*WARNING FAINTING PEOPLE, FALLING IN LOVE, MENTAL BREAKDOWN, AND CONFUSION. This Chapter IS CONFUSING BECAUSE OF THE Fight BETWEEN Regna AND Aoi. The parts which have '(words in here)' were the thoughts or what they were saying to each other. The unstable shall break down, it's just what he loves to watch as they crumble.'

"You stupid Rabbit" someone yelled in a deep toned voice that flowed like silk as Lavi replied "I did nothing wrong! What even happened to Regna?" Lavi shifted uncomfortably as the other person approached the bed sitting on the left side next to me as the silk voice began to say something.

"It is mutts unstable side, it's another side which takes all the things he can not handle," the person said as their hand moved through my hair, sending a weird sensation that reminded me of softness yet harshness at the same time.

"He always placed harsh things on Aoi," the voice said, the name Aoi echoed in my head. 'Yes' said a voice in my head that was soo small and silent that I almost missed it, my body jerked in response to Aoi's awakening. Tears began to slip out of my eyes from Aoi as he cried his thoughts were all in a big haze but only one stuck out like as a sour thumb I want Kanda.

-Change between Regna and Aoi-

My head moved up to see that Kanda was looking down at me soo was Lavi. My eyes moved to Kanda as his long arms moved around my chest pulling me into his chest "are you okay Aoi?" Kanda said as he sighed at the end of the sentence. My arms moved around him, just at the thought of Kanda hugging me made me smile, his proof of showing his love. Even Lavi has his own way of showing love for Regna "Regan" Lavi said in a sweet voice as my head moved to look at him. Kanda noticed as he called out my name "Aoi." When each of our names were called by our lovers, neither of us could take control over the mind near could the mind hold us both. So we both faded away to the pain and warmth of my lover and the person which one of us was scared of.

-Change between Aoi and Regna-

'He's gonna!' my thought burned so fiercely even more so than Aoi, as I regained power over my body. My body shook at the thought of the pain that he caused me and such embarrassment. So soft and warm my lips are, as a person's hands were wrapped around me. They kissed me soo fiercely while their hands were in my hair.

My eyes slipped open to see long lashes as his eyes were closed and I could see bits of black hair around me. It was Kanda, his eyes slowly slipped open to reveal his pitch black eyes. 'I love you, Kanda' Aoi said in my head, 'no runaway!' I said, our feelings clashed with each other as Aoi's love won.

"I love you, Kanda," Aoi said as tears fell down our faces, Kanda watched as he used his thumb to wipe away the tears which fell as I watched frightened for what he would do next 'it's okay Regna he won't hurt you because we are one for now.'

Aoi said in my mind as my body eased up letting Aoi take over as his memory was shown. My eyes were shown the kindness that he hides under the face that would always be angry. Kanda looked at me with such gentleness yet a fierce feeling of his love as his right hand held my cheek as he looked at me. My heart throbbed as he held his hand on my cheek.

The feeling of warmth spread as I saw myself crying on the floor in the middle of the hallway at night. Kanda was there on the ground as his hand was on my check, the feeling of such happiness as there was someone who cared for me.

Then the scene ended 'ohh, so you saw it' Aoi said in a surprised voice in my head, 'you left me to be alone, to take all the pain, so I cried. No one saw, near did someone hear, except him. He found me in the darkness that you gave me and showed me his bright light he carries around with him. He found me one-night crying.'

Aoi blushed at the last thought 'I'm sorry Aoi, I didn't mean to leave you alone' I replied, we can not lie to each other because it was a feeling or a memory, Aoi knew what I felt so he forgave me.

'Self-harm makes you feel numb that's what I thought' Aoi said in a low voice as the tears flowed down faster, 'what do you mean?' I asked but he would not answer 'I learned enough to know, so I was going to try but Kanda would not let me' at the end of the sentence his voice sound sad with a hint of wonder.

'But instead, he showed me, love,that makes everything much more sweeter in life' Aoi sparkled with love as his mind changed to happy 'I'm not scared anymore to sleep, I have Kanda' he said as he fidgeted.

"Thank's for loving me Kanda," Aoi said looking into Kanda's eyes "you deserve soo much more," Kanda said as his eyes showed worry in them for a second as he hid them up, I looked around not finding Lavi.

'Where is Lavi' I said in a worried voice 'let's go find him' . "Umm, Kanda I want to go to sleep, I'm going to my room" he watched as I removed my hands from him "I want to stay with Kanda" Aoi pouted out loud as Kanda's eyes shifted to me.

'But where is Lavi' I whined as Aoi wrapped our arms around Kanda. He hugged back as he took in my scent 'stop it ! I want to see Lavi!' I yelled at Aoi as he cringed in pain making him fall asleep due from the pain.

"Kanda let me go" I yelled at Kanda removing my arms away from him. I slipped off the bed as the dress fell around me, I opened up the door and ran to Lavi's room which was the other way from my room, I could see Kanda at the door looking down the hallway.

When he saw me running the other way he followed "where are you going?" he said but I did not answer as I reached the door pushing on the door which was not locked to see Lavi on the bed. Lavi laid on the bed while Allen was on top "Allen what are you doing! Stop" Lavi yelled as Allen grabbed Lavi's dick.

Lavi's eyes shifted to the door where he saw me, Allen stopped moving his hand as his head moved to the side to see me as he glared at me. Lavi pushed Allen away but he would not budge, why was Allen on Lavi?

Didn't Lavi say he loved me? Did he lie? He is still with Allen, does he still love Allen. Tears began to slip out of my eyes, he lied. My eyes began to sting while my heart slowed down, my breath became slower.

'Are you okay Regna?' Aoi asked, but I just barely could hear it as I turned around and tried to run for it. As I did I tripped just a little but did not fall as I ran into a full sprint with my face faced forward and my eyes looked around desperately to see if there was anyone. My eyes hurt, my heart squeezed inside my chest as I placed my hand there running.

"Thump.. Thump..haa" the sound was loud and clear in my ears as my eyes slipped closed as my body began to fell, it hurts.

"Reg.." I could just barely hear in the background as it was covered up with my heart beat, it sounded like Lavi which hurts even more as the room spun. It spun and spun even more as my legs would and could not hold me up longer, as I closed my eyes. Someone caught me, 'please let it not be Lavi' my heart throbbed at the name. The sweet scent of cherry blossom filled the air which somehow calmed me down as the warm arms wrapped around me holding me to their chest.

They slowly moved me up to face them, black hair fell around me as their warm breath felt soo amazing. "Aoi are you okay?" the voice that said it was Kanda. Kanda was worried about me? The thought passed me as my body shook my mouth slowly moved into a smile as I faded away.

Chapter End Notes

*Authors Note: My poor baby Aoi and Regna can't work really together they both love someone else. But Regna had to see such a sight, he became unstable. The parts which has '(words in here)' were the thoughts or what they were saying to each other. The next chapter is in Kanda's view or body. I wish that Regna would give up on Lavi and go for Kanda, but how easy that would make the story. Please tell me what you think about this chapter or this story.*