ok so this chapter is short, i was just lazy, so i decided to write something short, i'll try tomorrow, read! (: and the random bits of Lady GaGa's nothing else i can say, ya i just though they fit the situation that's all...

" J-James?" he asked, still shocked at who the late night intruder was.

James gave him a sad smile, sniffling his nose, before stepping closer to Logan, " Can I come in?", he asked.

Logan was still surprised but he stepped aside any way. "James what are you doing here?" he asks. James doesn't say anything for a few seconds, he looks up at Logan, " Can we talk?" he asks…..

They sit at the diner table, in a very awkward silence, the pouring rain falling on the windows. James circles his finger around the cup of coffee Logan gave him. Logan clears his throat, " So do you mind telling why you're here?" he asks, breaking the awkward silence.

James looks up at him, he opens his mouth but no words come out, he try's a few times but still nothing. "James did something happen?" asks Logan once again. James looks at him with hurt sad eyes, he nods his head slowly. " Than?…James seriously what's the matter?" pleads Logan.

James doesn't answer, instead he reaches for his coat pocket. Logan notices this and watches curiously. James slips his hand out of his pocket, and slowly brings his hand up to the table, he hold's something in his closed fist, but Logan can't make out what it is.

James slowly slides his hand across the table, his closed fist facing down, his arm reaches across towards smaller boy, he slowly turns his balled up fist, opening his fingers slowly. Logan stares down at the golden locket in James's hand.

He looks up at James, than back down at the necklace. He slowly takes the necklace out of his hand, and brings it closer to his face, he observes it, running his thumb over the diamond letters. He puts the key between his thumb and index finger, with a shaky hand he takes the key placing it in the key hole, he twists the key, the little golden heart opens, as soon as he sees that picture, so many memories come flashing back. He breaths in heavily shutting his eyes hard.

He opens his eyes slowly, looking up at James who is watching him with a pained look. " You kept it?" he breaths out. James nods his head, " It was to hard to let it go" he says. They fall into silence, Logan looking down at the necklace.

Logan closes the little heart, running his fingers once more over the letters, he clenches the necklace in his fist, and snakes it towards James, he drops it near the coffee cup. " Why are you here James?" he asks again. James gulps, " The truth? He asks, Logan nods his head. " I miss you Logie" he breaths out.

"Boy, we've had a real good time and I wish you the best on your way, eh, eh"

Logan is taken back by James's confession, it takes a few seconds till it fully sets in. " J-James…please don't" his words break, as tears threaten to fall. James doesn't even care anymore, he let's all the tears he's been holding back fall, he props his elbows on the table, and covers his eyes with his shaking hands. "I'm so sorry Logie, I-I'm so sorry" he sobs.

" I didn't mean to hurt you, I never thought we'd fall out of place, eh, eh"

Logan lets a few tears fall, as he watches James. " James please don't make this harder than it already is" pleads Logan. James looks up at him, his tears falling from his eyes onto the table, " I l-love y-you" he sobs, his body trembling. Logan can't say anything, he feels like someone knocked the wind out of him, he feels paralyzed, after seven years of knowing absolutely nothing from James he still has feelings for Logan.

" James I'm with Kendall" he says slowly. James shakes his head as more tears fall.

" Not that I don't care about you, just that things got so compliqué, eh, eh"

" I met somebody cute and funny, got each other and that's funny, eh, eh"

" Logie d-id you f-forget what we had?" he asks in a shaky voice. Logan starts, " Of course not James…but you have too understand that I just don't feel that way anymore" he says. The only sounds heard are the falling rain and James's sobs.

After a few minutes James's sobs quiet down, he's now breathing heavily. "James, you have to move on…you can't keep beating yourself up over this teenage relationship we had…it's been 7 years James, I think that by now you should be over this, it's not healthy you're only hurting yourself." says Logan.

James looks up at Logan, with hurt stinging eyes, " I've tried believe me I have, but when I saw you again it was like a slap to the face….it all hit me so fast, seeing you again after not knowing anything about you for seven years, the last time I saw you was at the lake when my senior class, and your senior class celebrated there after graduations." he said, making Logan break into thought.

Flashback…

Logan's graduating class, had all decided to head over to the lake, in celebration of their success.

There were a bunch of teenagers partying on the lake, some had brought boats, jet skies you name it.

Logan was on his boyfriends Dak's boat, celebrating. Logan and Dak had met a little over a month after he and James had broken up. Logan was 17 when Dak stumbled into his world.

They had an easy attraction, and Dak fell hard for Logan, sure Logan was still hurt over James, but when he met Dak, James sort of faded into the background.

So here they were Logan and Dak celebrating with their classmates, having a blast, trying to hold on for just a little bit longer to their teenage years before they had to go into adult land.

" Logan babe, do you mind going to get the camera out of the car?" asked Dak.

Logan nodded and headed towards the parking lot. The lot was filled with a bunch of cars, most of them had " Class of 06" or something regarding the graduation.

Logan chuckled at the already drunken teens, that would stumble on the sand.

He got to Dak's truck, he locked inside but it wasn't there, so he got out shutting the door, than he made his way to the trunk.

James didn't know if he was seeing clearly, so he had to rub his eyes when he thought he saw someone familiar. James was observing the mysterious boy, he walked a bit closer, he began squinting his eyes just to make sure- oh god it's Logan.

He watches as Logan opens the trunk, bending down to reach into it. He stays like that for awhile digging through it.

What James sees next makes his blood boil, a tall good looking, shirtless guy comes up behind Logan smacking his butt. Logan jumps up startled, he looks up at the guy smiling. James feels his eyes well up in tears as Logan wraps his arms around the taller guy, leaning up to kiss him. That absolutely breaks his heart.

The last thing he remembers is Logan walking off hand and hand with Dak, before he runs home, to cry his heart out….

End of flashback…

Logan is broken out of his flash back when he feels a hand on top of his. He looks up at James.

" James I think you should go" he says, trying not to sound too rude.

James's eyes water again, " Logan p-please" he pleads.

Logan nods his head, slipping his hand from under James's.

" There's nothing else too say James".

" Eh, eh, there's nothing else I can say, eh, eh, I wish he never looked at me that way, eh, eh, there's nothing else I can say, eh, eh".

James nods understanding that there is no way Logan will take him back, he just has to face the music, and move on, maybe this is sign, maybe this is the push he needs to try something with Carlos, but there is just one thing he needs to do, just this one last time.

Logan walks him to the door.

" James I'm sorry that it didn't work out between us, but I did really love you…and it's just you broke my heart, and well I just can't, I'm with Kendall now" says Logan.

James doesn't say anything for a few seconds, " I love you Logan, and I know that it'll be hard to, but you were my first love, and I really still care about you, but I can see that it's not going to happen" he says, sadly looking to the ground.

" I'm sorry James" says Logan.

" Hey, don't be, I screwed up, I'm the one that lost something big, and I just hope that Kendall doesn't, because you're one in a million." says James, chuckling and wiping his tears off with his sleeve.

" Kendall is good, and if it would have worked out between us then we probably wouldn't have to worry about explaining things" says Logan chuckling.

" Ya there's just one thing….can I…he trails off blushing.

…Can you what?" asks Logan.

James nods his head, " Never mind it's stupid besides you'd never-Logan cuts him off.

" I'd never kiss you one last time?" he asks.

James looks at him, nodding his head.

" To see if there are any sparks left?" he asks.

James nods.

" Forgive me Kendall" he says looking up at the ceiling, then he proceeded to yank James's shirt smashing his lips on his.

James is really shocked by this, he never in a million years thought that Logan would ever kiss him again, but with their lips moving against each other brings back so many memories, Logan's lips still feel the same, warm, soft, plump….but there are no fireworks, no sparks, nothing is there.

They finally pull apart, panting, " W-wow" says James feeling his lips with his fingers.

" Ya…nothing?" asks Logan.

James gives him a sad smile, " Nothing…he says.

" I'm sorry?" says Logan, quietly.

" Don't be, but I just needed to do that one last time, just to see if there were any fireworks….but there was nothing" he says, slowly.

Logan doesn't' say anything.

" Well I should go, but thanks for at least hearing me out, Logan, and I'm really sorry for what I did too you, but it doesn't mean we can't be friends right?" he asks, hoping that they could at least have a friendship.

Logan gives him a sweet smile, " Well you're my boyfriends best friend, so I'm gonna see you weather I like it or not" he finishes chuckling.

James laughs as well, " Ya well, I just hope that you and Kendall work out…he really likes you" says James, smiling at Logan's blush.

" I really like him too, and I hope you and Carlos work out too, he's a really great guy, and he'd be lucky to have you" he says.

James smiles, " Ya Carlos is great….but can you at least keep this?" he asks taking the locket and placing it in Logan's hand, then closing it.

Logan opens his hand, staring at the necklace sitting in his palm, " James I don't kno-James cuts him off.

" Please Logan, it was yours anyway, and I just need to get it out of my life" he says almost pleading.

Logan nods his head, " Sure….well uh goodnight" he says, opening the door for James.

James smiles at him stepping out into the night, it's stopped raining by now, just drizzling a little.

James turns around one more time, " Can we keep this between us?…cause Kendall will kick my ass" he says not joking at all.

Logan nods his head quickly, " Ya, same for me, Carlos will drag me across the city" he says laughing.

James laughs as well, " Well it was good talking too you Logan…and thanks again for listening to me".

Logan smiles, " Well that's what friends are for" he says.

James gives him a small smile….ya…,friends" he says.

" Well goodnight Logan" he says.

" Goodnight James" he replies.

And with that James walks away to his car.

Logan closes his house door, leaning against it. He smiles to himself.

He looks down at the necklace, and suddenly all the nights events punch him in the face.

He sighs, running his hands through his hair, how is he going to explain this too Kendall?.

" What did I do?" he says too himself….