the whole locker room watching us," she answered, images of that certain day flooding her mind.
"Hush now! We agreed not to talk about Drew and the incident anymore, right?" he scolded her, wrapping his arms around her and kissing the top of her head.
He knew that this would always be in the back of her mind, but both situations couldn't be compared to one another. He knew that their friends would keep this to themselves. Things like that happened and apart from getting teased about it once in a while, they would let it drop one day.
"I can't even go back in there. I feel so horrible," she said, burying her face into his chest and letting him comfort her.
But if she only knew how horrible her best friend felt in that very moment. Seth was the one who probably needed all the comfort he could get. But he wouldn't get any. Dean and Shannon were still laughing their asses off while he tried to fathom what he had just seen. Of course he knew that Karo and Roman had sex. The baby didn't come out of nowhere. But actually seeing them both doing it had broken his heart even more than it had been broken before. It showed him once again that Karolina would never be his. That she loved Roman. That he was the only one to have her in that way. Something he would never have.
"Hey dude, what's wrong? Never seen a live porn show?" Dean teased, nudging his friend's shoulder and chuckling.
"Yeah, you look like you've seen a ghost or something," Shannon added, giggling when Seth didn't even move.
"My knee just hurts. I guess I need some pain killers," he said quietly before trying to get off of the couch again.
"Sit down. I'll get them for you," Shannon offered, not wanting Seth to exhaust himself too much as she knew he needed some rest.
There was an uncomfortable silence in the living room as soon as Shannon had left it and Seth could feel his friend staring holes into him. He closed his eyes tightly, hoping that Dean would not notice how much he was hurt after what had just happened. Normally he wouldn't. Dean had never really realized if something was bothering him. He probably didn't even want to as he hated talking about feelings. But deep down Seth was afraid that this time Dean was sensing that something was wrong.
"Here they are," Shannon said, interrupting his thoughts and saving him from a conversation Dean was about to start with him.
A conversation both of them wouldn't have wanted to have, but somehow Dean had the feeling that there was something Seth needed to get off of his chest. But maybe he was really just in pain. Maybe he was tired and needed a nap. Not to forget that he was hungry and they all knew in what mood Seth could be in whenever he needed something to eat.
"Thanks, sunshine," Seth said, giving her a fake smile and taking the pain killers from her.
He more than ever wanted to run away. He needed to get away from them. Especially from Roman and Karolina. But his fucking knee wouldn't let him. He was stuck with them, his heart heavy in his chest.
Suddenly somebody cleared their throat, getting everyone's attention instantly.
"Sorry about that, guys," Roman said with a smile on his face while Karo was hiding behind him, still clearly embarrassed about what had just happened.
"Come out there, princess," Dean said, chuckling when she peeked at them over Roman's shoulder.
She slowly moved so that she was standing next to him, looking at her friends, unsure.
"Sorry. All of this was my fault. I was too damn horny to wait until later," she said and giggled, finally relaxing after seeing her friends smile at her.
Even Seth did. He gave them a fake smile. He had to. He couldn't let them know what was going on. Roman wouldn't leave him alone with Karo if they did.
He once again made a mental note to himself, knowing that she didn't have control over her hormones which could be an advantage for him as soon as Roman was gone and only he would be there with her.
"Okay, let's just forget about this for now, you naughty little thing," Dean finally said, easing the tension that was in the air and making everyone laugh.
Roman made his way over to the door after the doorbell rang, getting their pizza so that they could finally eat and enjoy the time they all had left together before Dean, Roman and Shannon had to leave again in two days.
While Dean and Shannon were busy making out, Karo made her way over to Seth, sitting down next to him and placing a hand on his injured knee.
"I hope you didn't hurt yourself, Sethie," she said, letting out a deep breath and feeling sincerely sorry for shocking him so much that his crutches fell to the ground.
"It's okay, sweetie. I'll be fine. After all I have the best nurse there is, right?" he said, making her giggle when she realized that it was her he meant.
He tried his best to be as casually and funny as he could. He knew how much this bothered Karo, especially after what happened to her with Drew in the past. He didn't want to make her feel even worse. He also knew that he would have to listen to a lot of stuff he probably didn't want to hear about as soon as the others would be gone. They both didn't have any secrets from each other, always being honest and talking about everything. Simply everything.
Everything but his love to her. He had to keep this his little secret. And he hoped he could.