EPOV
The bass of the music coming from the boy's lounge was loud and angry. I felt it beneath my feet.
Thump, thump thump thump, thump.
I sighed and opened up the door. People we already dancing and I saw a little freshman passed out on a couch.
Someone handed me a drink and I accepted. I sniffed it, looked at it, shook it a little. I decided it was okay, and I took a swig.
Ugh. Flat and warm.
I threw it away in the trash and I went to go find Emmett.
I found these two people making out instead. I made a noise in disgust. I was about to turn around but a guy said something.
"Bella, I have to tell you something…"
Bella?
"What, Jake?" Bella laughed.
"I'm gay." The male voice said.
What? This guy just made out with Bella and he is confessing he is gay? Wait, this little dick just made out with Bella? My Bella? What am I saying. I don't own her…
"Jake, I have something to tell you too… I like boys too! Maybe we can double date sometime!" Bella was laughing hysterically.
Her behavior seems off. She's not drunk, her words aren't slurred and her body language seems more "balanced" I guess you could say.
"Bella." I said approaching her.
What am I doing?
She looked up at me.
I decided just to ask.
"Bella, are you high?" I gritted my teeth with anger, but I'm waiting for her to answer.
She tries to look at me with a straight face but fails. "Yes sir. Very."
I don't know what was going through me at that moment but I grabbed her off the couch by her wrists.
"Come on." I growled.
"Edward! Let me go!" She yelled.
I didn't reply.
We passed a table that was filled with food. Bella started dragging her feet on the floor.
"Wait! Please! I'm starving!"
I didn't stop.
"God. You're such a prick."
That did it.
I stopped and turned around looking at her, still holding on to her wrists.
I laughed humorlessly. "I'm a prick?"
"Yeah, you are." She with attitude.
"Tell me how?"
"Well, for one. You're an ass and you lead me on;"
I opened my mouth about to say something but I decided not too.
"and you took me away from a good time…."
Ugh.
"You call that a fucking good time, Bella?" I let go of one of her wrists and flung my free hand where I found her.
I didn't let her respond. "And you think I'm the prick. Jesus Christ, Bella. Can't you see that Jake;" I said his name like my mouth was full of venom. "was only using you?"
Another humorless laugh.
"Fucking making out with you and confessing he's gay? Seriously, what kind of shit is that?"
I let go of her other wrist.
"You know what, Bella. I'm done. I'm done trying to apologize for nothing. Because I didn't do a fucking thing. I'm done chasing you around like a fucking puppy. God, Bella. You're so blind!" I said frustrated.
"Couldn't you tell that I liked you, or that I wasn't even remotely interested in Jessica?"
She just looked at me.
"Apparently not." I said and I shoved my hands in my pockets. I turned around and walked away from her.
It looks like it's my turn to walk away.
And for some odd reason, I feel like my heart is going to combust and my chest is going to collapse.
And I felt like a pussy.
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BPOV
What just happened?
Party.
Jake.
Weed.
More weed.
Making out.
Jake.
Confessions?
Laughter.
Angry Edward.
Table full of food.
Stomach growls.
Me being a bitch.
Edward confessing.
Emotional Edward.
He walks away.
Fuck my life.
So, I grab a hand full of chips, stuffed them in my mouth and did what he didn't do for me.
I ran after him.
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EPOV
I think I am going insane.
My head was spinning while I was walking to my dorm.
I went go turn the knob and a sock was on the knob.
God damn it!
No wonder I couldn't find Emmett. He was fucking Rose.
I grabbed my hair and pulled at it and sat slid down the wall and sat down on the floor.
I heard frantic footsteps down the hallway.
"Edward!" I heard her say.
I froze.
I heard her approach me softly.
"Edward. Look at me. Please."
I did. Her pupils were slightly dilated. Anger came as quickly as it left.
"I'm sorry. I don't know what's going on." She gave a short laugh. "I-I just know that I never felt like this for anyone. No one. And I don't know what's going on. To be honest, it scares the living shit out of me."
She sighed.
"And when Jessica kissed you on the cheek I just thought, maybe it's to good to be true. You know? A guy like you single? So, I assumed the obvious. I thought you were taken and I was sort of pissed. Wait no, I was extremely pissed."
That made me hate Jessica even more than I did before.
"But, when you came up to me in the hallway I was confused. I thought maybe you just wanted another girlfriend or something. It's just…"
She finally sat down by me.
"It's what, Bella?" I asked softly.
"It's just, I'm tired of fighting and I realized I rather have you as a friend than nothing."
"Me too." I agreed, even though it wasn't enough.
"But, from the way you sounded from the party, it seemed like you want to be more than friends."
I opened my mouth, but she put her fingers on my lips.
"Before you say anything, I want you to know that I understand completely if you don't feel the same way about me."
She removed her finger.
"Bella, you are blind." I said with a laugh.
She looked at me with her big brown eyes. I leaned in carefully and slowly, pacing myself.
I'm looking at her lips as she looks at mine.
I'm almost there.
"Wait!"
I pulled back. "What?"
"You can't kiss me, yet!" She blurted.
"Why not?" I asked bewildered.
She was digging through her pockets until she pulled out a piece of gum and shoved the piece into her mouth and she chewed for a second.
She smiled, revealing her perfect teeth. "Now, you can."
I grinned. "I don't think I want to anymore."
She didn't care. She pulled at my shirt and leaned in close to me and set her lips right on mine.
And I didn't resist.
I couldn't help but feel what's going through my body.
I felt her mouth open.
Then I ever so slightly stuck my tongue in her mouth.
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What is that? Do I hear angels singing?
I think I do!
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