A/N: Ok so even though the same person who flamed the story and then begged me to keep going I am going to announce the winning thing. The wedding is going to happen along with other fun things but here we go chapter6.

Chapter6: Reliving pain and living a new life

E POV

Bella had been back for four weeks and she hadn't said one word to me she would just sit on the couch staring out the window. "Bella why won't you look at me?" I asked her and she turned her head towards me "Edward you listened to him, Alex, he told you that because he knew you would believe him and I would I would run back for him to kill me." She said in a thought and went back to looking out the window. I had forgotten she had my power until she did that. "Bella please you know I love you I just assumed because that because he was," "Because he was what Edward my first love, because when I was Human I turned to him, Edward that's not how love works I thought I fell in love with him when he told me he would never put his hands on me then he did and I met you.

"Edward you helped me more then you will ever know; you made me feel like a person for once and not a slave you made me fall in love with you and then you did that,"

I had to shut her up she was getting it all wrong I did love her I made a stupid mistake so I did what I had been waiting to do for weeks. I caught her lips with mine and she melted like always but then stiffened and pushed me away. "Edward please I am honestly," "Let me say one thing before you finish that sentence Bella. If for one moment you believe that I tricked you into falling in love with me you are so wrong.

"I would never trick someone into falling in love because it's not right, I fell in love Bella and what is standing before me is not what I would assume you would have become because if I did I would have left you human and mad sure he didn't get his hands on you." I said and she just stood there unable to say anything. "Bella I will not assume anymore but I am going to let that sink in I will see you later." I left her there and walked

Down stairs to join my family but I could hear Bella internally crying in pain and it was killing me. "I'm all alone and I always will be I don't deserve what I have why didn't I just let him kill me that day? Why did I put up a fight?"

B POV

I couldn't believe I put up a fight that day he tried to kill me when I was human I wouldn't be alone again like I am no I wonder if there is a way I could, "Bella why would you leave Edward does love you he made the wrong assumption you would be killing him if you just left I thought you," "I thought you loved him." She thought forgetting my power was the same as Edwards which made it even harder to deal with our distance I could always here him and we shared a room.

"Alice I do, I just I'm afraid that if I get to close I will get heart broken again I couldn't live forever knowing he left me." I said looking down and not noticing Edward walked into the room. "Bella how could you think you would ever loose me? I love you it was a mistake and I am sorry, what is it going to take for you to believe me?" He said taking my face in his hands so that I was looking at him. "I don't know Edward I guess time will only tell I guess." I said and he nodded giving me a light kiss on the lips.

It was so hard not to kiss him full on but I was still so afraid to be hurt that I just couldn't risk it. "I know what will get her I just have to get Alice to help me find it." Edward thought after letting me go and then asked Alice to help him with something.