So yes I'm baaaackkk! I know I took forever to update but dear hubby bought me a laptop so now I can update faster yei for me I had a lot of fun writing this chappy is been a while and RL has been hectic I do hope that I would update weekly let's see, also a BIG thanks from the bottom of my heart to all of you that reviewed and put me on alerts it makes my heart warm, also you know I'm only human so I'm bound to make mistakes, so bear with me please, I can't please everybody but I try as much as I can with this story ok, I'm not very good in writing but I put my heart to it! i made a mistake last chap and put on chap 10 when this is chap 10 sorry!

Also I wanna thanks sooooooo much to Laury4Rob and Queenyuks for betaing this u girls rock im sending you a personal Edward to each one of you 2 thank you for your help n everything love u!

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I know ill shut up now just rambling… enjoy!

Chap 10

Next morning I woke up and saw my two best friends sleeping next to me, for the looks of it they know what happened last night otherwise they would be with their respective boyfriends, the thought made me smile no matter what they will always be there for me as I for them.

I know I drank a lot last night but I remembered everything as pure why did he have to do it?

My feelings for him were growing I tore the wall I had against him and this is how he repays me?

I poured my heart to him about mike he did the exact same thing!

I'm not the naïve little girl no more this time is not going to be the same.

Bella are you ok honey? Rose asked me... Yes Rose why wouldn't I? Everything is just perfect!

Don't lie to me Bella I know you are hurting Edward told us what happened I think is a misunderstanding why don't you talk to him? We were all very drunk at least hear him out not everything is as it seems.

Talk to him rose are you kidding me? I saw him kiss that slut why should I? He's dead to me!

Try to hear him out bells he was devastated he even cried, she tricked him because she knew how he felt about you! She was jealous because apparently Edward wasn't giving her the time of day anymore, he only wanted you, she knew you were going to be at the party and went straight for it.

I don't care he did nothing and I saw him so there's nothing else to talk.

about what I do know is that before I take him out of my life he's going to pay no one ever again is going to mess with me.

So prepare yourselves because tonight we are going to that party and I know exactly who I'm going to bring. Two can play this game.

Bella are you sure about this Hun? Ali asked me with the most loving face ever.

Yes Alice I need to do this I'm just giving him a taste of his own medicine he proved to me last night that he didn't change at all he misses his whoring days he's going to have them back he knows how I feel about him, about cheating about everything so let's make him suffer for a bit.

So my beautiful friend that's where you come in I need to look beautiful so get ready to work your magic on me.

Apparently there's no changing your mind about this Bella so yes I guess I'll help you. She gave me a warmth smile.

We all made breakfast and made small talk about all the other good things that did happened on the party apparently everyone had a lot of fun even a few of our friends it turns out our little friend Nate was found getting it on with josh´s mother ah yorkies party never disappoints.

there where a few embarrassment also like how they found Mandy's boyfriend making out with her best friend Claire they got into a huge cat fight that eventually broke up the party what I wouldn't give to have seen that but of course with my luck how would I.

I remembered I had to make an important call, when I got my blackberry I had 20 missed calls, 15 voicemails and 13 texts, I knew they were from him but I wasn't ready for that yet so I ignored it and went for the number I was looking and dialed, he picked up at the second ring

Hey Bella are you ok?

Yes Jake I'm fine I don't want to talk about it, but the reason for my call is that I decided that I do want to go with you to the party pick me up at 8?

Are you sure about this Bella?

Christ what's the problem with everyone yes!

I'm ok but if you don't want to go fine ill go by myself I spated at him.

No I'm sorry I do want to go with you I'm just asking because you know what happens at this kind of parties you know I will never force you to do anything you don't want to but maybe you won't like everything you see.

I cringed at the thought of having to see Edward with Miss Skunk, maybe I do have to think about going again no I kept my ground I'm going Jake that's it see you tonight ok?

Ok Bella look forward to it. Bye

After my call with Jacob my mind started running I'm I really prepared to see him with her? Just the thought of last night makes my eyes water, but I have to go I have to show him what he could have with me I actually thought he was the one silly me right?

I pushed the thought away I went to my room I was determined to have fun tonight, I just needed to find the sexiest dress ever he is going to drool.

Poor Edward he won't even know what hit him.

Ali! I need your help, I need the sexiest dress in this house I don't care who it belongs to I want it Edward Cullen is going to learn not to mess with me.

B. you still with that?

Why would you want to go to that party?

Why don't you talk to him first he's been calling nonstop to all of our cell phones because apparently we will never get trough yours, I don't think he even slept last night, there's more to it, if he wanted to do it, he wouldn't be feeling bad and chasing after you please think about it before you make the wrong decision.

Alice who's side are you on anyway?

I told you guys this morning I was going there's no turning back now. I know what he did I saw him remember? He didn't start but he sure as hell didn't stop her either.

So you know I love you Ali but I need to do this for myself ok? I know it probably won't change much or do much but I need peace of mind ok?

Yes B I get you don't worry I will help you with anything you want hell ill make you the most beautiful one there.

I spent most of the day getting ready I found the perfect dress it was a short electric blue cocktail dress with a sweetheart neckline, it fitted my body flawlessly with the perfect six inches silver Manolo's tall I was going to rock.

I hope I don't fall down tonight I laughed.

As promised Ali did my hair and Rose did my makeup, when I was done I stood in front of the mirror and smiled with an evil grin ahh Edward you´ll be sorry.

Blew a kiss to the girls ok ladies I will see you at the party right? Of course babe they both said we wouldn't leave you alone in a time like this that's what friends are for right in good and bad?

Alice said, but Rose been like she is, I still think your making a mistake B with going to the party and not hearing him out first, I know for certain he didn't mean it, please think it trough and be careful I just don't want you to regret it and do something you don't like I love you Bella and you and Edward were perfect for each other anybody could see that, my eyes were tearing up, I know Rose don't you think I'm hurting right now?

It kills me that I had to witness that last night that I believed him that he changed?

I went through it with mike that will not happen again; I will see you guys there ok?

At eight sharp the bell rang, Jacob was on the other side and he looked so handsome, he had some black slacks a light green shirt, rolled up to his sleeves, was looking hot tonight if I wasn't already been so hung up on Edward I would definitely give him the time of day.

Wow Bella you look absolutely gorgeous, the word doesn't do you justice that dress looks amazing on you.

Why thank you Jacob of course my blush gave me away shall we?

He took my hand but stopped right away Bella are you sure about this?

This is all very sudden you just fought with Edward last night and you want to go to this party?

You hated them so I'm assuming is just to get back at him right he look at me and I could see the sadness in his eyes, no Jacob I really want to go who knows maybe I made the wrong choice back then, I smiled at me ok Bella whatever you say let's go.

We made comfortable conversation on the way over things were never awkward between us is was just relaxing and warm, when we got there I was amazed the Cullen manor in the Hamptons was even more beautiful here than in the city it had perfect manicured lawns greens, it was threes stories up and a beautiful fountain on the middle it radiates taste.

So are you sure you are ready for this B where here, I took a deep breath to calm myself down, is it possible that I'm not even in the house and I can feel him already?

Yes Jacob as ready as ill ever be.

Here goes nothing.

The place was almost full, people having a good time, drinking, not having a care, the decoration was very similar to the other house it had Mrs. Cullen written all over it, great paintings, beautiful furniture's, vases and decorations all over I had to give it to her she has exquisite taste.

Looking around the house I found the girls they were with their respective dates, Emmett as always gave me his crushing bear hugs and Jasper such a gentleman as always, they looked at me like waiting for something, ok guys you can stop looking at me like that I'm ok if I wasn't I wouldn't have come ok so is cool we can chat and be carefree a tray of champagne walked by just the courage I need, ¨bottoms up¨.

We were talking and having fun when I felt it, it was in the air since I got here but now is extreme he must be close, why does he do that to me?

Chills trough my spine when he came to me and whispered in my ear.

Bella…you came, can we talk?

No Edward we can't I was obvious last night you took your pick so why should we talk? I'm fine, your fine like its suppose to be so no sweat besides I'm here on a date so you should find yours I'm sure she's around here somewhere just waiting for you. So…

Date what date?

He asked looking everywhere who are you here with?

What you think because you can do whatever you want I'm not entitled to come here with a date I said laughing at him.

You swore you were never going to come to one of these parties and if you did it was with me now you brought someone else?

Was is it to you Edward I said laughing… ¨you said you were in to me and that you'll never cheat because that life was over but in the first chance you got, you went back into her arms what did you missed her? You could have just said so and save all as this regret¨.

I turned to leave and he grabbed my arm, no Bella it wasn't like that I can explain please I don't want her no more, she pushed herself to me I was drunk I wasn't thinking please believe I want no one but you, he seemed sincere and I wanted to forgive him but I was hurt beyond explanation, look Ed…

Is something wrong B, Jacob asked you look flushed, Jacob that's your date Jacob? He laughed

Yes Edward he is do you have a problem with that?, is not of your damn business anyway so, Edward here you are baby I've heard her say that bitch I've been looking all over for you, ¨the party is about to start and I want to be with you, I can't be with no one else¨ she said touching him everywhere, oh hey Bella, Jacob, it was that bitch she had the nerves to say hi to me after all she's done, well Edward I guess we should leave you to it right lets go Jacob. At that point I was boiling and just wanted to kick her ass.

Are you ok Bella?

I know that had to be difficult for you.

Why would you say that Jacob I meant every word he's not over this life yet I need someone that's going to be there for me and no one else, let's go have another drink ok?

We heard glass clinking and I knew it was time to start Mr. and Mrs. Cullen were giving their traditional speech, they were perfect as always he was in a black suit with no tie, and she was wearing a black long strapless dress with her hair up, and the most beautiful harry Winston diamond necklace they were looking flawless like always they had such good taste and such class that I didn't get how a fine woman like her could be into this stuff; I guess people could be deceiving right?, after all we all have a kinky side maybe that's a way to keep their marriage alive, I didn't see the case because when they looked at each other you could see the love that eradicates from both of them, it was pure, honest, why couldn't I find that too? Yeah right like that's going to happen… I fell for their son go figure.

So… Mr. Cullen said "the evening starts now, you all know the rules nobody is new here, no means no, and remember what happens in this house never leaves understood?"

"Enjoy yourselves will see you at the end of the night."

Now I was so nervous why did I get myself into this? I'm not that type of girl but I had to prove a point Yay for me!

it backed fired totally now I don't know what to do, I see Edward on the other side, with the skank of course she's trying to get in his pants, but he looks at me at the same moment like trying to reassure me, what is he trying to convey? That nothing has changed? I'm still the one?, too late Cullen, that boils my blood and Jake is right next to me so I look at him in the eyes come forward and start kissing him, he kisses me soft, gentle, he grabs my waist and pulls me closer to him I've got to say his not Edward he never will be but wow he sure can kiss, things are getting hot, he's touching me, my arms, back, legs I'm I really doing this? I guess there's no turning back now, I start to really get into it to unbutton Jake's shirt when all of the sudden he's not kissing me anymore but rolling in the floor Edward is on top of him hitting him hard, EDWARD! Stop it what are you doing stop hitting him! Noooo…

I started to pull them and fell back to the floor, Emmett and jasper where there in less than a minute trying to break them apart they are tearing the living room apart, the couch is turned to the floor, vases broken, glass shattered everywhere, this is a nightmare I have to get out of there I'm walking to the front door when they both call me "BELLA! Wait don't go".

I go out and they are right behind me the party has stopped and everyone is watching the show "leave me alone both of you; I have nothing to say to either of you. Edward things between us are OVER got it you made up your mind last night when you preferred her over me so you had no right to beat Jake up he's only been nice to me all the time he's been my friend."

Aw come on Bella you honestly believe that?

He's trying to get in your pants from day one he saw that we were fighting he took the chance and went for it!

This time Jake came to Edward, busting his lip, ow my mouth you fucker Edward said touching his bloody lip, you are going to pay for that!, they started fighting again, Edward hit Jacob in the eye, Jacob punched his stomach, they were pushing each other grabbing each other clothes, punching each other they rolled over through all the front of the house till the ended inside the fountain kicking and grabbing hitting, oh my god stop!

"ENOUGH!"

"You are embarrassing yourselves and our family name". We all turned around at the same time and saw Carlisle standing there with a very angry look on his face; I was scared never have I seen a man with such anger in his eyes, everybody inside the house NOW!

"And as far as you two go…" pointing directly at Edward and Jacob both of you are banned from the next four parties and I don't want to hear it, this is enough! How old do you think you are? Fighting like hormonal teenagers embarrassing yourselves and my guests, get out of there and fix yourselves up, this is never too happened again or you will both face the consequences do I make myself clear?

Damn even I was afraid of him.

"Yes sir" they both said at the same time.

"Bella…" they both pleaded. like I said I don't want to hear it from neither of you I'm done, I started walking back to the house so that someone will take me home, now that I think about it I don't think Manolo would be too pleased if I did something like that to his wonderful creation, all of the sudden I felt someone grabbed my hand and pulled me aside to a closed space it had to be non other that Edward, "ugh"! Again? What did I tell you Edward I don't want to talk to you, don't you get it?

"Bella wait… hear me out please is not what you think I promise give me a chance to explain, just 2 minutes of your time if you're not pleased don't ever talk to me again but at least give me the benefit of the doubt."

He had me there I could listen to him maybe I would make up my mind after that it would give me peace.

"Ok Edward you got two minutes and counting… go."

"ok so…" he started talking he was nervous passing his hand through his hair even more than usual, "look this is what happened, I went inside to get drinks right and I was on my way back when all of the sudden Tanya appears next to me drunk out of her mind yelling at me asking me how I could do that to her?

that I didn't even looked at her no more that we were meant to be together that we worked so well together and that I didn't give her the time of day anymore and I only wanted to be with you.

" I stopped her right there and told her that you were it for me that I wanted out of this life that you made me want to be a better man, she was furious yelling that you were just one more game to me that I loved her that I wanted her so when I tried to leave she cornered me and went for it she said she was going to prove to me that I wasn't over her, and that's when you came in, but I swear to god Bella I told her no I only want to be with you, your it for me baby, today has been the worse day ever, I've never fallen for anyone before, because of my previous lifestyle I just used girls but never wanted to be with someone like this before, please believe me Bella…my Bella he said almost as a whisper."I am at the point where I can't see myself without you."

At this point I was crying and so was he, but before I could say anything he pushed me back to a car got in between my legs, looked at me with those beautiful piercing green eyes.

"Please Bella, forgive me, I swear I only want you".

I looked at him and so sincerity in his eyes I slowly nodded, all of my anger dissipating at that moment, there was only me and him, he lean down and gave me the most electrifying kiss ever, it started slowly… taking each other in, but after a few minutes all of our emotions boiled into a frenzy kiss, he pulled me on top of the hood of a black Ferrari without breaking our kiss, he's hands were everywhere, my hands, my legs and down leaving a trail of heat in my body, he touched inside my thighs going up, and reaching my underwear and moving it aside, when he got to my slit and entered two fingers inside me and groan "oh baby… so wet for me already".

I was lost in the feeling of his fingers in and out of me, I didn't know where we were, all I care was our heated bodies crushing together ,he never broke the kiss, I was already feeling dizzy "oh my god Edward if you keep doing that I'm gonna come to soon baby".

"oh no… he said, "I'm not done with you yet baby this day has been to fucking long without you and I want to make the most of it".

He kissed my mouth and trailed down my throat, unzipping my dress he took my breast, and got my nipples in his mouth, "ahh…" I cried "Edward that feels so good, I missed you to.

He went lower and lower making a trail of kisses till he was there oh god, how I wanted him ,his tongue all over my slit, making me even wetter, he got my clit in his mouth and started sucking. I cried out of pleasure "baby this is good", I was practically pulling his hair out I was in such high I didn't even think anyone could hear us.

"ung baby" I bit my lower lip as he added a finger and work it with his mouth never leaving my pussy, then he added another finger and all of my sense went overdrive, "oh my god I can't hold it for long baby", he pushed three fingers and that talented mouth of his and that was my undoing "ahh… baby.. Edw…. I'm gonna cu…"

"That's right baby come for me I want to hear you, ahhhhhhhh"

that was one of the best orgasms I had in my entire life, he took his fingers out of me and licked them, it was such a turn on I was coming out of my high got off the hood of the car and pushed him to it, I started undoing his belt kissing him, tasting myself in him, it was turning me on even more got he's pants off and his boxers stroking him.

"ohhh Bella you don't have to do that I just wanted to show you how much I missed you". oh Edward and now is my turn let me show you how much I've missed you.

I got down and kiss the head tasting the salty precum coming out of him, put it in my mouth and started sucking him HARD! "Bella baby that feels good don't stop". His hands in my hair showing me how much he wanted it, it got it deeper, and deeper till his head was in the back of my throat.

"ahhh Bella…you… I'm not going to last long like that baby, I started humming and with my hand I massaged his balls, I felt he was getting close, he tried to pull him, he was panting "oh my god… Bella come on I don't wanna cum in your mouth" but I has having none of that I stroke faster, and hummed some more until I had all of him in my mouthed, his body tensed and I felt him twitching in my mouth until I swallowed till the last drop".

He pulled up fast and gave me a hard kiss "wow baby that was just…no words" he then whisper seductively in my ear "now get ready to be fucked".

I was again one more time on top of the hood kissing him, his head found my entrance and he pushed hard, fast, "ahh Edward baby just like that fuck me, ahh harder…harder" this was good, this was heaven, we were sweaty and hot, but we didn't care, we belonged together we worked good together, I started to feel the tightness in my stomach I knew I wasn't far he felt it too "come on baby let go come for me… lets come together" I was gasping for air at that moment the pleasure overwhelming and I let go "ahh… Edward three more strokes and I came again Edward, "Bella…"he gasped and he came hard inside me filling me with his juices "oh god baby that was just ahh…" he collapsed on top of me.

Baby that was just amazing I can't even put words on how you make me feel, there's only you I promise please believe me when I say this, I look at him and said… "yes Edward, I believe you, I was really hurt because for the short time that I've known that you are it, I don't want anybody else and the thought that I lost you made me terrified" I grabbed his hand and looked him straight in the eyes, why don't we give this another try?

Phew excuse me ladies while I go change my panties I was imagining him doing those exact same thing to me I can't help it I'm a perv * runs and hide*

Now be a sweet and show me some loves will you, let's see where we take these crazy kids next shall we?

Where do we go from here suggestions anything you want? Shall we kick Tanya's ass? I think so too! See ya next time!