Guys i am really sorry for this author's note but it's important, do read and comment...
Now in the review section someone asked regarding that tasha thing which i have brought up in the first chapter..
well guys that had nothing to do with the story or it's plot, it was just a thing that was stored in abhijeet sir's heart and he wanted to vent it out..even the whole first chapter is somewhere or the other not related to the story it was just for introducing the story with a bang ;)
Actually the main point is i had the plot in my mind from quite a long time but i was hesitant to pen it down, but later after seeing so many stories with so many plots that seemed controversial i decided to write it.
First chapter is actually my favourite chapter of the whole story, i have read it many times and i still get tears in my eyes after reading it...but the point is it took me quite a good effort to fit that in the story, i just wanted to show it, i had to amend my plot a bit(although the plot now is completely different from what i had in my mind in the beginning).
We have all seen that abhijeet sir is not the one who very easily expresses his feelings and emotions, we have seen this many a times as mostly when something bad comes in their lives abhijeet sir remains composed and believes in hiding his feelings. He is a person who usually hides his problems from others, and is always ready to help them in any situation. In first chapter i showed him breaking down and calling daya sir to express his feelings but in that situation too, he called daya sir, because he knew daya was not there at his home. It was matter of chance that he actually dialed Acp sir's number because of vision problem.
Now the conversion between Abhijeet sir and Acp sir is not related to the story or the ongoing incident but it is highly based on my feeling regarding the relation between other officers and abhijeet, and there feeling about each other. Like abhijeet sir mentioning tasha's death incident, this epi or scene had affected me a lot as i have always seen tasha and abhijeet sir as brother and sister, and when abhijeet sir at that time when tasha got shot was just standing their and looking, i felt in me that he could have done something and saved her. That is my personal view and what abhijeet sir said to acp sir, was something he had deep down inside his heart, according to me he was affected to such an extent that he thought that others too blamed him for her death. It was just his view..
Now regarding those NAFRAT dialogues, well abhijeet sir was in great pain at that time, he just knew that no one was with him, he was missing daya sir and wanted to be with him, the pain he bore for all that time was so much, the things he heard from the team broke his heart so much that he just knew that he was not a person whom anybody would love...that is because of his loneliness, hurt, pain and guilt.
Now Acp sir's harsh dialogues about which i gave a clue in 2 chapter, is again something i feel. Acp sir i have felt has love, affection and trust for abhijeet sir but at the same time he cannot forget that abhijeet sir had lost his memory...This is something i have come to believe over the years as Acp sir's trust over daya sir, freddy sir, even all the other officers is much more that abhijeet sir, as he always suspects him more if he is trapped. In case of others and Daya sir he is much more lenient and is ready to help them, but again we have all seen that in abhijeet sir's case he is never there to help him. This is what i believe and that is the reason it was easy for me to show Acp sir like this.
I know Acp sir loves abhijeet sir a lot and even trusts him with his duties and missions (like in abhijeet in coma, we saw a great example of abhijeet-acp bond) but somewhere i have felt when abhijeet sir is trapped he is the one who suspects him the most and leaves him alone too. But that is what trust is all about, acp sir has such an unusual trust on abhijeet sir that he knows abhijeet sir has the power to pull himself out of any mess alone.
I think i have answered all my as well as your questions.
Now since most of the people have guessed what will be happening next i want you all, all the reviewers and silent readers also to tell me whether you agree with this or not. ( review on this after reading the next chapter) I mean here about daya's rashness...
and regarding that PM thing i was just joking yaar.. ;).. yes i am angry and i am still angry but i will not pm the next chapter, either i will or i will not post it, that depends on your reviews...
I don't think i will be able to complete the story in any circumstances before leaving, but i will surely try to leave it on a point from where it would be easy for you as well as for me to continue..
Thank you for your co-operation, do read it...
