Author Note: Thank you to my beta Fanpireish

Chapter 11

BPOV

I sat at the bar for God knows how long. I probably should have gone back to the estate after my chat with Rose- it would have been the smart thing to do. Guess I'm not so smart tonight. The club was now open and in full swing. I only had two drinks, slowly nursing them. I had been thinking more than anything. I was conflicted and had mixed emotions about, well everything. Rose gave me a lot to think about.

I wanted so bad to keep my earlier resolve, but found that I couldn't. I deliberated what I could do next. Then light bulbs went off. Alice. Rose talked about the bond Alice and Edward had. Edward had done a lot for Alice, meaning Alice would do anything for Edward. It definitely explained Alice dressing her up and all the pep talks. Going to club tonight. Pretending to be Edward's girl.Alice wouldn't have done any of it, unless Edward asked. Well, maybe…. There was a possibility Alice actually wanted to befriend me, regardless of Edward. Her also being Jasper's wife could make her want to be friends with me.

Regardless of why Alice wanted to be befriend me, she apparently genuinely wanted my friendship. I could use it to me advantage to find out if what Rose said was true and see if there was this other side of Edward. I could also find out more about the mob organization and hopefully make a better judgement of this life. I finished my drink and knew I should leave, but couldn't quite find the will power to do so. I opted to watched the girls. I'm a lesbian by no means, but you have to admire the athletic ability of some of the girls. Not just anyone could do the routines and tricks they were doing. I was content to watch before someone interrupted me.

"Hello beautiful." Came from a voice that I didn't recognize.

I turned to see an average looking man, who looked to be about in his early thirties.

"Not interested." I said flatly after looking away.

"You wanna play hard to get? That's cool. How about I buy you a drink."

"Not interested." I said sternly, not looking at him.

"Hey baby, don't be like that." He said inching closer.

I looked him dead in the eye and said, "If you know what is good for you, you won't take a step closer." He was pissing me off and I just wanted to be left alone.

I noticed in the corner of my eye Garrett talking on the phone. They had been staying in the shadows, but not unware of what was going on.

"Sugar…."

I could feel myself slipping. If this guy didn't leave me alone, I wouldn't be responsible for my actions. "Listen, there are several reasons you should just walk away-"

He cut me off. "What was those be?"

I then saw Jasper approaching. "Well, there's one reason."

The man turned around and was meet with Jasper throwing his head against the bar.

"What the fuck!"

"I believe the lady has made it clear she doesn't want to bothered." Jasper seethed.

"I thought she was just being a tease!"

"I hate you fuckers the most. The ones that can't take no for the answer! And you're a dumb fucker for picking her out of all the girls you could mess with."

"I don't know she was yours! Alice is yours and didn't know you already got a side piece."

I then heard an audible crunch followed by cries of pain.

"You have got to be one of the dumbest cocksuckers known to man. She's not mine. She's-"

Before he could finish a velvety voice took over. "She's mine." I turned to see Edward with cold, hard eyes.

"I didn't know! I didn't know!" The screamed out.

"Well you should have." Edward then turned to me. "Did he touch you?" His voice was still firm, but had a softer undertone.

"No, he just wouldn't leave me alone." I said flatly, sounding bored. Did I feel bad that they obviously already had one broken bone? No. I told him to leave me alone. Did I want him to die? No.

Edward nodded to Jasper and then I heard another crunch with more screams.

"This is your only warning. You come within ten feet of her ever again, you won't be walking away." Edward then nodded to some approaching men and they hauled the man away. I noticed his wrists were bent at an unnatural angle, but I couldn't bring myself to feel bad.

"Are you okay?" I hear Edward ask. I turned to him and was meet with questioning eyes. He looked pissed, but their was another emotion I couldn't place…. He almost looked at me like he cared? No…. Edward doesn't care, at least not emotionally. He only cares how people can benefit him. But you have to admit the whole protective, dominance thing is a turn on. Shut up! Come on, you know it makes it your horny. Shut the fuck up.

"Peachy." I said sounding different.

"I don't even get a thank you." He said with a smug look.

"Nope." I replied, trying to be appear bored.

"How about a kiss?"

Hold up…. What the fuck? "Excuse me?" I sounded pissed. Good.

"We need to keep this believable. People are watching after all."

I rolled my eyes.

He inched closer to me. I was still sitting on the bar stool and what he did next surprised. He grabbed my legs open and brought them around his hips. Before I could fully process what was happening, his lips were crashing down on mine.

I hated myself even more since I found myself kissing him back. His touch was intoxicating. My body betrayed me as I found myself wanting all of him. He broke away and I found myself panting. Fuck!

"By the way, you look sinful in that dress." He whispered in my ear as I tried to get my breathing under control.

He smirked and was clearly amused by the effect he had on me. I was dazed momentarily. Edward signaled Jacob and Garrett over while I sat there completely speechless at what just happened.

"Mr. Masen has instructed for you to be escorted back to the estate." Garrett stated.

I didn't say anything or put up a fight. I followed them out to the car and could sense that Edward was beside me, but I never looked at him. When we got to the car, I immediately got in and still refused to look at Edward. He didn't get into the car with me though. Garrett and Jacob got in and we rode in silence.

I replayed in my mind what just happened. And now you totally want to jump his bones. No I don't. You sure? You were awfully responsive to that kiss. I was playing the part. Just going along with role. I don't think so… I think you enjoyed it. No! If we were in private, I would have broken his jaw. The only thing broken would have been the nearest piece of furniture you rode him on. SHUT THE FUCK UP!

I was mad, but I was mad at myself. I felt like crying I was so angry. Before I knew it we were back at the estate. I didn't wait for Garrett or Jacob to get the door. I just wanted to be in my room and away from everyone. I knew Jacob and Garrett were trailing behind me like the good, little guard dogs they were. I didn't want to look at Jacob. What happened with Edward tonight went against everything I had told Jacob previously.

When I got to my room, I locked the door not bothering to say goodnight to either Jacob or Garrett. I immediately stripped down and got in the shower. I could smell him on me and wanted to get it gone. My skin still burned from his touch and I could taste him in my mouth.

I tried my best to get lost in the hot water running over me, but couldn't. It was like Edward's presence was all around me. My core ached wanting a release. He had gotten me all hot and bothered, and now I couldn't shake it. I hitched my leg up and began stroking my clit. I added two fingers inside myself while I stroked and the entire time I pictured Edward. My walls began to clench and I screamed out Edward's name during my release. After I came down from my high, the guilt washed over me.

Shit. I just masturbated while thinking of Edward. Told you that you wanted to jump his bones….

I didn't even bother arguing with myself. I got out of the shower, dried off, and threw on some clothes. I lay bed and willed sleep to overtake me. It didn't. I then thought about my earlier conversation with myself about Alice. I should try to get to know her and see if what Rose said earlier was true. Also maybe spending time with her will help me decide what to do about this mob lifestyle. I also would really like to spend time away from the estate. It was late so I decided to text her.

Hey, I think maybe we got off on the wrong foot. How do feel about going out to lunch tomorrow?-B

Even if she was awake, she may not respond. The last time we spoke, I had screamed at her and threw a bitch fit. My phone then alerted me to a text message.

I would really like that. I know the perfect café we can go to. Meet in your office at 11:30?- A

Sounds like a plan. See you then. -B

A sense of calm washed off me and I drifted off to sleep.

I woke up later than expected. I groaned and felt like rolling over and sleeping longer. None the less, I forced my butt up. After getting ready for the day, I headed to the lab to work on some the samples I collected yesterday. I knew I wouldn't be able to get through all of them today because after lunch with Alice, I would have to head back the club to examine the next round of girls. Quarter after eleven approached quickly and headed back to my room. I grabbed a dress to change into later at the club. Only reason I even considered it was because of Rose yesterday. I opted to find a dress here since I had few more options that were a little more modest. I didn't plan on staying long after I examined the girls, but depending on how lunch with Alice went, I may want to talk with Rose again. I picked out a cocktail dress that was a little fancy for a strip, but would have to do.

I went to my office to meet Alice and also grab the files of the girls I would be seeing today. After gathering what I needed, I heard a knock on the door. I assumed it was Alice, but was surprised to see that it was Jasper.