Aright everyone sorry this has taken so long but I am trying very hard to get these coming faster, but part eleven. I was listening to Aeriths theme for the beginning and later on (and you will know when) I listened to Snowfield, its part of the clanned soundtrack. Now it's gets a little heavy and soon the rating may actually have to change if it continues this way, but it's very small, just a fair warning. COPYRIGHT: All original characters belong to their rightful creators and same with the songs. Thanks for sticking with me, thank you all. Have any questions feel free to PM me anytime or have anything that needs to be cleared up I will answer.

Chapter 11 – Purity

Amaya's eyes fluttered open the next morning to a dark room, she tried closing her eyes and snuggling back into her blankets to keep herself warm, since it was still quite cold outside. When sleep almost overcame her the blinds were forced open.

"WHAT THE HEL-"

"Hello and good morning my lady," Rose interrupted while tried the shades open.

"Since you are here I am assuming we have plans today."

"Well today Lord Phantomhive has business to attend to in the city so we thought it would be a good day to start fingering out our strategy for defeating Rein, since she did not come here to warn you and disappear for no reason at all."

Amaya sighed, no matter how much she tried to avoid it her mind kept switching to the night before and back to her psychotic sister. During the night where Sebastian not only confessed that he had strange feelings for her but wanted her to stay away and her sister, whom she deeply wishes to save but knows there is only one, and that was death. Then her mind drifted to Rose, the woman who has been by her side since the beginning.

"Rose, have you ever been in love?"

Rose looked up startled by the sudden question from her mistress and then looked down at the ground. The question not only confused her but also concerned her, Amaya has never openly asked about love, but as of recent says she has been very intrigued by it.

"Once, I was… well still am. Why is that?"

"Who is he?"

Rose smiled lightly and looked up at her mistress after tying the corset around Amaya's waist and bust. "He was someone who I worked with back when I was in the Reapers Society. He was cold, yet always calm, he never failed to impress me. Then when I found out what my true reasoning in life was I left, I left him, I left that life, and I made it my mission to find and protect you."

"Why didn't you choose love over me? I was someone out of a legend, a fairytale and yet you still chose to come and chase it like it had meaning." Amaya asked looking into Rose's eyes almost angry at the fact that Rose chose to protect her instead of love someone.

"The light of hope belongs to you, it is you. Hope is a true meaning to live and without it the light in people dies and chaos takes over. I chose to protect you instead of live happily with him was because eventually something would have happened like it has now, and no one would be able to stop it. Maybe when this war ends, I will go back to him, but until then if he loves me he will wait for me."

Amaya walked over to her sword and held onto it tightly, it bothered her that all of her girls gave up their own lives to protect her, to serve her. She stroked the blue diamond that symbolized the power it held with her thumb and looked back up to the mirror. Rose stepped behind her and started putting her hair up, she looked at the sword and back to her mistress and sighed.

"We all believe in you. Now let us go down and start planning out what needs to be done." Rose said with a smile pulling Amaya out of the room and down into the gathering area. The rest of the girls were there and all smiled at Amaya who just stared at them without emotion.

"I know what Rein is doing, but the question is; can we handle it?"

"My lady, how on earth do you know what she could be up to, or even planning to do?" Amelia questioned twiddling her thumbs.

"Because I noticed in out last encounter that Rein only had one soldier and that was the wind demon Amaya, she was holding the power of Dark Uranus. Rein is gathering the fiercest demons and giving them soldier titles under the Eclipse Moon. Now our job is to make sure we are stronger than they are," Amaya explained looking at the group.

"And we are stronger than they are, we have hope and love. Two elements they cannot touch no matter how hard they try to," Julia said smiling at Amaya.

"True, plus they will be ignorant, we respect the power we have been given," Lillianna stated agreeing with Julia.

"Now as a plan, we all must take out our own counterparts, but we must do so in pairings. You see we need the same and opposite elements on teams or they may get the better of us, but that means sadly Lady Amaya will be left alone to face Rein." Violet announced.

"Agreed, so from now on we stay in pairs when we fight, but that means that Amaya you are going to be fighting alone to get used to it. This does not mean we are abandoning you, we are giving you clearance." Sora said with an apologetic look on her face.

"No, I do not mind at all. I need the clearance, especially because I know Rein will fight dirty, with you all keeping her little minions company I will be able to finish her off for good. There is only thing that may hold us back, and that is the demons that will attack from the underground as soldiers as well. We will have to be on our toes the whole time."

"Agreed, but for now Lady Amaya and I will be going into the city to join Ciel for the rest of the season." Rose said but looked over and noticed that Julia and Violet looked a bit down.

Amaya walked over to them since they were talking in the corner, but suddenly looked up when they saw Amaya come their way. "Would you two wish to come with us, I bet the others will be just fine here to themselves."

The two looked up and nodded happily to join their princess on this small vacation. Together they all packed their bags, Julia was pretending to be Violets maid, since it would make the most sense, and of course Rose stayed with Amaya, and they left to the mansion in the city. The ride did take quite some time, but when they finally arrived they noticed Ciel was in a rather annoyed mood, but of course the reasoning was whining in a room not too far from Violets.

"Ciel, what is wrong who else is here?"

"Well apparently I was "saved" by this Prince Soma and he wishes for my hospitality for doing so. He is driving me insane about a woman who was him nurse of some kind, and keeps interfering with my own work."

Amaya chuckled a bit, but not trying to upset her little brother. Ciel gave her a glare but sighed and grabbed her hand to lead her to the room to introduce them, because he wouldn't want to be rude towards a prince. Walking into the room Violet and Julia were conversing with the two men and each one looked up when the two entered the room, shortly followed by Rose.

"I have come to formally introduce you to my sister Amaya and her maid Rose. Amaya this is Prince Soma and his butler Agni."

"Very nice to meet you, I am happy to be an acquaintance."

"As am I, you are a very beautiful woman Miss Amaya, surprising you is a sibling to the kid." He laughed.

Sebastian walked into the room and was shocked a bit when he noticed Amaya was there but regained himself quickly and announced that dinner was being prepared and that tea was being served in the gathering room. As he walked out Amaya follow quickly trying to get him alone. She followed him all the way to the kitchen and cornered him enough for him to sigh in defeat.

"Is there anything you need young mistress?"

"Sebastian, why are you being like this, what have I done to anger you?"

"My lady I have said before I am meant for serving nothing more."

Amaya walked up and gripped the shoulders of his coat and brought his attention to her.

"No Sebastian, I need to know why you avoid me. It's because of my curse or is it because you are afraid?"

"My lady, I must start preparations for supper, now please unhand me."

Amaya glared at him, trying to keep her tears from over flowing but out of just pure anger she slapped him across the face. "You may think you are doing well, but of course you are just a demon, what does love and shit mean to you. I was just lust in your veins, flowing through you like water down a waterfall!"

Sebastian's gaze turned cold as he pushed Amaya up against the wall and brought himself close to her. He tightened his grip around her hands and pushed his body against hers.

"Yes, I lust for you. Love on the other hand is impossible, demons are dark sinister creatures and don't waste their time with stupid emotions as such."

"Then let yourself be stupid for once."

"There is no need to do so, I already have. I have on the other hand made the decision to stick with the way of the demons and just abide by my contract and then leave this life forever, leave you forever. No matter how much I long for you touch or even my own touch upon you." He growled stroking her waist and torso, up from her breast to her neck and finally to her lips where he stroked with his thumb.

"Then take it," Amaya said hiding her eyes from him, then embracing the demon.

"Take what?"

"Take what you want from me; take it, as long as I am with you it will be happiness to me; even if it means nothing to you except for pleasuring yourself."

Sebastian couldn't believe what he was hearing, no matter how much he tried to push her away she came back, no matter how much he would try to insult her she came back to him. He couldn't take it anymore, he needed her, but he did not want to give her false hope. She would die if he did, and that alone terrified him.

"I will come by tonight, to be with you, just this once. Then we have to stay apart."

Amaya only responded with a nod and left the kitchen right before Agni appeared offering his assistant.

During dinner Amaya stayed fairly happy, she would converse with her brother and their guests, but soon excused herself to retire, and wait for him. Hours pasts, probably because Ciel always had a hard time falling asleep at night, so she decided to brush her hair. She was wearing her white silk nightgown that fit her perfectly, hoping to grab the demons attention. Then finally the long awaited click of the door was heard as Sebastian walked into the room. Amaya got up from the chair and walked towards him, as he advanced towards her. Amaya placed her hand upon his face and lifted herself to kiss him, he gave in easily. It wasn't a very long kiss but it still was full of emotion, different kinds of emotions, from confusion to lust.

Sebastian pulled her close and just held her gripping her nightgown as his face buried itself in her hair that hung over her shoulder. He tried to ignore it, the scent that drove him crazy, and the scent that almost made him demonic. He pushed her onto the bed and nibbled at her, as her hands pulled at his coat begging for it to come off, and he happily obliged. He continued his own torture and hers as well, but then it his him, the nightmare that haunted him. Sebastian stopped and looked at Amaya, her eyes clouded by angst and lust, but sadness at the same time.

"I can't… I can't do this to you." He whispered to her moving some of her hair out of her face.

"Why not, I want to give you what you want."

Sebastian closed his eyes tightly and put his face into her hair again laid on the side of her rolling her over onto her side to face him and held her tightly.

"I can never have what I want,"

"What do you mean Sebastian, you told me earlier that you…"

"I lied, yes I want you, yes you drive me absolutely insane every time I'm around you, but I cannot just take you and never have you. You are born to die if you fall in love, I can't let that happen, it scares me." He paused himself letting everything come out to her as he held her close. Amaya gasped at his confessions, his weaknesses.

"You don't want to see me die do you?"

"No, I don't, even seeing you in pain is unbearable for me. The scent of your blood sends cravings through me; your scent sends shivers up my body, your gaze freezes me and worst of all your soul causes me to almost succumb to temptation. Everything about you keeps me bound to you, but death will separate you from me, and I can't."

Amaya kissed him and looked into his eyes and smiled.

"Sebastian, I lo…" but before she could finished Sebastian placed his finger over her lips, "Please, don't admit it don't let the curse win."

Sebastian got up and kissed her gently one last time before exiting the room, to do his job, to find where Agni was sneaking off to.

"In the shadows I will stay as long as the light shines."