Big Time Love Confusion

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It was late at night now; Kendall was in bed, and James and Logan were in the living room. James seemed to be very upset about something and was obviously holding back tears.

"Kay what's up?" Logan finally asked. James turned his head to Logan, he could hold back the tears any longer and started to trickle tears.

"It's just," James started. "When you and Kendall left the room, the doctor said that he tried to commit suicide." James finished.

"It'll be okay James," Logan sat on the couch next to him. "Don't be upset about the past. Your mind is going through what if he had died. Just be happy that he didn't." Logan finished. "You know I really shouldn't tell you this but Kendall really did love you. The thought of you with someone else made him sick."

"Why are you telling me this?" James sobbed. He wiped a few tears from his eyes.

"I thought that you had a right to know, after all I was the one dating him." Logan replied.

"Well, he'll have to live without me in his life. He already ruined his chances." James said, he gave a big sigh.

"Have I ruined my chances?" Logan asked. James gave him a look. "I just don't want you to get hurt. If you ask me, you're the perfect one." Logan finished.

"I have a question for you," James started. "Why did you and Kendall go out?"

"Well, we were both upset and not over you, so, we were kind of like each others cushion." Logan replied.

"You both weren't over me?" James asked. Logan started to stammer.

"Well, you see, I still love you, and he still loved you. I was upset, I still wanted to be able to hold you, be able to touch you…be able to taste you…be able to hear you moan." Logan started.

"Is that really how you feel?" James asked and nudged a little closer.

"Yeah, it is." Logan replied and scooted a little closer. As soon as Logan turned his head, he fell into James's lips. Logan kissed James back, James continued on. Until, they finally broke apart.

"I don't mean to lead you on, I am with Clay. But when that falls through, I'll turn to you." James told him.

"Great so I'm the back-up." Logan said.

"No it's like Clay's another you," James replied. "Good night Logan,"

Sorry it's short, but I haven't had any time to really write. I probably won't update again until after next Monday.