Chapter 11 Unexpected Surprises

Please notice the S in surprises.

~Jacob~

It's only been a week and I'm a freaking mess… and the fact that Gai can't remember a thing about the mating parses, ISN'T HELPING. They had me taken out of school, 'which I don't mind it's not like I'm going anywhere' Gai says that from the mating till I have the baby is born I'll have "urges" 'which scares me.' I've seen one of Gai's "urges" and it was scary. We were just hanging out and he said he was getting hungry. His eyes went from small to big again, he phased ran out of the house and in 5 minutes was back in the living room with a full grown male moose! Oh and I'm not done yet he forced everyone to watch him eat the entire thing! When he finally phased back he didn't remember a thing and Kashi just said this was normal! THAT'S WHAT I HAVE TO LOOK FORWARD TOO YIPPEE! Other than that I've had "bonding" time with Alice, Gai and Rosalie which consisted of shopping and lots of it. By the end of all the shopping I had enough supplies to have 30 children and… a house in Germany? Kashi said they could spar one of theirs and that Gai wants use to come live there forever… right… yep its going great. Yawn and I'm tired as hell…

~Edward~

"Jack? ... Jacob… JACK!" I shook Jacob but nothing. It was like he was in a coma.

"What happened?" Gai asked

"He just passed out!"

"Huh maybe… he's 'yawn' early… 'Crash'" and Gai was passed out right next to Jacob… great.

"What the hell is it with the loud noise down here?!" Rosalie came down the stairs and saw the two passed out wolves "Oh good there dropping like flies." She smiled I hissed at her.

"ROSALIE this is serious go get Kashi and Carlisle!" she was back in seconds.

"Oh lovely 'Sigh' well we can't do anything till they wake up. At lest we also know that they sleep before labor." Kashi surges "Well let's get them to bed and get prepared… let's see we'll need a shit loud of food and medical supplies."

"I have the medical supplies covered." Carlisle informed

"Good. Come on Edward… don't worry, he'll be fine."

I picked up Jacob and just held him for a little while just looking at him, wishing he didn't have to go down such a dangerous path, but I guess it's too late for that. I'm sorry my pinecone. I nuzzled him and kissed him as I brought him to my room. I placed him gently tucking him into the new black cherry wood bed I got just for him. His thoughts were so strange all I heard was 'must sleep, sleep, sleep' it didn't sound like my Jacob… Jacob. A hand touched my shoulder and I jumped… 'I never jump.' I didn't even know anyone was coming.

"You can hear him can't you?" I looked at Kashi and nodded. "Scary isn't it? I guarantee you Gai is thinking the same thing… it's like they're in an animal state of mind. Like their wolf instincts just kick in just to survive {Phasing when threatened} and too reproduce. Like any other animal, and we too have instances like that… let's go, we need to go 'shopping'… and, I want to talk to you." I gave one last kiss and I followed.

When we got out side Emmett was honking a horn to a… 18-Wheller?

"Kashi? Do we really need to get this much food?" Kashi snickered

"No it's what's in the 18-wheller I need."

"Eddy its freaking sweet! Can we get one?" Emmett pleaded. Kashi diapered and I hear a very loud engine start 'oh gods it's a vehicle.'

"NO… HOW?… IS THAT A TANK!?"

"Yep, I fixed her up so she meets road regulations. You know… seat belts, speed, and no missals."

"OH GOD, AND NO YOU CAN'T HAVE ONE!" Emmett pouted

"Don't get your panties in a bunch, I notified the police, and I have papers. When you get inside I promise you'll change your mind." Oh was I surprised. It looked like the inside of any minivan you see now a days.

"Wow it's roomy."

"Oh Eddy can I come too?"

"You ok with hearing a sappy story?" Kashi asked and Emmett nodded "Ok lets go." and we started to drive fast to gods knows were. "Well let's just say if Gai didn't come and gave me a purpose to keep living. I don't know where I would be right now. Jacob did the same for you. He made your life less lonely and easier to bear."

~Somewhat of a story time~

"At first I didn't like Gai, he just wouldn't leave. He kept saying that 'he couldn't leave, that I'm the resin he's here.' So I let him live with me, it's not like I could just kick him out, he had nowhere to go and he couldn't remember anything. I started working as a teacher again to support him and he'd do little things like clean or bring me my 'lunch' to work… of course I think he did that to just make the other teachers jealous… he'd always wore the skimpiest outfits to the school none the less."

"One day when I came home I found him asleep on the kitchen floor so I brought him to bed. He was still asleep when I went to work the next morning and he didn't bring me my lunch that day. He wouldn't wake, I was getting worried so I stayed by his side. He woke 2 days later, and walked right by and didn't even glance at me. I followed him to a pasture… he didn't phase he just killed the cows as a human and eat 3 of them. When he was finished, he looked at me but it's as if he wasn't really there… but that didn't matter because when that scent hit me, that's all I wanted. I don't really remember what I did but that smell kept getting better, until the scent of Gai's normal mulchy smell brought me back… and I saw what I did. He was asleep again but his entire lower body was bruised, cut, bloody, broken. I was the one that did that to him. I brought him home and took him care of him, and waited for him to wake up again, if he woke up again. His body was healing as he sleeper but not nearly as fast as normal. When he finally woke 3 days later, the first thing he said was 'Kashi I hurt.' It was all my fault, for not controlling myself, for not protecting him. At that time I finally realized that I do care for Gai and I'd try my hardest to protect him even if it costs me my life, I'd be there for Gai.

~ T^T ~

"Edward you have to promise me that you'll try to control yourself. Remember that it's Jacob and that you don't want to hurt him, that you can't hurt him." 'It's too hard to see the one you love get hurt by your own hands… it's too hard to bear.' Kashi said in his thoughts and I listened.

"I will. I can't bear to think of possibly hurting him. Kashi, you're worried about what will happen to Gai aren't you?"

"I don't like bringing him down a dark tunnel, and not know what will be waiting for us on the other side… that's why we're here now to brighten up your own tunnel, so you don't have to go through it alone."

"That had to be the saddest thing I ever heard" Emmett pretended to sob "Don't worry guys you have me and the rest of the family by your side too!"

"Thanks Emmett." Kashi and I thanked him. Right were not in this alone we have are family too, they'll always be there for us. We'll get through this… Jacob.

~Me~

OMG well there's a baby on the way and baby making on the way! That will be one busy day for are Twilight pales and me, if I can stop procrastinating. ^-^