A/N THIS CHAPTER IS SO LATE! /3 I've had so much going on. I had an amazing vacation where I found the college of my dreams (FLAGLER COLLEGE), my moms been making me apply for scholarships, and I've had online courses I needed to complete assignments for. Wanna know something funny too? I'm only a freshman -.- anyway THERE WILL BE ANOTHER CHAPTER UP WITHIN A COUPLE HOURS OR TOMORROW MORNING. I AM FORCING MYSELF TO WRITE and sorry that this is so short/33

Love or something ignites in my viens

and I hope that it never fades, white houses.

White houses, Vanessa Carlton

Bella POV-

Edward and I laid on the couch watching The Fall which was the weirdest movie in the history of movies. One second a Muslim girls getting kidnapped, then there's a random dude who shoots an innocent monkey and it's all a fairy tale that this guy is making up in order to entertain a 7 year old girl...like seriously what's the heck? It was like a Lady Gaga music video, it made you feel as if you should look away but you just couldn't stop watching it.

"I've never been more confused in my life." Edward starred at the T.V.

"Me either." I laughed.

"Do you think Renesmee's coming home tonight?" He asked.

"I'm not sure what she'll do, she might stop by to tell us but I don't know." I sighed.

He looked down at me and kissed me, I put my hand on his chest.

"Promise me something." I said pulling away for a second.

"Anything." He kissed me again before responding.

"Promise me that if something ever happens again that we'll stay friends because it'd hurt too much to loose this again." I looked into his golden eyes and watched him tense up as I said this.

"Bella, nothing will ever come between us again we love each other and that's all that matters." He reassured me in a serious tone, rubbing my cheek.

"Promise." I pushed.

"Promise." He kissed my forehead.

We heard the door open and shifted away from each other just like we used to do whenever my father got home.

"Hey." Renesmee said nonchalantly.

"Hey, long-time no see." I smiled.

"Sorry, everything was just so hectic and I was so tired I guess I kinda forgot to call." She innocently smiled.

"It's alright, you're twenty years old and I knew you were safe." I said waiting for her to tell us the big news.

"I was more than safe... I actually have something to tell you guys, Jake and I are getting married!" She was practically glowing you could tell just by looking at her that she was happy.

"I heard, congratz." I smiled hugging her.

"Thanks, how did you guys know?" She asked.

"He dropped by earlier to get permission." Edward explained also giving her a hug.

Renesmee stood there smiling.

"You can go, it's late anyway." Edward responded to her thoughts and I stood there frustrated that I couldn't read minds like him.

"Is it alright if I go back to Jake's." She turned to face me.

"You're engaged you don't have to ask. Have fun...but not too much fun." I smirked.

"Mom." She gave me a dirty look.

Edward and I both laughed. It was hard watching her go, it was like watching half of my life walk away.

"What are you thinking about?" Edward asked as we laid in bed.

"Just about how I'm happy for Renesmee, that's all." I smiled weakly.

"I'm happy for her too, I have a question though." He stated.

"And that is." I propped my head up on my hand.

"Are you happy?" He asked looking into my eyes as if they would give him an answer.

"Honestly I don't think I could get any happier. Sure I'm sad to see Renesmee grow up but she needs to live her life and we need to live ours." I responded

He smiled then kissed me.

"How about you?" I looked him in the eyes.

"Considering that I'm here with you, I'm the happiest man alive." He toyed with my hair.

I couldn't help but smile. It was moments like these, these simple little moments that made all the heartbreak and pain worth-while. Our past no longer mattered we could finally just be together and that right there made me forget all the pain I had dealt with when he was gone.

EPOV-

I was slightly jealous of Jacob right now, I wish Bella and I were engaged but we promised to take things slow and I didn't want to ruin things.

"Go to sleep." I whispered, I could tell she was tired.

"I don't want to, I want to stay up with you." She complained.

"Bella, I'll be here when you wake up just go to sleep." I argued.

"I know but I hate that you have to sit there in silence watching me sleep all night." She explained.

"I don't, I love watching you sleep it...fascinates me." I said thinking back to when I used to sneak into her room at night and just stood there watching her sleep for hours.

"I don't know why sleeps kinda boring." She smiled.

"Go for a few decades without it and see how boring it seems then, now go to sleep." I pushed.

"I'm not tired." She said yawning almost immediately after saying that.

"Sure." I chuckled as she put her head on my chest. I sat there gently rubbing her forehead until she fell asleep.

My phone lit up with a text message from Esme.

"Come home soon and bring Bella and Renesmee, we miss you." It read.

I smiled ,I'll go over there tomorrow I thought.

RPOV-

I couldn't get to Jake's house fast enough. I pulled into the driveway after what seemed to be like 5 hours.

"Hey soon-to-be Mrs. Black." He grinned.

"Nice." I chuckled.

He grabbed my hand and led me back into his bedroom.

"What's this?" I asked referring to the scattered rose petals and chocolate covered strawberries.

"Just another surprise." He said feeding me a strawberry.

He bent down and kissed me and I put my arms around his neck, gosh did I love this boy. We stood there for a couple of minutes just kissing when he did something totally unexpected. He slowly started to push the waistband of my pants down and I jumped back.

"What's wrong?" He asked.

I just stood there not knowing how to take this in, I couldn't do this now...we weren't married.

"Nessie?" He whispered into my neck putting his hands right back where they were.

"Jake, I can't do this." I pulled away.

"Why not?" He asked.

"Because I'm not ready for this?" I stated.

"Are you sure you're ready to be engaged then?" He asked toying the the ring on my finger.

He wouldn't call off the engagement over this would he? Well every other guy I dated dumped me for this reason... I couldn't loose Jake though, I loved him too much. It wouldn't be so wrong since we're engaged though...but I don't think I'm ready. A million thoughts ran through my mind and before Jake had the chance to leave me I gave in. I knew it was wrong but I gave in.