CHAPTER 11
He crashes his lips onto mine. He picks me up from the counter and I wrap my legs around his waist. He pushes me against the wall, all without separating our lips. I rub my tongue on his bottom lips asking for entrance. He decides to tease me and doesn't so I decide to start kissing his neck.
I leave trails of kisses until I find one of his sensitive spots. When I do he lets out a little moan so I pay special attention to it and leave a red mark. I think go back to his lips and this time stick in my tongue and start exploring his mouth. He moves his lips and starts kissing down my neck and I start gently pulling his hair and he lets out a soft growl.
"Call me Tobias." He mumbles out between kisses.
"Tobias?" I try to ask without letting out and loud groan.
"Only when we're alone."
"Okay Tobias." And with that he carries me over to the couch and lies me down and gets on top of me. I put my hands under his shirt and pull it off. I wrap my legs around his waist. I need to stop. I need to stop.
"Tobias. We can't."
"Are you okay? Did I do something wrong?"
"No you didn't I just can't do it yet." I look away. I feel like I'm about to cry. I don't want him to not like me anymore because I won't put out.
"Hey, hey," He puts his hand on my cheek so we are now making eye contact. "Hey, it's okay. We can go as slow or as fast as you want okay? Just tell me."
"Tobias I think I'm falling in love with you."
"Well that's good. Because I know I'm in love with you." I smile. He loves me? The alarm for the cookies goes off. "I'll get them." He gets off of me and is about to put his shirt back on.
"Hey."
"Yeah?"
"You don't have to wear a shirt to get cookies." I smile. All he does is wink and kiss me on the cheek. "I'll put a movie on and you get cookies and ice cream?"
"Deal." He goes and gets the cookies and ice cream and I go to the movie cabinet. I pick Life Is Beautiful, I watched this movie when I was in Italy over the summer and I loved it. "What movie did you pick?"
"Life is Beautiful."
"Never heard of it."
"That's because it's an Italian movie. In Italian."
"You speak Italian?"
"Un po." I smile and he smiles back. I walk over to the DVD player and put the movie in and sit on the couch. He places the bowls of food on the table and sits down next to me. He picks me up and places me on his lap. I snuggle into his chest and breathe in his scent. I love his smell, it's like metal and sweat but not in a bad way. It's comforting.
"Comfy?" He asks.
"Very." He kisses the top and my head.
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The movie ends and I see Tobias has fallen asleep. I decide to play a little trick on him. I turn my body so I'm straddling him. I start kissing his cheeks and the start leaving open mouth kisses down his neck. He starts to wake up so I start grinding my hips into him.
"Tris...what are you doing?" I start to grind harder.
"What do you mean Toby?" He puts his hands on my hips to try to stop me from moving.
"You know what I mean." I continue grinding harder but slower since he's holding me so I can't move that well. I start kissing his neck and then I feel it. "Tris! What the hell!" I get off him and I see it. He now has a boner. "Now I have to shower." I kiss him and show him to the bathroom.
"Here's a towel. Sorry." I feel bad for making him angry.
"Next time, do it when I'm already awake so I can join." He winks at me and kisses me on the lips. I walk out of the bathroom and he grabs my hand. "Care to join?"
"You know I want to but...I can't…"
"Why? What's wrong." He walks up to me and puts his hand on my cheek.
"We can discuss it after you shower." I kiss his cheek and I walk down stairs. I look at the clock and it's 7:00 pm. I walking into the kitchen and grab a glass of water and a granola bar and go back upstairs to my room. I think about what I'm going to tell him. And then he walks out of the bathroom and over to my room.