How could you leave me with a broken heart:

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Chapter 11:

RPOV:

I was woken up by Adrian only a few moments after he left the dream, and he looked so upset. I could tell that everything that had happened in the dream was really going to bother him for awhile. I reached out and took his hand in mine and pulled him closer to me, " I love you." I said in a very quite tone, feeling the need to kiss him I pulled myself onto his lap and I just looked into his beautiful eyes. I didn't have to do anything more because Adrian pulled me to him and kissed me, I could feel all of his love and passion, the hurt and the pain; along with the worry and peace. I could feel everything .

We stayed like this for a few more moments then he pulled away and just looked into my eyes and I could still see his sadness. I wanted nothing more in that moment then to take away all of his pain and worry, but I knew no amount of telling him would change the way he felt. He just needs time and I knew that but it still didn't help me with the feeling of wanting to help the one you love feel better. Because even though he left me here alone, he did it for good reason; he thought he was protecting me and that is something I can understand because that is something I would do for him too. I would do anything to protect the ones I care about so I guess I get where Adrian was coming from when he left, I mean I still doesn't change the fact that he left me.

" Adrian, I know your upset with your self right now, but please don't worry about me. Everything is going to be fine now that you're here, you are going to stay right? You said you were." He took my hands in his so fast I almost missed all the movement. He looked deep into my eyes and said," Rose, I'm never leaving your side again. I will be here for every moment of every day for the rest of our lives I promise you that." I looked at him really looked at him and for once I didn't just see a sexy man rich royal man in front of me but some one different. Some one kind loving, beautiful , and strong; that's how I had always seen Dimitri he has always been my strength the one who kept me grounded. Now looking at Adrian I knew he was the only one I wanted for the rest of my life. And I knew I had to tell him that right now.

I stood up and started to walk around the room because I needed to get all of my thoughts together, I was feeling so much right now and I wanted to make sure that everything came out right. I needed the right words to tell him how I felt but I wasn't sure what those words were just yet so I just kept pacing around the room till Adrian got off the bed and came and stood right in front of me; making me stop and look at him I still didn't know anything other to said other then I love you. There just weren't any words to explain how I truly feel about him. He took me into his arms and looked down at me and said, " Little Dhampir what is wrong? Did I say something wrong?" I looked up into his breath taking eyes and said, " No, everything is fine. I'm just trying to get my thoughts together."

He took a step back and let me go, so I started to walking around the room again but it wasn't really going to change anything; so I stopped and turned to Adrian closing the space between with a step or two. Wrapping my arms around him and pulling him down to the bed was fun but I had to be careful because of the baby. Laying on the bed Adrian started to play with my hair and smile at me then he spoke, " Little Dhampir what's on your mind?" Well here goes nothing I thought, " Well a lot really, but most of it I just don't know how to put into words. I guess ill just try and see how it goes." I said then I stopped for another moment, " I love you Adrian, more then anything in this world. I never thought I could or would care about you this way but I do, and I know that there will be no changing how I feel. Your everything to me, the only way I can put it is like this and please don't get mad at me for saying this. Its like how I felt with Dimitri he was everything to me, He was my strength, my heart and soul. But you… your that and so much more I don't know how if I'm saying this the right way but it's the only way I know how to make you understand because you're the only one who knows just how much he meant to me, But you mean all of that and then some."

By the time I finished talking Adrian hadn't moved at all and I was getting scared that I had said everything all wrong, but after a few minutes he started to blink and look at me funny kind of with this odd smile almost evil in a funny way. I waited for him to say something but he was just taking to long so I said, " Damn it Adrian say something would you, I cant take you not talking." I still got nothing but that dumb Smile and it was making me crazy, I swear if he doesn't say something soon I'm going to kick him out of my room.

Adrian got up off of the bed and walked around the room for a few minutes then he would stop and then start again, and in doing this he would just make me even more crazy then the first time. Finally he stopped walking around the room and came to stand in front of me, and getting down on one knee he looked into my eyes and took both of my hands and said, " Rose, I love you. I love you more then anything and I know what you mean when you say how much you love me because that is how much I've loved you since the day I first laid my eyes on you. And I know that there isn't another woman in this world who gets me like you do, you are going to be the mother of our child and I would want nothing in this world but to settle down with you and have a family. Rose will you marry me?" ……..

Hey guys I'm back with another chapter I know its taken like forever and a day but I just haven't had the time to do much and I finally finished one of my other stories so I had some free time. I hope you like the chapter, a cliffy one I know sorry I had to do it.! If you like the chapter review. If you love the story review!

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