Reflections

Olivia and Rafael were reflecting over their first time they dated and had sex that led to their twins.

Before Olivia could even close the bedroom door, Rafael had begun to unbutton her shirt. Rafael stepped up from behind and reached around her body, trapping Olivia's hands."I want to do that for you," Rafael said. Olivia let his hands drop to his side as Rafael pulled the fabric out from her waistband and continued to unbutton the shirt. As soon as the shirt was open, Rafael's hands began to roam over Olivia's belly and chest, caressing and lightly scratching the skin. Olivia leaned back against her lover, feeling Rafael's erection against her. With a smile playing over his lips, Olivia reached back and ran her hand up and down the length of Rafael's penis. Rafael pulled his body away. "Not so fast, Olivia. I'm the on in charge here right now. Your turn will come later." "I thought it was my turn to come now," Olivia grinned. Rafael's answer was to move his hands to Olivia's nipples, pinching them both at the same time with the thumb and forefinger of each hand. A warm sensation radiated from Olivia's nipples, flowing down until it centered itself in her groin. She wanted to unzip him and give him some release. Rafael had other things on his mind. He walked around to stand in front of Olivia, then pulled Olivia toward him and lowered his mouth to Olivia's chest, taking an erect bud into his mouth and sucking hungrily.

Olivia grabbed Rafael's shoulders, holding him in place. Rafael responded by grabbing Olivia's hands again and pulling them down while he switched his attention to the other nipple. Rafael finally stepped back and slipped the shirt off Olivia's shoulders, letting it fall to the floor. He ran his fingers along the reddened evidence of their previous unbuckled the belt at Olivia's waist, then undid the button of the zipper and slowly unzipped the pants. Hooking the waistbands of Olivia's thong and pants with his thumbs, Rafael slowly sank to his knees, pulling them down at the same time. Rafael sat back on his haunches as he gazed upon Olivia. Reaching out, he lightly caressed the skin on Olivia's inner thighs before moving his hands higher and capturing her clit. Olivia gasped as Rafael licked her clit. This was what she wanted, she thought, then she amended that; what she really wanted was to have Rafael's mouth on her. "Tell me what you're thinking," Rafael said, smiling. Olivia looked down, brown eyes making contact with brown eyes, both pairs even darker than normal due entirely to the presence of the other. "I want to feel your mouth on me."

"I'd like that." Rafael raised up on his knees and began to slowly lick his way up her clit. "Is this what you had in mind?" "God, yes," she gasped. "I like that." "Do you like this?" Rafael sucked on the taut skin of the underside of the clit. Olivia closed his eyes. Did she like that? What kind of a question was that? Hell, yes, she liked that. she tried to answer Rafael, but her lover now had her clit in his mouth and was sucking on it. When Olivia finally felt the cool air against it, she looked down to see that Rafael was getting ready to take the head of his penis into her clit. "Rafael, you forgot the condom," Olivia shook his head, "I didn't forget it. We don't need it. We both tested negative for everything." "Really? For everything?" "For everything." Rafael closed his mouth over the clit, sucking softly, then sliding his mouth lower and pressing his tongue firmly against the clit before he slid his mouth back upward to tease the ridge around the clit with his tongue. He swirled his tongue around the clit, nipping the ridge with his teeth - hard enough to be felt, but gentle enough not to hurt. He was also busy with his hands. With one hand, he was gently kneading Olivia's clit and with the other, he was lightly caressing Olivia's butt, an action which also helped to hold Olivia in one place. Rafael kept playing with Olivia until he felt it was time for Olivia to get her first taste of anal pleasure.

As Rafael lowered his head as far as he could on Olivia's clit, he managed to get his index finger into his mouth as well and before the spit could dry, he had the finger in place. Sucking hungrily on Olivia, Rafael slowly inserted the tip of his finger inside his lover.

Olivia gasped as she felt Rafael's finger enter her and she practically whimpered as the finger made contact with her butt. Well, now he knew the answer to that. With what Rafael was doing to him, it was impossible to think, so Olivia finally gave up entirely on that idea and just let herself feel.

Rafael could tell that Olivia was getting close to climaxing and he didn't want that happening - yet. He pulled his finger out and once again Olivia made that unusual whimpering sound, followed by a soft "no" as Rafael removed his mouth from her clit and stood to kiss her.

As their kiss ended, Rafael pulled Olivia around and pushed her down on the bed. He then removed Olivia's shoes and socks, then pulled her clothes off. "Roll over and I'll give you a massage," Rafael said. Olivia rolled onto her stomach and let out a long sigh as Rafael straddled his hips and began to knead the muscles at the back of her neck. "That feels really nice." "I thought it would. You looked tense."

"Fighting the rush hour commuters can do that to a person."Olivia closed his eyes and relaxed as Rafael worked his hands over her back. Despite that fact that this was not a sensual massage, Olivia started to feel erotically. If anything, she felt pleasure than before. She briefly thought about asking Rafael to just go on and make her come, but she didn't want to sound as if she was begging for release. If Rafael could handle going a long time without relief, then so could she."Roll over," Rafael's voice was husky as he lifted himself off of Olivia's legs.

Olivia rolled over and Rafael straddled his hips once more as he began to softly stroke the front of her body. Rafael had to keep telling himself to keep away from the obvious erogenous zones, namely Olivia's nipples and clit. He smiled as the thought occurred to him that previous experience had shown him that every inch of Olivia's body was an erogenous zone for him.

"What's so amusing?" Olivia asked. "Nothing." Rafael shifted lower on Olivia's body and moved his hands to her legs, caressing the muscles of her thighs and legs. "Feeling relaxed?" "Oh yeah. Very relaxed." "It looks as if one part of your body wants to make a liar out of you," Rafael said as he ran his finger up Olivia's clit. "That's because you haven't massaged that part yet."

"Is that a fact?

I can't believe that I would accidentally miss such an obviously tense body part."

"Well, you did."

"So it seems."

Rafael lightly touches the g-spot of Olivia's Clit and rubbed the tip with his thumb, grinning as that made Olivia moan softly. Without warning, he lowered his mouth upon the swollen organ, sucking greedily. Olivia grabbed the bedspread with her hands, holding on tightly as Rafael attacked her with his mouth. She found herself thrusting upward, wanting even more contact with Rafael. Wanting, needing a release.

"Don't stop, please don't stop this time," Olivia begged in a whisper. Rafael's answer was to once more insert his finger into Olivia's anus as he sucked on her. Again, there was that whimper, quickly followed by another as Rafael slowly began to move his finger in and out, making sure that each inward stroke pushed against the clit. Rafael glanced up and saw that Olivia was having a difficult time keeping still.

The bedspread was being pulled toward him as she held it in a death grip with each hand. Eyes closed, Olivia was moving her head from side to side and her entire body was quivering. Olivia's thrusts were becoming even more pronounced as she neared her climax and Rafael briefly entertained the thought of stopping right then and letting a few minutes pass before allowing that.

The brief thought went right out the window as Olivia began to come with a strangled cry. Rafael kept sucking and swallowing, taking in all that Olivia gave him, savoring the taste of the younger woman. Olivia tasted as good as Rafael had imagined she would and he lingered over Olivia's clit, sucking on her long after he was spent.

Finally, Rafael lay down on top of John and kissed him on the mouth. Olivia's lips parted and she eagerly pulled Rafael's tongue into his own mouth, sucking hungrily on it before allowing Rafael free reign in there. Rafael broke off the kiss, grinning.

"What's so funny now?"

"I made you scream."

"Did not."

"I did, too. You screamed."

"That was not a scream. And even if it was, it doesn't count because you only said that you would try to make me scream last night." "I don't recall putting a time limit on that."

"It doesn't matter. I didn't scream," Olivia was practically pouting now. "Then I guess I'll just have to keep working on you until you do scream. "Without further word, Rafael was off of Olivia and out the door of the bedroom. Olivia lifted her head to watch him leave, then let it drop back to the bed. That had been incredible and Olivia reasoned that if Rafael's finger had felt that good inside of her, then Rafael's penis would feel even better.

"Now who's smiling?" Rafael asked as he returned to the bedroom. "I was just anticipating what it will be like when...well when you actually enter me." Olivia hoped she didn't look as embarrassed as she felt."They say that anticipation makes things even better. And you will have quite a long time to anticipate that particular activity. I told you yesterday that I want to take my time with you and get you used to anal penetration before we "go all the way" so to say."

"I don't need to get used to anal penetration. Been there already."

"I don't think my finger counts. That's why I bought a few things this afternoon."Olivia raised up on one elbow as Rafael stood beside the bed and emptied the bag that he had brought in from the living room. Olivia had noticed that Rafael had a shopping bag when he had arrived. "You spent a lot of money somewhere," Olivia commented.

"It will be worth it. Believe me."

"Oh, I do. This is familiar." Olivia picked up a very thin vibrator. "Very familiar. I like this."

Rafael's eyes narrowed, "You told me that you had never been with another man before, so how would you know what that feels like?"

"I had a girlfriend once who liked to use one on me. She was pretty wild as far as sex went. That's what I meant about already being used to anal penetration."

"If you're going to criticize everything I buy, then next time, you can do the shopping."

Olivia grinned and dropped the lubricant. "I like everything that you've bought, but I really don't see any need for the other, uh, toys right now. I want you."

"We've already discussed that, Olivia. I don't want for your first time to be painful or to hurt you in any other way."

"We didn't discuss anything. You told me what you , now I'm telling you what I want." Olivia stood and pulled Rafael to her, kissing him hungrily while her hands were busy at the waist of Rafael's pants. In seconds she had her hand on Rafael's penis, stroking it longingly before falling to his knees and taking it into his mouth. She was as unmerciful to Rafael as Rafael had been to her, maybe even more so, because just as she sensed Rafael's body beginning to tense as he neared climax, he stopped and stood.

"If you want any kind of release, then it will have to be found inside me, Rafael." With that, Olivia turned her back on Rafael and pulled back the covers of the bed, then climbed into the bed to wait for stood there, knowing that he had been beaten on this round. He quickly stripped, then grabbed the lubricant from the foot of the bed and got into bed with Olivia.

"Roll over onto your stomach. It's one of the easiest ways for the first time."

"One of the easiest ways, huh? What's the other way?"

For you to be on top. "Olivia smiled, "That sounds nice."

"I'm giving into your demands this far, don't push your luck, okay."

"Don't you want to look at me while we do this?"

"Yes, I do. But, I don't know exactly how that will work, so we'll do it the way I know."

"Rafael, figuring it out will be half the fun. First, we start with you on your back." Olivia sat up and pushed Rafael down onto his back, then she straddled his hips and leaned down to tease a dark nipple with her teeth. "I'm sure that we'll find a way to get what we both want."Rafael remained silent as Olivia's mouth toyed with him, then Olivia feathered kisses along his neck. "I'm as ready as I'll ever be and I think you'll burst if you get any more ready," Olivia said. Rafael nodded as Olivia sat up, then he opened the lubricant and squeezed out a large amount onto his fingers. "Raise up some so I can reach you."Olivia lifted up and squealed as Rafael worked the lubricant around and into her anus. "That's cold."

"Sorry. You'll be warm soon enough." Rafael applied even more lubricant to Olivia, then generously coated his own penis. "Are you sure you're ready for this?"

"Rafael, I've been ready for this for a long time. Now take me," Olivia nodded and held his penis upright as Olivia slowly lowered her body down onto it. "Not too fast at after you take the head...damn, that feels good!" Rafael exclaimed as Olivia took it all in at one time. It was apparent that Olivia was going to do this her own way or no way at all. He looked up at Olivia to see if she was all right.

Olivia's eyes were tightly closed and Rafael couldn't tell if the look on her face was one of pain or extreme pleasure. "Olivia?" he whispered. "Yeah?" Olivia's voice trembled. "You okay?" A million thoughts were running through Olivia's head. Was she okay? Taking Rafael inside of her at once had not been the brightest thing she had ever done. The stinging pain had brought tears to her eyes, but she had experienced worse pain.

This was a good pain because the feelings that came after it were ones that she had never felt before. Rafael's penis was pressing tightly against her anus and the sensations created by that were indescribable. Was she okay? This was what he had dreamt of all these years. Rafael Barba had now claimed her as his own and it was a claiming that Olivia never wanted to end.

"I am wonderfully fine, Rafael. Now what? Which one of us moves first?"

"Well, if I say that you do, then you'll make me go first and if I say that I do, then you'll go first. But, one of us needs to do something or we'll be sitting here like this all night."

"And just how is that bad?" Olivia opened his eyes and looked down at Rafael, thinking that having Rafael in her all night would be quite nice indeed."I don't know, but I'm sure there's a reason.." Rafael gasped, then continued, "Oh, God, Olivia, you should at least warn me before you decide to do something." While Rafael had been busy talking, Olivia had decided to go first and was now slowly moving up and down on Rafael.

"If you don't like it, I can always stop."

"Don't you dare stop now." Rafael was now thrusting in counter-point to Olivia's movements. Olivia was tight and warm and enthusiastic. Rafael reached up and pulled Olivia's upper body down so that he could kiss her and he found himself surrendering his mouth to Olivia's thrusting tongue. Since their mouths were otherwise engaged, Rafael wasn't able to hear Olivia's soft moans, but he felt them against her coupling grew more frantic and Rafael could feel Olivia'swarmth pressing against his belly. He reached for it, encasing it with his hand and stroking it fast and hard. Since he had been so ready for Olivia, he was quite surprised when Olivia violently came first, her warm ejaculation coating both of their bodies.

Rafael could feel Olivia's breath, hot and fast, against his throat and he stopped what he was doing in order to give the shuddering woman time to recover from her orgasm."Oh, God, Rafael, don't stop now. Please don't leave me like this," Olivia begged.

"I thought you wanted me in you all night long?" Olivia groaned, then sat upright, looking down at Rafael, her face flushed and her eyes bright. Despite how good it felt to have Rafael in her, she wanted Rafael to climax and she wanted to see Rafael's face when he did. She raised up slightly, resuming their lovemaking. A shiver ran up his spine as Rafael gently caressed her hips, then he also began to thrust into her once more, the thrusting becoming more urgent as he sought release. Rafael cried out loud as he found that sweet release, shooting load after load of his own semen into Olivia's body.

When he was spent, Olivia lay still on top of him, trying to keep from moving so that Rafael wouldn't slip out."Now, that was a scream," Olivia whispered as she nuzzled Rafael's neck."That was not a scream." "That was a lot closer to a scream then the noise I made,"Olivia shook his head, "Nope. You screamed." "Well, I guess we need to recreate this entire evening just to see which one of us is correct." "I can live with that. But, I think we should shower and eat first."

"That sounds good." Olivia slowly lifted his body off of Rafael's, making a face as she straightened out his legs. "Man, I don't think I ever appreciated the muscle aches that women have gone through in order to be on top like that."Rafael glanced down at himself, relieved to see that there was no evidence of blood on his penis. Hopefully, that also meant that he had not bruised Olivia.

"Are you showering with me?" Olivia asked.

"Of course." Rafael got off the bed and they went into the bathroom where Olivia proceeded to show Rafael that he was just as good at performing oral sex on her in the shower as he had been in the bed.

The next morning, Rafael was smiling happily as he walked into his office. The night and afternoon before had not gone according to his plans but had turned out very well anyway.

Olivia was a passionate, sensual and caring lover who wasn't afraid to go after what he wanted when she wanted it. Rafael had wanted to take his time with John so that he wouldn't physically hurt him in any way. Olivia had decided that having Rafael inside him was what she wanted and she wasn't going to let Rafael's arguments get in the way of her desires. Not that Rafael was complaining. As far as she was concerned, Olivia could be stubborn like that all she pleased. Perhaps the best part had been later in the evening, long after they had eaten dinner. Once they had showered and prepared dinner, they had lingered over dinner, talking. Rafael had then demonstrated some sign language to Olivia and the next thing they knew, it was ten o'clock. Again, Olivia had been demanding, insisting on performing oral sex on Rafael until he came, then allowing Rafael to have his way. They ended the evening with Olivia on her stomach and Rafael entering her once again. Rafael had taken his time, making his strokes long and easy. He came a long time before Olivia did, though and he offered to perform oral sex on Olivia once more. Olivia had refused, insisting that Rafael remain right where he was while he used his hand. Rafael reached around and brought Olivia to climax that way, resting against his lover's back. It didn't take long for Olivia to come, and afterward, she snuggled backward against Rafael, holding Rafael's arm against her body.

"Can't we just lay like this for a little while?" Olivia asked.

Even though he wasn't erect, it still felt nice to be inside of Olivia, so Rafael said yes. What he hadn't counted on was falling asleep. When the alarm went off at five, he awoke to find himself still inside Olivia. As Olivia slowly awakened, she realized that Rafael was still in position and she wiggled her butt against Rafael, giving him an obvious invitation to take her once more. Rafael found himself instantly hard and he didn't need much persuading to take make love to Olivia once again. Afterward, it was his turn to prove to Olivia that he could perform oral sex just as well in the shower as he could in bed.

"I think someone had a good day off from work." Amanda Rollins said to Fin as they began to go through the paperwork. Rollins eyed Rafael carefully, then smiled, "He looks like the cat that ate the canary, only he isn't feeling the least bit guilty about it."

"So, ADA Barba, did you have fun yesterday?" Amanda asked.

Rafael nodded, "I most certainly did. Did you have a good time on your day off?"

Rafael had spent his time off with Olivia, then she hoped that he had finally found the happiness that he so rightly deserved.