EsPOV
Ever since we had gotten Bella home very early this morning I've been laying here with her as she sleeps soundly, I was a little worried that she was sleeping so much plus she had a little fever but Carlisle gave her something and it seems to of gone down, plus she took her blood to do a tox screen on it to see whar they had given her.
When he had gotten it back he had called my phone when he got the stuff, "they gave her a ton of rayphenol, she may be out for a while for that, plus the stuff on the rag was clorophorm which would kind of explain the fever but I put that with her being pregnant because you can get high fevers. Well good luck Hun, let me know how she's doing later." we say our goodbyes and I go back to concentrating on my Bella. She looked so peaceful sleeping next to me.I stroke her cheek softly letting her feel that I was next to her, every once in a while I'd hear her whimper softly, I'm guessing she was havin a bad dream, in which case I would jus pull her closer to me and stroke her hair.
I don't know what time she woke up but when she did, she turned slightly to smile at me and stroke my hair "wow this is a really good dream, you feel so real." she says.
I laugh softly as I roll her over and kiss her softly and say "you're not dreaming baby your home." I kiss her lightly again.
She exploded with excitement, she rolled us back over and kisses me full of desire and hunger, she hugs me tigh like she's never letting go. "Oh baby, inwas so scared and I missed you so much, please never let me go." She whimpers to me as I hold her tightly to me as I kiss all over her face, finally settling on her lips. She smiles and burries her face in my neck and takes a deep breath, I giggle and I hold baby baby tight. "You know sweetie I have my appointment with the doctor to see if this little one is a boy or a girl." She says as she rubs her stomach and making me giggle.
"I love you guys so much, I'm so glad I finaly have you two back in my arms." I kiss her gently, and feel us both melt into the kiss. When we pulled away I wrap my arms around her as I whisper sweet nothings to her as she sighs smiling and let's me stroke her body. I feel her relaxing into my touch. I was so glad they hadn't hurt her, ifthey had I think I wouldve killed them. Oh well it's nice to have my baby in my arms again.
She turns to me and asks "Baby before we go to the doctor can paint the babys room please?" smiling with a glowing look on her face. I smile as I cuddle her to my chest and play with her stomach and nod, she claps as she smiles. I giggle and cover her face with kisses as she laughs and finally I rest my lips on hers whimpering slightly because my tounue started to melt with hers. She pulls away, gasping as she smiled with tears in her eyes.
"Baby is something wrong, is the baby okay?" I ask worried as I hold her stomach softly.
She laughs as the tears spill over onto her cheeks as she says "I felt our baby move sweetie I felt it move!" she says super excited. My heart swells and ifeel myself get butterflies in my stomach at the news,
I cuddle her tight to me and say "that's great sweetie." I smile and kiss her ear. We finally get up out of bed and I kiss her softly and hold her waist softly as we kiss in the middle of our bedroom before parting. "I'm going to take a shower and then run to the store okay? Are you going to be here okay by yourself?" I look at her worriedly as I stroke her cheek.
She smiles and leans in to kiss my cheek as she says "Babe I'll be fine okay? I'll lock all the doors and everything okay?" she smiles at me and kisses me before heading off to the babys room. I smile and begin to think about our baby as I head to the shower.
BPOV
I was heading to the babys room when I started to get a little headache, I figured it was nothing and unlocked the door to the room to look at it. Esme had put the paint in here so I've never been in this room. It was nice; a brightish green carpet with blue walls and green trim, then one wall was white because I guess they hadn't gotten to it yet. This was perfect, I already had ideas for flowers and everything, but first I had to sketch it all out, i didn't want to ruin this beautiful paint job. It was worth it for my little one, who seemed to be moving around a lot.
I turn on a fan because it was getting really hot plus my back and stomach were hurting as I got done with all the flowers and butterflies, but it was well worth it, I even drew a tree on one end in the corner with leaves coming off and floating around the room, it really did look beautiful. Now I had to figure out what to do with the white wall of nothing. Suddenly I had a perfect idea, I would make a mural for our little ones, of what I didn't know, so I grab my pencil and let my emotions move me.
This was the best part of my drawing, not really seeing it until it's finished, letting your emotions completely take you over and fill you up as you draw, most of the time my eyes were closed when I drew because I knew it would ruin the emotion and amazingly it made me even better because it was pure emotion not a visual emotion.
I was almost done with the mural when I doubled over in pain I almost screamed from all the pain in my head, stomach, and back. I breathe deeply as I try not to throw up all over the pretty rug. I quickly finish the mural the best I can before running to the bathroom and throwing up everything and anything that was possibly even left in my stomach. When I was mostlydone even though I was still completely hurting almost a screaming pain I look down to see that I had been puking up blood.
I was suddenly very light headed I grab on to the tub and begin the acid in my stomach plus some more blood; I look down at the blood one last time.
Before my sight was slowly covered up in complete darkness
Es Pov
"Bella, honey are you ok in there?" I ask from behind the door. No answer. I push open the door and I was in complete shock. Bella was lying in the floor unconscious; I walk up behind her in kneel down beside her.
"Bella sweetie wake up you will get sick from lying on the cold floor." I shook her but she didn't respond.
"Bella" I was about to carry her to bed when something caught my eye, the toilet. I look in it and seen blood. Oh my god I said to myself, I pick her up and ran down stairs and out the front door. I put her in the passenger seat, run over to the driver side and got and in floored it. I had turn on my emergency blinkers, and we got to the hospital within ten minute.
I ran in carrying her, lucky I had already called Carlisle; he was standing there waiting on us.
"What happen?" He asked me as they roll Bella to a room.
"I don't know, she went into the bathroom and she was in there for a long so I when to check on her but she didn't answer me." I said and took a deep breath. "When I went in there is was on the floor unconscious, I thought she was sleeping on the floor but as I got close to her I notice the toilet and it had a lot of blood and it." I could feel myself ready to break down into tears. Carlisle notice this and he grab my hand in took me to the waiting area and told me to sit.
"Esme, call Alice and Emmett and get them down here, I don't want you to be here by yourself." He tells me, "I'm going to see what they has found; I will be back later, stay strong." And with that he left. I grab my phone in call Alice.
"Hello" she sung into the phone.
"Alice it is me, Bella is in the hospital." I tell her
"What happen?" she asks me. I tell her everything I told Carlisle
"Where are on our way, just hold on." She tells me and hangs up.
TWO HOURS LATER
I have been pacing all over this room, I can't sit down for nothing, and I miss my Bella.
"Esme, you got to sit down you are giving me a headache, pleas sit down." Alice said while grabbing my hand, pulling me to sit down. She hugs me. "It's going to be fine, just hold on." Right after she said that Carlisle came to sit down, by me taking my hand.
"She will be fine Esme, but she will need to be on bed rest until the babies are born." He tells me
"What is wrong with her?" I asked him
"She has Pneumonia mixed with bronchitis and plus the stress on her pregnancy." What did he said babies?
"Carlisle did you say babies?"
"Yes I did Esme; Bella is having twins, girls to be exact." Not only was I in complete shock, but I was speechless.
"Can I go see her?" I ask him and the only response I got was a smile.
"She is in room 103." And with that he was gone like the wind. I walk down the hall until I found her room. I open the door and saw her sleeping like an angel. I took a sit and the chair by the bed, and took her hand in mine.
"I love you sweet heart." I whisper to her. There was a knock on the door in come Alice and Emmet.
"How she?" he asks me
"Sleeping"
"Don't give up hope Esme she will be fine." Alice told me
"Yea I know" They said with me until they said there good byes
"Call us for anything, you her me" Alice said with a smile, I smile back and nod my head with that they was gone. I look up at Bella; god how much I love this woman. I thought before I close my eyes to rest.
"Esme" someone called to me "Esme wake up baby." Whoever it was started so shake my shoulder.
"No let me sleep." I said tiredly. Whoever it was starting rubbing my back and with that I when back into my dreamland.
B POV
I feel something in my hand, whatever it is holding me tight. I open my eyes in look around, where am I. Something squeeze my hand and I look and see my Esme holding my hand while she sleeps. She is my angel, as much I hate to wake her up but I need to find out where I am.
I start to call her "Esme" no response I try again "Esme wake up baby." I said while shaking her shoulder.
"No let me sleep" she said drowsy, I just rub her back while she falls back to sleep. How much I love this woman. There was a knock on the door and Carlisle came in.
"Hi Bella, how do you feel?" he asks me
"I feel a little better." I said with a smile
"Good, you can go home first thing in the morning." He said with a smile "I will leave you along, keep her safe ok,"
"I will" I tell him as he walks out the door." I look down at my wonderful wife to be, she is sleeping peaceful. I run my hands threw her hair.
"Mmmm don't stop." she tells me
"How long you been up baby?" I ask her
"Long enough"
"I guess you herd huh?" I ask her
"Yes I did, let's get some more rest and we can leave when we wake up."
"Ok" I said "But can you sleep with me?" I ask her
"Anything for you love." She tells me as she gets into bed. I turn on my side as she wraps her arms around my waist.
"Sweet dreams baby."
"Sweet dreams too you too baby." I tell her as I close my eyes falling into the depth of darkness.
The next morning
We just pull up at our house.
"Hey baby when we get in the house, you are going to lay down in get some more rest."
Oh this medicine they gave me has my hormones through the roof, my nipples are rock solid and I'm soaked. I look over to Esme and breathe on her neck and say, "I don't want rest baby I want you."
"No baby, you need rest and then sex ok?"
She carries me gently inside and set me down on the bed, I come up behind her as my tongue plays with her neck my hands go down to rub her as I moan "You know you want to babe, just let it happen."
"No baby you are suppose to be on bed rest, and plus we might hurt the twins." she tells me while I sneak into her panties as I hear her breathing get heavier I smile and see she was about to crack.
I moan softly as if she was playing with me and not me playing with her "Oh Esme baby it feels so good."
"Mmmm it does but no." she said while taking my hand out of her panties. "Lie down and get some rest Bella"
I pout and turn on my side so she couldn't see me. I pout and say "My Esme don't love me no more."
"Bella you are not being fair, you know I love you." She tells me "If you think I don't love you then I want be giving you any for a whole month."
I turn around and kiss her neck roughly
"What was that for princess?" She asks me
I smile and say "I need my baby now please."
"You are very naughty baby, but I'm so sorry my answer is still no."
I frown but then look up at her with a devious grin; I hug her to me as I begin to lick the back of her ear knowing it drove her crazy. I moan to her "Please baby, please your babies want this all 3 of us," I could feel myself dripping on the sheets I was so wet.
"Mmmmm Bella we can't, you don't need any stress?" She look at me in the eyes. "We don't need for you to go back and see Carlisle, so no means no."
"Then call him baby please now it's ok I'm not stressed and it won't stress me please baby." I say as I continue licking her.
"Mmmm Bella that is not fair, fine I will call him." She said as she reach for her cell phone, to call him.
I smile and begin to play with her breasts as she called him.
He picks up on the second ring, "Some is everything okay?" He asks I smile and begin to tweak her nipples to see if she can speak while I'm playing with her.
"Yes everything is fine Carlisle; I just need to ask you some questions?" She said trying not to moan.
"Is it about her medicine, because it'll give her a very high and strong libido for a while?" I smile and begin to put my hands down there letting them message her.
She moved my hands, "Carlisle is there any way to …you know have sex?" She asks him.
I can hear him chuckle, I begin to put my hands back only harder this time and brushing her clit she's that persistent huh? I figured she would give in a long time ago. "Yes there is and any position she's comfortable really it shouldn't matter but if something hurts switch or stop, and don't blow air into the vagina that'll cause big problems. Other than that you're fine to do as you please."
"Ok Carlisle, thank you." She said and hang up. "Bella we are going to do this my way or there no sex at all."
I nod very quickly and say "Ok baby anything you want"
"Ok lay on you back and enjoy the ride baby." She said to me
I nod quickly and smile because I was going to get my way. I moan and reach for her to give her a kiss.
She kisses me back, while I remove both of our clothes; she kisses down to my breast. She started rolling my nipple in her hand, while she starts sucking on the other one.
I moan softly as she does this, I close my eyes and let her do what she wants to me, I could feel myself leaking onto the bed I was so wet, I couldn't wait for her to be down there.
Esme pov
I leave her breast along and go down to her stomach kiss all around it. "I love you so much my babies." I tell the twins, kiss her stomach. I go down lower to lick her folds.
She moans loudly and I begin to play with her breasts as I was teasing her clit. She moans "Baby how wet am I?"
"Mmmm very very wet baby". I started sucking on her clit.
She moans louder as I move my hands down to her center to help me, I put my tongue in her pussy as she plays with her nipples.
I pull back giving her an evil smile, "Are you ready baby?" I ask her
"Es…yes yes baby oh god yes." She moans to me begging me to make her cum.
"Good" I said to her as I mounted her, out clits was touching each other, I start moving my hips slowly.
She moans loudly and arch away from me "It feels so good baby." She started to thrust with me and let her breasts bounce for me "fucking hell baby don't stop" She pant.
"Bella stay still or I will stop" I said while stop moving my hips "Understand me?" I ask her.
She sigh heavily as while try to stay still. I was making love to her so damn hard, she was beginning to swear and I was hearing her and me panting together made it so much better... she moan "Baby I'm clllossseeee"
I know baby stay still. I start grinding again but faster she wasn't the only one who was about to come.
She moan and saying "Baby please harder harder"
I do what she asks of me, I push down so hard on our clits I saw stars. I kept it going, "Bella I can't take it no more." I tell her
She grabs my ass and grinds us as hard as she could. I could hear her hyperventilating as she come down from her orgasm
"Mmmm Bella that was amazing baby." I tell her while I pull her into me "Baby are you ok?"
She nod and gasp give...me a sec
"Shit Bella I forgot you have bronchitis, I knew we shouldn't have done that." I said as I started to panic.
She calms down slowly and cuddles into me and says "Baby I'm fine, it was just a little lung attack." she chuckling and cuddling into your chest
"Bella no more sex ok until after you have the kids." I tell her
"But baby I pout please can we not as often but still because my bronchitis will get better and the babies will be here in four months and I don't know if I can wait that long."
"I don't know baby this is a little bit risky. I will think about it, but no promises."
She nods and begins kissing me softly as she say, "Now what about me fucking you?" She says as her finger circles my nipple slowly and she kisses my neck.
"I'm good baby don't worry about me ok." I tell her
She looks at me and wrap her fingers in my hair, she say, "I never made love to you sweetly and slowly like I've wanted, please let me have this one moment to show you how much I love and care for you." She leans in super slow knowing how much I love it and barely touch my lips with hers.
"Nnnoo baby I'm gggood ppromise"
She smiles and then does something I've never seen her do before. She stares right into my eyes while her hands play with my ears and neck. She says "You are becoming puddie in my hands let me make love to you." She repeats this over and over again.
"Mmmm fine for now baby, make love to me please." I beg her
Smiling she begins to kiss my lips lightly, letting it get deeper when she uses her hands to stroke my stomach and sides.
"Mmmm more baby, please I need more."
She smiles and say "Now Esme baby I wana go slow ok?" she kisses me again and let her tongue explore my amazing mouth as her fingers traced my nipples just the way I love it.
"But but mmmm Bella."
"Shhh" she hushes me softly as she begin to kiss down my neck and play there for a while, while her hands were palming my breasts gently.
"Mmmm Bella you don't need to be doing this."
She smile and has this…what game she was trying to play look on her face. She moans in my ear "You don't want this baby?" She says as she sticks a finger in my folds and massaging them before going back to what she was doing before.
"Baby …wwe…can't do this we will hurt the babies."
I could tell she start to get offended. I could see the questions on her face; did she really not want me to do this? Was I too fat or ugly that she didn't want me to make love to her? She was so paranoid and it was getting the best of her, even though I know it was her hormones but she get up out of bed and puts her rive on quickly and go to the babies room.
When she gets up and leave I just stayed in the bedroom. I sigh and when to look for her after a put some clothes on. "Bella why you leave like that?" I ask her
When she saw me, she lost it, She began crying hysterically and I couldn't understand anything She was saying "D ddoo you n n no ot lo o ove m me? A am I t to o o fat t o or w what? W why won j nt you l le me m ma ak e lo ove t to y you."
"Baby you are not fat and yes I love you, but you remember what I told you? you have to stay on your back. Or you could of hurt the babies, Do you understand baby?" I said as I held her in my arms.
She kept sobbing into my as her mind reels with the negative thoughts, they won't stop it's so bad "I want to cut again but I can't..." Her breathing quickens and I can see a panic attack starting and it wasn't going to stop.
Oh god she is going to have a panic attack, I pull her up making her stand in front of me. "Bella, princess please breath take a deep breath there go, baby listen to me you are the most beautiful person and the world you know I will never lie to you."
She couldn't calm down she was too far gone, "I was thinking of Edward and how I was going to tell him these were his kids and if I lost them forever along with Esme..." I couldn't take it... I began crying hard while still hyperventilating on her.
"Shit Bella baby look at me please, Bella BELLA?
She lie down on the floor and try and calm herself down, it was working slowly but she just needed time to calm down.
"Bb Bella baby shhh calm down I'm here talk to me please."
She was about to say something to me when we hear a knock on the door, that calms her immediately and she look up at me scared of who it was going to be.
"Sshhh baby say down calm yourself, keep breathing in and out, I will go see who it is." I said as I walk out the room to the front door. I open the door...
"Hello Esme is Bella here?" he asks me