*RE-WRITTEN*
After changing into white robes, I head over to training. Everyone gathers around as soon as I enter, inspecting my new body.
"Wow Kurama, this form of yours really is something," Chu wraps an arm around my neck and yells into my ear. I fight the urge to tell him not to touch me. Instead, I gently remove the hand, and place it to his side.
"Yeah, you really are beautiful," Rinku adds. "You're something else."
"How is the army coming along?" I try to break the state of devotion.
"The training has been severe, just like you ordered." Chu responds.
"My group is working itself to the ground," Jin informs, with a huge smile.
"That's good, putting yourself between life and death is the only way to push yourself to your limits." I confirm. "And you six?"
"Of course we're still training even harder than ever," this time Chu answers, flexing his guns. Ugh… the nerve.
"This army has to get strong, it's your responsibility as commanders to make sure that happens. If they want to be warriors they need to become way stronger that this, otherwise they're useless to Gandara." I explain. "And you-" I turn to Touya, who has been giving off an unwelcoming vibe since I got here. "Do you have a problem with me?"
"I just rather have Kurama here," he turns away from my stare.
"I am Kurama."
"You are not the Kurama I trust." His words are sour, everyone else stares in silence.
"It appears the isolation and lack of fun is getting the best of us." I stare off into the far away landscapes, "How about you and me have a little one on one? Just to let out steam." I direct with my head for him to follow, if he is to accept my invitation.
"Wow! This is something I have to see!" Rinku exclaims ecstatic.
"You five have to get back to work," Rinku appears disappointed, but he doesn't disobey. "Are you coming or not?"
He hesitates a moment, then signals me a yes. I take off and he follows. We hear murmurs behind us, but they are soon lost far away as we jump the palace wall, run through the city buildings, out into the most remote houses, and still further.
"Isn't this far enough?" He asks, as we reach the border.
"Not just yet," I reply. We cross the border line and jump into the forest. Just to be safe, I make sure we continue a few more miles, until we come across a large space so we can move freely.
I come to an abrupt stop, and turn to face him. He stands about fifty feet away. "Look Kurama, I'm sorry, I really am, if I offended you with my comment. It's just that it was different to see you like this, that is all. I don't want you to think I have a problem with you, because I don't."
"I know that already," I smile trying to mimic the way Shuuichi would, and not only that. I proceed to mimic his language, his movements, even the way he breaths. "But it gets boring being inside those walls, don't you think?" I walk over to a tree and brush the back of my hand against the truck. "I miss the outside, the forest, don't you?"
"Well, yes," his voice way less worried.
"Are you ready? I'm going to go full force."
"A little friendly fight should be fun, don't hold back Kurama. We haven't fought since the tournament," he smiles.
"Did you like it? Fighting me in the tournament, I mean."
"I enjoyed meeting you"
"Me too." And I run towards him, releasing my rose whip, forcing him to jump to the side. "You're too slow!"
"Just distracted."
"Distracted? By what?" and through his face ran a horror I had never seen before.
"Nothing in particular, just- you're right, I've been in isolation for too long."
"Oh…" He powers up, the temperature drops at least sixty degrees instantly. "This time there is no excuse!"
I attack him with my whip, he dodges, and showers me with glasses of ice, each shard as sharp as a razor blade. He's attacking me from multiple angles, so I withdraw my whip and resort to speed. I run around him, confusing him and searching for a weak spot. He does a motion with his hands, waving them gently in circled motions, and out come two tornadoes of ice, straight to me.
I jump up to avoid the hit. He uses them as a trampoline, directing them towards the earth, so they send him flying up in the sky. He catches me of guard and throws a right hand punch, which I am barely able to block. He then attacks with martial arts, punches and kicks, each hit he throws I block, and each hit I throw he blocks. There is something about this guy, something that he has that I want, I just can't figure out what.
The way he attacks, he's having fun, there is no malice in him at all. He has so much trust in Kurama, I could be lying to him, yet he hasn't even considered the possibility. He's gullible and innocent, easily manipulated with a smile or a word, there's something about people like that, something so appealing. It makes me want to break him. Makes me want to take away the innocence I once had, and got taken away from me, in the cruelest of ways. If I can't have it, no one else should enjoy it either. The way he smiles, with genuine joy, if I'm not allowed to smile like that, neither should he.
I pretend to slip, and he lands a straight right hand punch into my temple. I fall to the ground and he rushes to me, like I knew he would. What are you doing? The voice inside my head calls out again, whatever you're planning, don't! He isn't like us, he doesn't deserve it.
What do you know about deserving? I answer to Shuichi. You've been getting everything I rightfully deserve for the past fifteen years. Without me you'd be nothing, not respected, not known, and not loved.
Touya falls to his knees next to me, "Kurama, I'm so sorry! I didn't mean-"
"It's fine, don't worry. I'm just not used to this body. Sometimes it's still difficult to control, it wasn't your fault."
"Let me see," he cups my face in his hand and turns it to the side, inspecting my wound. "Oh shit! You're bleeding." Blood streams down my face, staining my white clothes.
"It's nothing. You know heads bleed a lot, it's just a small cut."
"Let's go wash it by the river," He grabs my hand and pulls me in the direction the river near the borderline is, but I stop him.
"There's a lake a bit closer, I believe. Come this way."
We move in the opposite direction, even further away from Gandara, and settle near a small lake only a few miles wide. He gestures me to sit, and tears off a piece of his shirt, which he dips in the water and then brushes lightly against my wound.
"You see, the bleeding is almost stopping," I whisper looking up at him, golden and blue eyes locked together. He continues cleaning the wound, pressing at it to stop the little amount of blood that still drips. "The way the sun is reflecting in your face, you don't look like a demon at all… you shine like an angel."
He pauses and stares, looking from my eyes to my lips and my eyes again, with dilated pupils. I reach for the cloth in his hand, and grab his fingers. He flinches, and tries to get up, but I lean into him and kiss his lips, just a small peck. When I retrieve, his eyes are wide in shock, his body frozen. What are you doing? Shuichi asks again, I ignore him.
"I'm sorry! I shouldn't have done that." I pretend to be embarrassed, as if I would never do this in my right mind. "I'm really, really sorry, Touya-"
But he cuts me off, like I knew he would, kissing me again. His kisses are not of the expert type, or of even the well-known type, they are clueless, pathless, wonderers with no coordination or direction. They are nervous and insecure, but that only makes him more appealing. He is inexperience in love, and by default, inexperienced in pain, I'll be the first to break him.
I reach under the back of his shirt and feel his waist, so small and delicate. He clings on to me, both arms around my neck holding me in a tight embrace. I kiss his chin, then his jaw, under his ear, and down his neck, his hands only cling tighter to me. Stop this! Stop now! I hear Shuichi.
And why should I? I respond.
You don't even like him! And you're with Yomi!
Do you really think he hasn't fucked Zein? That guy is appealing. All the time we've been gone you think he didn't whisper words of love into Yomi's ear, or sneaked into his room in the middle of the night? Do you really think Yomi would refuse that? I know I wouldn't, so why can't I have my fun?
Because you're not doing it for fun, you're doing it out of hate!
And what is it to you, Shuichi. Are you mad that it can't be you? For a moment there's silence, then I continue. Are you going to tell me you didn't notice the way he looked at you in the dark tournament, the way he complimented you? It's obvious he's wanted you since then. Think of it as my gift to him, you never gave it, so I will. You should be thanking me for making your friend happy, and giving him what he wants.
Not like this!
I brush him off and concentrate on Touya. His screams disturb me for a while longer, but I'm finally able to lock him away.
I reach for Touya's shirt and slip it off of him, "Am I going to fast?" I ask, appearing concerned.
He looks down, embarrassed, and shakes his head no. I kiss his chest, and laying him on his back, crawl on top of him. I kiss his stomach, play with his belly button and go lower. He caresses my hair, his body's shakes, reacting like a frightened virgin.
I go up again, and lick his nipple. I pay close attention to his reaction, his eyes close, his face twitches, and he lets out a soft moan. His fingers clench my head. I suck on it, and he moans again, and I continue sucking, licking, and sucking again, harder. Then I move on to the other nipple and do the same thing, he tosses his head back in pleasure.
I reach down and rub his leg, wrapping it around my waist. I make sure my erection touches his, so he can know how hard I am. I lower my hand to his thigh, and even further clench his ass, his eyes open in shock. "I want you," I say. His arms tighten around my shoulder. "I want you so much, do you want me?"
My eyes search his blushed face. He has a few drops of sweat dripping down his forehead, he's panting, his mouth's part open in heat, and he nods. So I remove his pants, "relax," I whisper into his ear. "It's me, it's going to be ok."
I spit into my finger giving it some moist, find his entry, and circle it. "Wait!" He yells. But I shush him, comforting him once again that everything is going to be ok.
"Just relax. Close your eyes, enjoy it." I stick my finger in a little. He flinches and claws his nails into my arms, not with enough force to leave a mark. I push all the way in, and circle it around. I hear the squish of the juices and know he's enjoying it. I put another finger in, and this time search for his spot. "Have you ever been with anyone?"
"Not like this," his response a mix of whimpers. So he is a virgin, not hard to believe being a Shinobi. They are trained since birth to master their arts, partners and sex are nowhere near priority.
His insides are warm and wet, with every touch getting wetter and wetter. I can tell I've reached his spot by the sound of his voice. He blushes even more, if that was even possible, and tries to hide his face away from me. "I want to see you," I brush strands of hair away from his forehead. "I'm going to do it, if you want me to stop say something now. I won't be able to stop myself later."
His eyes open in a squint, "Kurama…" and he embraces me again, tight with both hands. I can't hold back any longer, I lower my pants and brush my tip against him.
"Just relax, if you don't it might hurt."
"Just do it!"
"You want me?"
"So much…"
I push inside of him, his eyes shut and his whimpers come forth. He's so tight I have to retrieve and try again, spreading his cheeks open with both hands. He's in pain, I comfort him by whispering in his ear, all those things innocents like hearing while they're being touched. His hands run through my hair. He grabs a lock of silver and kisses it, then kisses my cheek and hides himself in my neck, whispering my name again and again.
I push all the way in, and get in a comfortable position, I place him at just the right angle and let go of all my desires. I thrust hard, the sound of me bumping against him like a loud heartbeat. He tries to move, he must be hurting, but I hold him in place, and keep thrusting. His nails claw in to my forearms. I grab both of his hands and pin them over his head, I can't let him give me any marks.
I turn him on his side and lay next to him, this time entering him sideways, one of my arms around his waist the other holding me up. I lick his neck and up to his ear. "You feel so good," I grunt, shoving myself deeper inside of him.
He moans uncontrollably, gasping for air, "I can't- I can't-"
"You can't what?" I ask, turning him around, pushing his face down to the ground, and lifting his hips up. I enter him again, his insides are burning, so moist, and at the same time so tight. I grab his waist and keep banging him. I think he's almost crying, I don't know if in pleasure or in pain and I really don't care. This is the best I've felt in so long.
We keep going for a while, switching positions, kissing and sucking. The sun is almost down, we've been out here for hours, we have to finish already. I sit him on top of me and tell him to bounce. He's a little reluctant at first, out of embarrassment, but soon he is riding me like a pro. I grab his ass and suck on his nipples, with each of his bounces I thrust into him too. His eyes roll back and his toes clutch. His head's tossed back, his mouth's open, delivering sounds too dirty to come from someone that just hours ago was a virgin. In just a few hours, I turned him into my perfect little slut.
I stroke his dick and within seconds he cumes, for the third time, showering me with his juices. I push all the way inside him and go as fast as I can. I feel the heat build up inside of me as I bite down on his chest, and fuck him harder. With each movement I grow crazier, and he goes wild. Ah, ah, AH! Kurama! Ah, fuck! Please- Please!... He screams clinging on to me, and i can't take it anymore. I explode inside of him, relieving all my stress. He falls on top of me, tired and sweaty, and I caress his back in the sweetest way. We lay here in silence, recovering our breath, until I finally decide it's time to go.
We take a quick dip in the lake and dress. When we're done he hugs me, and I place my arms around his waist. "Once we're back there, we act as if this didn't happen, Ok?
His face changes, "But why?"
"Because I'm with Yomi, that's why?"
Yoko, how could you? Shuichi's voice saddened.
"What do you mean?" He backs away from me, confused, and overwhelmed. His head shaking lightly, in disbelief.
"He's my partner," I answer without a care in the world, as if what I said has no meaning, and it really doesn't to me.
"You're with him?" his voice shaking.
I turn to him and look straight in his eyes, "yes."
He swallows hard, "But why didn't you tell me-"
"Oh no, don't start with me," I stop him. "You knew exactly what you were doing, you wanted too, you told me."
"Yes, but if I would have known-"
"And whose fault it that? You never asked me," I cut him off again. "Since when do virgins go around laying with the first person that kisses them anyway?"
He's humiliated, "Kurama, why are you telling me this?"
"Because I'm not going to let you play the victim. You knew we weren't partners, yet you consented. We are both adults, and made conscious decisions, now we both have to live with the consequences." He replies nothing, just looks down at the floor. "Let's go before someone wonders what took us so long."