I know it has been forever, but I have started this new book series and I couldn't stop reading! VAMPIRE ACADEMY! How cool is the series? I need Blood Promise (Yeah, I know, I am at the forth book already. And the series isn't even in England yet! My mum has been buying them online!)! Oh, and does Rose really kill Demitri? I don't want her to! I want there to be a way where you could save him because he isn't that old! Or, that he remembers Rose and she turns him back because of her love. Cheesy, I know, but I want them to be together! If you have read Blood Promise, please send me a PM or something to say it Demitri really dies or not.

Anyway, I am sorry it has been ages, so TADA!

Chapter 11

Okay, I am three months pregnant and completely terrified of my dad's reaction- NO I have not told him. It is pretty ionic if you think about it. Have sex with a vampire who can kill you at any second, I can do that. But telling my dad I am pregnant is a whole new story.

I have already told Renee about the pregnancy. She was thrilled that she was going to be a grandmother but dodgy on the subject that I was so young. When I told her that I could get an abortion and I wouldn't be able to give my baby away, she understood and asked if I wanted to come to Phoenix and if she could help with the baby. Of cause I said yes because it will get me away from La Push. Charlie only knows that I am going to Phoenix, not the reason. I asked him not to tell anyone that I was leaving and he agreed. I wasn't going to let it get to La Push-Yes they know that I am pregnant with a vampire's child and they aren't too pleased. They haven't spoken another word to me, though I don't need any reassurance that they will stick to their word. Since my talk with Billy, the situation changed. I can ever give the baby up to them when it is born, or if I refuse to do so, they will take it by force. If I try to run (Which I am trying to do) they said they will hunt me down. But, I try not to dwell to the subject. Put on a face and everything will look brighter…

I have been back at school for a month now and no one has realized that I am pregnant-thank god. I mean, it isn't that hard to cover up. I normally wear baggy jumpers any way. The hard part is P.E. I always find a way to get out of it. Whether faking a sprained ankle to helping on school comity's. I don't know how far I can do this, but it really doesn't matter. I will have to go soon or have the pack try to kill my beautiful baby.

It is Friday today, the last day of the week where I have to go to school. I am planning to telling Charlie when I come back from school after dinner. I will cook his favorite dish. Sam Clearwater's Fish Fry. That always puts him in a good mood.

I did my normal routine in the mornings. Get up, get dressed, have my breakfast, throw up, and go to school. I should be stopping the morning sickness soon, but it is always better safe than sorry. I don't want to throw up in the middle of class.

I made it out of the door in record time. I have gotten used to the early mornings and early nights. Charlie thinks nothing off it, thankfully.

I made it to school within the hour to only be bombarded by Mike Newton-urh! Some one give me a vomit bag!

"Hay Bella!" Mike yelled racing towards me. I swear that boy never showers! His greasy hair bouncing up and down-EW! "So um, Bella."

"Hay Mike!" I tried to put on a smile, honestly, I did. But what with my hormones and everything, Mike isn't the person I want to see early in the mornings. Especially while I am trapped in my car.

"What's wrong?"

You.

"Nothing. I am just really tired."-lie.

"Oh okay. So um…do you want to go out with me sometime?-Not as a date, but um…yeah?"

No way in hell.

"Um…I can't Mike sorry. I have got homework to do."-lie

"Oh okay, that is cool, another time then?"

In your dreams.

"Maybe."-don't you mean never!

I raced up to the school (or as fast as I could go with me being pregnant and not wanting to fall) wanting to get away from Mike. You see, Mike has tried to become more friendly with me when They left. He just wont leave me alone! When will he take the hint that I don't love him?!?! Honesty.

The first bell rang and I made my way to biology. It is still hard sitting through it with the empty seat besides me, but I get threw it. Even if it does cost some silent tears.

Next, is Spanish where I get bitched about by Jessica in my face. Then It is Break where I spend it in the bathroom crying to myself. Then, I have English. I sit next to Angela. She is the only one that knows about the pregnancy apart form Billy and myself. Next, math. God, how I hate math!. After that I have lunch and then P.E.

The day was going pretty fast, and as normal I am alone at lunch. Sitting at the Cullen's table. Alone. People still stay clear of it, except Angela. She sometimes comforts me at lunch, telling me that everything will be okay, but honestly, I have no idea. What if the pregnancy wont be the same? What if I start craving blood? What is the birth is different? What if I cant care for my baby because it is half vampire? What if it never grows up and stays a baby for life? I really hate to admit it, but I need them! I need them and they left me when I need them the most! When I need him! Why did he leave? Why does he not love me any more? FOR FUCK SAKE! WHY?

I could feel myself on the verge to brake down so I went to the bathroom with Angela on my tail.

I went into a cubical and locked myself in just as Angela came threw the door.

"Bella, c'mon. You cant stay in there forever." She said.

"I can try." I want to hide. I want to hide from the world and everything that has hurt me. But I cant.

"Why don't you come back to the café and finish your lunch?" She said. "I will be with you. Every step of the way."

"I'm not hungry."

"Bella you have got to eat. Think of the baby! You can't miss a meal. C'mon." She reasoned.

A smile lit her face as I came out of the cubical. "I don't want to have to go back in there." I whispered.

"Well then, why don't you wait on one of the benched outside while I go get our lunch?" She sound as if she was asking me so I nodded my head. She gave a sigh of relief and walked out of the bathroom while I went to the benches.

Apart from the rough start, lunch was okay. Me and Angela talked about completely random subjects. Always staying clear of the word baby or sex or lover. She knew that would bring tears to my eyes and for that I am eternally great full.

The bell rang to signal fifth period and Angela asked me if I needed an excuse for P.E.

"No that is fine. I will just say that I need to go home for a family emergency. The office wont question me as I am Chief Swans daughter. But thank you."

"Anytime, and I do mean anytime. I would love to get off P.E every once in a while." Angela laughed and surprisingly, I laughed along with her.

"I am going to tell my dad today." I said out of no where. Angela knew what I was talking about and softened her face.

"Do you need me with you?" She asked

"No, that is alright. I need to do this on my own. Besides, I am going to Phoenix soon because mum wants to help out with the pregnancy. I need all the time I can get with him." I said.

"Okay, you do know that I will miss you when you go away right?" Angela asked. I had to laugh at that from the sad look on her face.

"I thought that you were coming to see me in the summer?" I asked "Wasn't that the plan?"

"Bella! That is AGES away!" she complained like a five year old.

"It is only three months. Not a life time." I reasoned. "I would of stayed but I am not allowed to fly six months pregnant. Or Renee wont let me fly at six months." And it will lowed my chances of escaping to Phoenix with the pack on my bad, waiting for me to pop.

"Not for you maybe…" She muttered "Hay Bella, good luck with your dad. Call me when it is over, tell me how it went. Good or Bad. See ya." And with that, me and Angela went our different ways.

I was home in a matter of seconds with the speed I was doing. (who knew my old truck could go so fast with a push thingy on the engine. Thanks to Jacob.) I took my time cooking dinner, making it just right for when Charlie came back from work. I made sure the house was clean and that the food was cut and measured to the exact amount.

When everything was ready, I went upstairs to change my T-shit though keeping my jumper and maternity jeans on.

As I was just about done, Charlie walked through the door. Oh god.

"Honey I'm home! Yum…It smells good In here!" Charlie called.

I ran down the stair to find Charlie sitting up the table. It was then standing in the door way I remembered th forgot my jumper in my room. As I was turning to the side to get it, Charlie decided to turn around.

"Bella this food is…" Charlie lost his words as his eyes got wide. This was not the way I planned on telling my dad that I was pregnant, but I cant change that now.

No one spoke. Charlie just started at me like I was a monkey at the zoo, though he never made eye contact. Who knows how long we stood there for, I wasn't timing.

Even though Charlie wasn't talking, he wasn't yelling. Which is good…I think.

"Dad?" I asked. I never call Charlie dad, but now it was necessary. "Please say something."

After a god know how long pause, Charlie finally spoke. "Why didn't you tell me?"

"Well, I was planning on telling you tonight. I am sorry, I just didn't know what to do. I could of never of got an abortion and-" I got cut of by… Charlie giving me a hug? A hug? What the…?

"Dad?"

"I am sorry, I should of paid more attention to you. I would off known. It is his isn't it." Charlie did not say it as a question, but more like a statement.

I didn't say anything and he took that as a yes.

"I am sorry Bella, I should of known, why didn't you tell me?" He asked

"I was scared of your reaction." Which was true. "I was scared if you would make me get rid on my baby. I dint know what to do. I told Renee and that is why I am going back to Phoenix. She wanted to help and I didn't know what your reaction would be and I wasn't going to pass up help-" I got cut of-again-by Charlie rubbing my belly and pulling me into a tighter hug.

"I am going to be a granddad." He whispered. "A Granddad!"

"Yes." I whispered back. "You are."

Again I am sorry that I didn't update…again. I will update really soon because I am writing another chapter right now!

Oh and another thing. Who gets homework in the holidays?!?! I GOT FUCKING HOMEWORK IN THE SUMMER HOLIDAYS AND NO ONE CARED TO TELL ME! But I am not doing it. It is summer, a time to relax and I am not writing a stupid diary on the school camping trip we went on. (Yeah, that is my homework. Gay or what!)

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