Don't worry guys (: Jake will come back (: We can't have our best couple separating for good now can we (: I don't think so.

Disclaimer: Nope, I still don't own anything.

Jake POV

I felt so bad for leaving Bella, but I didn't have any other choice. I wanted her to be happy, but I had to help my dad out. I couldn't do both. I had planned on marrying her one day, but I don't know if I would be able to keep my promise. We were Senior's this year.

I knew Bella wanted to go to a big fancy college, and I wouldn't be able to give that to her. She needed to find a cool, rich husband. She was too good for me anyways.

I left her crying in the rain and I don't know where she went after that. All I know is that I'm pretty sure I broke her heart.

Bella POV

I woke up in The Rabbit. Suddenly, everything came rushing back to me. Jake told me that he didn't want to be with me. My tears started flowing again and I rolled over so I was facing the back of the seat. I curled up against it and cried until no more tears would come.

I didn't leave The Rabbit. I never would. I didn't care about school or home or even Charlie if I wasn't with Jake through it all. I loved him. I still do. I stayed there the whole day and I fell asleep there again.

But the next time I woke up, I was in my bed. How did I get here? Well, obviously somebody brought me here. I sat up and saw a note on my bedside table. I opened it and it said:

Bells, I had to work. Don't leave the house.

Don't do anything stupid please.

–Dad.

That's insulting. Why would I do something stupid? I sighed. Whatever. I lay back down and went back to sleep.

I woke up and the clock said 5. I missed Jake. I snuggled up with my pillow that smelled faintly like him. I started crying and I started beating up my pillow like it was his face. I flopped back down and started sobbing. I didn't stop even when Charlie came in and started rubbing my back awkwardly.

"It's okay Bells. It's going to be okay." He whispered, trying to soothe me.

It only made me cry harder. I felt like there was a giant gaping hole in my chest. It hurt. I didn't know what to do without Jake. He was my best friend and I loved him. I wish I could see him. I think he hates me. I wonder why.

Jake POV

God, Jake you are so freaking stupid. I hope you know that. You love a girl and you know she loves you back, and what do you do? You tell her to get lost. What an idiot. I shouldn't have called Charlie to come and get her. I should have pulled her out of my car and taken her to my room and held her until she woke up.

And when she woke up, I should have let her beat me up as much as she wanted. Then, when she was done, I would apologize. Yeah, why didn't you do that Jake? Now you just let her go and she probably hates you.

I picked up the phone and dialed her number. "Hello?" Charlie answered.

"Charlie. How is she?" I asked, cautious.

"She isn't doing so great, Jake. What did you say to her?" he asked, trying to understand.

"I told her I couldn't date her or see her or be friends with her or anything anymore." I said, guilty.

"Well, why in the hell did you say that?" he asked, exasperated.

"Because, I don't deserve her and I can't give her the future she wants. She should be dating someone like Mike Newton." I was sulking.

"Jake, she likes you. Don't you get it? Bella isn't the type of girl who is just going to go out and find a new guy just because her old one told her to get lost. And I hope you know, she's still crying right now. Why don't you come over here and talk to her?" he said.

I sighed; I didn't want to see her. She's too good for me. "I already told you, Charlie. She deserves better."

"I don't know anyone who is as good as you, let alone better." Charlie said, sincerely.

"Alright, fine. I will come over in an hour." I said, conceding.

Charlie POV

I didn't know what to do for my little girl. She's been up in her room all day, crying. I had nothing to do. So I called Jake. I'm not sure if that was the right thing to do or not, but I did it anyways.

I decided not to tell Bells that he was coming over. I don't think it would do her any good until he actually got here. I cleaned and tried my best to cook, but I didn't have anything that could take my mind off of Bella going through pain.

I remember when she was little, her first word was 'dada'. I taught her how to walk and read. I even taught her how to tie her shoes. Renee was always at work, so I took care of her. How did I let this happen?

One day, they were sitting on the couch, watching TV together or skipping school and climbing through her bedroom window together. The next day, Bella is lying in his car crying and they break up. Were they even dating in the first place? Charlie, why are you even worrying about stuff like that?

The doorbell rang and I raced to get it. Jake was standing on the porch, looking as sad as I have ever seen him.

Jake POV

I really didn't want to be here. She was going to hate me I bet. I rang the door bell nonetheless and Charlie opened it, looking almost happy.

"She's upstairs." Was all he said. I nodded and took the stairs two at a time.

I got up there and lightly knocked on the door. I didn't get an answer, but I went in anyways. She was curled up in the tightest ball I have ever seen and she stared blankly ahead like that was the only thing she knew how to do.

"Bells?" I asked softly.

She slightly moved her head and I saw that her cheeks and nose were bright red from crying and she moved like she was afraid she might break a bone. I walked carefully to her, judging by her reaction.

"I'm sorry." I said, still trying to be quiet.

She sat up slowly and just looked at me. "I don't want to be played with Jake. If you really mean it, then come give me a hug. But if you're just kidding, then just walk out the door and never look back." Her eyes were daring me to do the latter.

I walked to her, sat on the bed and pulled her into my arms.

Bella POV

I started crying as Jake walked into my room and hugged me. I gripped his shirt like I never wanted to let go, which was exactly the case.

He pulled me into his chest as I bawled my eyes out and he just held me the whole time. Once I was all cried out, I hit him as hard as I could across the cheek. He head snapped to the side and he rubbed his cheek like it hurt. I hoped it did. But it was kind of a lost cause because I just kissed his cheek after that.

"I missed you Jake." I whispered.

"I missed you too." He said into my hair.

"Why would you leave me?" I asked, pulling away.

"Because I'm not good enough for you Bells." He said.

I started laughing and I didn't stop until I started coughing from it. I was laughing so hard that I started crying again.

"What's so funny?" he asked.

I started laughing once more before saying, "You're the best person that I know of on this earth, Jake. You don't have to worry about being good enough for me. If anything, I'm not good enough for you." I said, trying not to start laughing again.

He smiled and shook his head. "Bells, you really need a shower. What's it been, 3 days now?"

"No! I just took one…" I thought back, "3 days ago." I muttered. He laughed and pulled me out of bed.

He kissed me on the lips and let me go to the bathroom.