Ashley's parents are gone for the weekend so she is having a party this weekend. "GLEN!" I yell down the hallways.
His head pops out of his door. "What?" He asks.
"Are you going to Ashley's this weekend?"
"Yeah, you want a ride?"
"Yeah, thanks" He is such a nice brother, sometimes.
He winks at me. "Welcome"
I walk back into my room and glance at my clock. It shows 12:30 PM.
Ugh. I have forever until tonight.
This bites.
I hear the bass of a car thumping from outside and I walk over to the window out of curiosity. I see Aiden getting into a car. I squint my eyes to identify the driver. I see Meredith is in the driver's seat.
You know, the girl that was in the hot tub with Ashley.
The one who was upset and left the party.
That skanky bitch.
Excuse my French.
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Party
Glen and I arrive at Ashley's a little after nine.
I am wearing a pair of skinny jeans, flip flops and a Roxy T-shirt.
"Spence, I'm gonna go find Kyla" Glen pats me on the back and walks through the sea of people.
"Okay" I say quietly, looking around for Ashley.
"Looking for someone?" I hear Ashley say from beside me. When did she get there?
"Not anymore" I smile at her.
"When did you get here?" She questions and then takes the shot she was holding in her hand.
"Like two minutes ago" I reply.
"Good, you weren't waiting around too long"
"Yep" I say.
"Want a drink?" She says in my ear, making the hair on my neck stand up.
"Please" I say compliantly and she takes my hand, leading me through the mass of people.
As we make our way to her kitchen, I squeeze her hand tighter. She looks back at and smiles at me, giving my hand a squeeze back.
"Here you go" She hands me a red plastic cup filled with coke and rum.
"Thanks" I take a large sip.
Come my ladyCome come my ladyyou're my butterflySugar. Baby
"Oh my god! I love this song!" Ashley shrieks and grabs my hand, pulling me onto the 'dance floor'. She takes our drinks and puts them on a small table.
Come my ladyCome come my ladyyou're my butterflySugar. Baby
She starts shaking her hips like a mad woman. Her arms go above her head, and she is mouthing the lyrics. I stand there awkwardly, while my heart rate is increasing and my palms are getting sweaty.
Gross, I know.
Such a sexy, sexy pretty little thingFierce nipple pierce you got me sprung with your tongue ringand I ain't gonna lie cause your loving gets me highSo to keep you by my side there's nothing that I won't tryButterflies in her eyes and looks to killTime is passing I'm asking could this be realCause I can't sleep I can't hold stillThe only thing I really know is she got sex appeal
A guy walks by with a tray full of shots, and I grab two. I shoot them back quickly and as I set them aside, Ashley's hands are on my waist, pulling me to her.
Jesus.
I can feel too much is never enoughYou're always there to lift me upWhen these times get rough I was lost Now I'm foundEver since you've been aroundYou're the women that I wantSo yo, I'm putting it down.
"C'mon Goldie Locks, dance with me" She says.
"But-"
"No excuses, you know you want to" She challenges me and I surrender to her hotness.
Come my ladyCome come my ladyyou're my butterflySugar. Babycome my lady you're mypretty baby ill make your legs shakeyou make me go crazy
I shake my hips to the beat.
Come my ladyCome come my ladyyou're my my lady you're mypretty baby ill make your legs shakeyou make me go crazy
Our dancing goes from rated G to NC-17 in less than four minutes. We are grinding hard core.
I don't deserve you unless it's some kind of hidden messageto show me life is preciousThen I guess it's trueBut to tell truth, I really never knewTill I met you... See I was lost and confusedTwisted and used upKnew a better life existed but thought that I missed it
She turns around and then dips down low and then drags her ass up my front side. And I think I may just die from this…exposure. She drags her hands up the sides of my legs and waist, and then turns around again, making our faces intensly close.
My lifestyle's wild I was living like a wild childTrapped on a short leash paroled the police filesSo yo. what' s happening now?I see the sun breaking down into dark cloudsand a vision of you standing out in a crowd
My hands are on her hips, holding on to her.
Come come my ladyyou're my my lady you're mypretty baby ill make your legs shakeyou make me go crazy
Our breathing is ragid, and our lips are so close. Her perfume is engulfing me and I as am staring into her eyes, I am drowning.
Come my ladyCome come my ladyyou're my my lady you're mypretty baby ill make your legs shakeyou make me go crazyHey sugar momma, come and dance with meThe smartest thing you ever did was take a chance with meWhatever tickles your fancyGirl it's me and you like Sid and NancySo sexy....almost evil Talkin' about butterflies in my headI used to think that happy endings were only in the books I read butyou made me feel alive when I was almost dead
She places a kiss on my neck and then wraps her arms around my it.
You filled that empty space with the love I used to chaseand as far as I can see it don't get better than thisSo butterfly, here is a song and it's sealed with a kissand a thank you miss.
come and dance with mecome and dance with mecome and dance with meso come and dance with meuhhhhh ha uhhh haCome my ladyCome come my ladyyou're my my lady you're mypretty baby ill make your legs shakeyou make me go crazy
"Do you know who this is?" She asks, referring to the song.
Come my ladyCome come my ladyyou're my my lady you're mypretty baby ill make your legs shakeyou make me go crazyCome my ladyCome come my ladyyou're my my lady you're mypretty baby ill make your legs shakeyou make me go crazy
"Crazy Town" I say back.
Come my ladyCome come my ladyyou're my my lady you're mypretty baby ill make your legs shakeyou make me go crazycome and dance with mecome and dance with mecome and dance with mecome and dance with meuhhhhhh ha uhhhhhh hacome and dance with mecome and dance with mecome and dance with mecome and dance with mecome and dance with mecome and dance with mecome and dance with mecome and dance with me
The song ends and a new one starts, but we don't let go.
"I want you Spencer" She says huskily. "But I don't want to hurt you"
She what?
I want you too.
I want in your pants.
Do you want in mine?
I don't even bother with a response, I just seal my answer with a kiss. Its slow and sensual, making me forget that we are in a crowded room.
She pulls away first, and backs away. "Shots?"
"Bring it" I say takinga seat on the couch.
She comes back a few minutes later. Sitting next to me she sets a tray full of shots on the coffee table in front of us. "Alright, lets do this" She says and then hands me a shot. We are about to take our shots when I spot two people sucking face in the corner. "They should get a room" I point to them, and Ashley's eye follow my gaze.
"No, it couldn't be" I brush of her comment.
"It totally is, watch is" She takes her shot and then yells "Kyla!" The guy backs off of the girl and lord behold, it is Kyla.
"I knew it" I let out.
Ashley looks at me, arching her eye brow. "You're full of it"
I shake my head, and then take a shot. "Me, never!"
After 10 shots each, Ashley and I are gone. My head is on her lap and she is playing with my hair.
I really like this girl.
It's not normal though.
But like Ashley said, whatever people consider to be normal, it never is.
Words of Wisdom right there.
Oh my godBecky, look at her buttIts so big
I LOVE THIS SONG!
"Freckles! Dannnncceeee with meeee!" I stand up, swaying back and forth with my hands held out in front of her.
She smiles and takes a hold of them.
When I drink, I get a little crazy, but the good kind of crazy of course. I'm like a dancing machine, no joke.
I fling my hands above my head and shake my booty to the beat. "I like big butts and I can not lie, you other brothers can't deny, when a girl walks in with an itty bitty waist and a round thing in your face, you get sprung!"
Ashley turns around and sticks her butt out at me and for some unknown reason, I give it a nice slap.
See? I would never act like sober, but I'm drunk and so is she, so I feel its safe territory.
She laughs and then goes as low as she can and then when she is coming back up, I move forward and she is practially crawling up my body.
I'm bringin sexy back.
No wait, that would be Ashley.
Suddenly Kyla comes up to us and starts grinding with Ashley.
Ashley is between Kyla and I.
"YEAH!" Kyla yells and then returns to Glen who is leaning against the wall across the room from us; leaving me and Ashley dancing extremely close to me. There is no way we could be any closer.
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Her hands are all over me as we make our way upstairs. If she doesn't hold onto, she will fall over. She can't walk a straight line, and neither can I; so I am also holding onto for dear life.
"Sppeennceerrrrr" She mumbles my name and I can feel her hot breath on my neck.
"Ashleyyyyy" I say back, I look at her. It was such a mistake to look at her because we both go crashing down -up- the stairs. I think I tripped first, and then since Ashley is holding onto me, she fell as well. "Ouch" I grunt and then realize that Ashley is no longer holding onto me.
Where the hell did she go?!
I lift my head up and see her about five steps below me, laying side ways. "Duuude, are you okay?" I grab the railing and stand up straight, well, as straight as I can muster.
"I dunno" She says and I make my way to her.
I think she needs my help.
And even if she doesn't, I want to be her night and shining knight.
I step over her, and then turn around so I am facing her. "Sit up" I say demandly.
"Don'ttt t-tell me whattt to doo" She slurs her words and then sits up.
I roll my eyes at her and then wrap my arms around her, under her arms and lift her up. She clings to my shirt and I'm afraid she is gonna rip it. Once we are both on our feet, I latch my hand to the railing. "Walk" I tell her and she does.
She grabs my hand and holds on firmly, dragging me into her room. Once we are in her room, I shut the door and lock it.
She furrows her eyebrows at me. "Whattt are you doiiing?"
I'm going to kiss her. I am horny as all get out, and I have chance to help me with my "problem" Not that being a lesbian is really a problem, but, you know what I mean.
She stands there very confused. I lick my lips and then move towards her. I don't quite make a straight line for, and as I am about to fall left, I place my hands on her cheeks and push myself on her, causing us to fall back onto her bed. Our lips crash together and Ashley tugs at my bottom lip, brushing her tongue against it. We wiggle up further onto the bed. Her hands are under my shirt, rubbing circles on my lower back
Is this for real?
I pinch myself, and am happily surprised that it is.
We are kissing fiercely, in a steady rhthym now.
I sit up and yank my shirt off and she drags her hand up my stomach; giving me the goose bumps.
"You're seeexxyy" Ashley smiles and me and I can see the lust in her eyes, deepening mine.
"Shut up and kiss me" I demand.
She leans up and kisses me and I tangle my hands in her hair, enjoying this moment immensely.
I may not remember this tomorrow, but whatever.
Our movements become rushed as our clothes are discarded quicker than you can say "Two girls kissing is super hot, it makes me wanna be a lesbian."
Ashley forces her way on top of me and then she kisses me deeply, and I feel her hand make its way down in between my thighs. I tense up, seeing as this is my first time with a girl and I am nervous. She senses this and her hand comes back up to face. She strokes her thumb against my cheek. The gesture is so sweet it makes me want to cry. She attaches her lips to my neck and sucks on it. She whispers in my ear "Are you okay?" She is referring to the situation we are in, and I more than okay.
I nod my head and her hand goes back south.
She enters me and I bite my lip. Her head is buried in the crook of my neck. I dig my nails into her back and I reach my climax.
My breathing is fast and a small sweat has formed on my forehead.
I can her breathing into my ear and I let out a moan as I cum.
Fuck.
Me.
Sideways.
Seriously, you think I'm joking? I'm not.
I've never felt anything like that before. I mean, I have had lots of sex with guys, but never was it that amazing and intense.
She pulls her fingers out of me and rolls off of me, licking her fingers.
"That's hot" I say with a giggle.
She just laughs and then lays her head back, closing her eyes.
I wildly lay on top of her and she opens her eyes.
"Ready?" I ask. The room is spinning and I feel like I don't hold onto something, I will fall off the bed.
"Briinngg itt" She lazily smiles and me and lays her arm over her head.
I grin and kiss her. Our tongue's fight for dominance, and she gives in first.
That's right, I am no ones bitch.
I move my mouth down her jaw line, down her neck, nibbling at her soft skin. I move past her breasts and then leave wet kisses on her stomach.
I am not sure how to do this and I know she is watching me. I can feel her staring at me.
"Spencer…Please" She pleads with a desperate twinge in her voice.
I enter her with two fingers and begin moving in and out. Her hips meet my actions and soon enough she pulls my face to hers and we are totally sucking face. And I am not complaining one bit.
She lets out a loud, long moan and her back arches up off the bed and I not sure what to do.
Do I pull out?
No, just keep going.
I thrust into her again, but harder and then I feel her bite down on my shoulder. I wince from the pain, but it also turns me on a little bit more. Her body relaxes and I slide off of her. "That wasss ah-mazing" She says and then kisses me on the cheek.
"You got that right" I let out a sigh of happiness and close my eyes, drifting off the sleep next to an super chill girl I like to call 'Freckles'.
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I roll over and stretch my arms. I open my eyes, realizing I'm not in my own bed and that it smells like sex in her. I sit up and I see Ashley laying on the floor with a blanket that is barely covering her. I sigh and fall back asleep.
I wake up to the smell of coffee and Ashley sitting next me, fully dressed holding two cups of coffee. I sit up and yawn. "Hey" I say groggily.
"Good morning" She hands me one of the coffee's.
I take it and stare at it, unsure of what to say.
Man, my head hurts.
And its getting worse.
Shit.
"Here, take these" She hands me two advils and I gratefully swallow them.
"Thanks" I smile at her and lay my head against her head board.
"You must be popular" She says out of the blue.
Huh?
"What do you mean?" I ask confused.
"Someone keeps calling you." She looks at my phone which is on her night stand. I reach across her, breathing her in, and take my phone.
Three missed calls.
All of them from Glen.
What a stalker.
I lift up the sheets slightly and see that I am in fact no wearing any clothes. I quickly hold them against my chest and turn bright red. It then hits me that there is a reason that I don't have any clothes on.
Ashley and I totally got our freak on last night.
Oh my god.
Hastily I set my coffee on the table next to me and I can feel my panic setting in.
Crap.
Crap.
Crap.
"Spencer" Ashley says, its almost a whisper but just loud enough that I can hear her.
"I don't remember last night, but I know what we did 'cause it smells like sex in here." I put my hand on my forehead. "I wish I could remember. Oh my god, what is my mom going to say." I am about to hyperventilate.
"Spencer" She says more firmly, taking my hand in hers.
I ignore her.
"Where the fuck are my clothes?" I look around the room and don't see them.
"Spencer!" She says again, but louder. This time she gets my attention, and I instantly feel guilty for ignoring her.
"What?" I am short of breath.
She sits up and kisses me softly, letting me know its really okay; that everything will be okay.
"Calm down, please, for me?" She pleads me with her brown eyes an I can't deny them, or her.
"I'm sorry" I say sullenly, ashamed of how I reacted. I mean, we slept together and I am freaking out.
"It's okay, I get it" She pulls me down next to her, so I am sitting.
I give her a befuddled look.
"You're scared of what people will say, how you're family is going to react. I've been where you are now, and I know its not easy, but you have people who've got your back and they aren't going to let you fall alone." She lifts my hand to her lips and gently presses them to it.
I sigh again, and smile at her apologetically. "You're amazing, you know that?" I say to her.
She blushes and I tuck a strand of hair behind her ear. "Thank you, you're not so bad yourself"
We kiss again and I remember why last night happened, besides the fact that we were both really drunk, the feelings are there, and that is all that matters.
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