"Ally...I'm still not over you," he says.
I stand up, this is the least I'd expect out of Austin. This can ruin his career, well, him being on The Bachelor! I think for a while. Does this mean I have to choose now, the one I cannot live without. I love him, and I want us to be together again but...I can't do that to him.
"Well, I am," I say. I regret that, I'm not, but I don't want him to have a bad name around here. He looks confused and then smirks.
"Ally, I've read your songbook you left here. I know that you still like me," he says.
"Well, I've had a change of thought the last day. Besides, I, am, um, with...Elliot! Yes, Elliot," I say smiling. Great Ally another lie.
He looks at me, our eyes locked together and then I quickly look away. Does he know, does he know that I just want to keep him safe, that I don't want to ruin his life?
"Austin, I just want you to be safe, if I get back together with you again, you'll have a bad name around here! I'm sorry Austin, but I don't like you anymore. You should've came back and said so instead going through all this...crazyness! I'm sorry," I say turning my back towards him.
"Ally, I'll be safe, I will as long as I'm with you," he says.
I turn around and we are face to face. I want to kiss him but that would be nonsense right now. I close my eyes for a while and then open them again. I sit down on the couch and then a few seconds later Austin sits next to me. "Austin, I wish all of this would've never happened," I say. "About us being married, it just...ruined our lives. Your on a messed up show, and I'm...caught inbetween," I add.
"Ally, if that never happened...I would be with some other girl like ,Kira," he says.
I look over to him, my eyes are watery and I half smile and half frown. Then I shake my head, "Austin, you should get going now," I manage to say through a choked throat.
"I'll go, if you want me to," he says.
"Go! Please, I don't want you here, I hate you! I don't like you anymore! That was like two and half years ago, Austin!" I turn around and yell at him.
I don't bother to turn around and watch him leave the room and go outside. But when I hear the turn on the doorhandle, tears start spilling out of my eyes and I turn around to see the door closing and then a click. No more Austin, no more anything. I guess thats it. Its Elliot... I drop my bags and then cover my eyes with my hands.
After five minutes I look over to couch and see something. One of those fancy necklaces. I Pick it up and then I notice its a locket, I open it and then it has a engravement in there.
I loved you, even when we were apart.
Love,
Austin.
Was this for me? If I would've said yes, would he have given this to me? Of course I would've said yes, but...I wanted him safe. Safe from me. I clip it arpund my neck and then I can smell the light scent of Austin's collogane of the chain. Was he wearig this? A light giggle slips from my mouth and I wipe my eyes dry again and then laugh a little. If only he knew how I actually felt...
Austin's P.O.V.
I go back to the hotel and then I stomp into my room. I find the remaining girls, four left...Jacinda, Emma, Rachel, and Anna. I frown and then smile a little.
"Go thing, Austie! Are legs are better from our...bungee jumping date," Emma says flipping her hair.
"So, I think we'er all set to go, lets get going back to L.A." Rachel says smiling.
I nod my head and then they all leave my room. I sit down on the bed after they leave and then look around the room. Haven't unpacked at all. I shove my hands in my coat pocket. Something was missing. The locket. I look everywhere. In my pants pockets in my coat pockets and on my neck. No where! Could she have found it? I shrug, its not like it matters to her anymore, for all I know she could've burned it by now!
All I can think about right now is...Ally. If only she knew what I really felt about her and not that I still like her now. But that I've liked her forever...
Ally's P.O.V.
I begin to sing, sing what my heart feels likes and wants, but will never happen until I'm with Austin...
Every night in my dreams Near... Love can touch us one time Near... You're here
I see you, I feel you
That is how I know you go on.
Far across the distance
And spaces between us
You have come to show you go on
Far...
Wherever you are
I believe that the heart does go on
Once more...
You open the door
And you're here in my heart
And my heart will go on and on
And last for a lifetime
And never let go till we're gone
Love was when I loved you
One true time I hold to
In my life we'll always go on
Far...
Wherever you are
I believe that
The heart does go on
Once more...
You open the door
And you're here in my heart
And my heart will go on and on
There's nothing I fear
And I know that
My heart will go on
We'll stay
Forever this way
You are safe in my heart
And my heart will go on and on
I begin to cry again, maybe its Austin I want and Elliot that should be my best friend. I hear a click of the front door open.
"Ally?" a fimilar voice says. Elliot...
I hope this is a longer one? Please tell me if it was long enough or not, if not I'll make a longer one next chapter. Thanks for all the reviews. I would'nt have been able to do this without you guys ad your positive feedback!
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