The next thing I knew, I was back in my room, I didn't even remember going there or anything about the trip. No matter what I did, it always seemed to be going wrong. Perhaps getting a meister partner would help, but...who here could I actually believe would understand my soul's wavelengths and the raw desire for death they entail. No, I don't think there was anybody here who could have done it. I mean, Stein probably could but he was Stein, and was already crazy enough. The truth of the matter is that I didn't want to be with anybody, because I didn't want to reveal any of the truth to anybody, for that makes me the most shy. I don't trust anybody enough to give them the story of my past. Though I guess I'd never really know if I could trust them, considering I don't let anybody close enough to me to know if I can trust them or not. But it is not important at this point. What matters at this point is that my true feelings will go out into the open probably, and that has to be dealt with. Now what do I do? There is too much I could do, that is the problem. No matter what comes to mind to me, it always has a downside. I sighed and stretched slowly, carefully. I finally nodded and decided what to do. I slept for that night, and prepared for the morning to follow. When I woke next I made a very large breakfast and, despite my stomach, ate all of it. I went to class as normal, and people were giving me some odd looks. The rumor had spread quickly, as I heard kids mumbling about me being some suicidal crazy idiot. I just sighed and did my best to look normal. Of course, I'm not exactly 'normal' so it wasn't easy to look 'normal'. Anyway, after class got out I went outside towards my house. I noticed Maka and company on the stairs down to the way I needed to go to get back to my house. Seems they were looking for me. I just ducked behind a wall and considered what to do. That really was the only way to get back to my house, but they were blocking the way. I breathed slowly and nodded. I stepped out from cover and yes, they spotted me. They started moving, quickly, in my direction. I just walked off to the side, and jumped over the side of the railing. They gasped and shouted "FALLEN!" but I had done this in the streets before. I fell till I was about two feet off the ground, then shifted into a rapier and main gauche and landed leaning against the wall. I shifted back and made a mad dash back towards my house, with them following quickly behind. I was good at weaving between buildings, but they were keeping up really well. I lost Black Star and Tsubaki first, as he got bored or something, all I know is he dashed off in a different direction. Kid, Liz, and Patty all were chasing me, though Kid outpaced Liz and Patty and those two fell off. Maka surprised me by having Soul turn into a scythe so that she could run and keep him with her, or that's what I thought she was doing. When I got to the door to my house I went to open it and with a 'chunk' found I had soul wrapped around me and a small bit of the building cut out. I paled and looked in the general direction of Maka's soul. "Wh-what are you all doing?! Why are you chasing me?" She walked up and hugged me deeply, and I hated it. "We heard the rumors Fallen, are they true?" I sighed and looked at Kid, who was the one who spoke there. I nodded and he grit his teeth. Soul spoke though sounded like he was still in weapon form. "Seriously?! Why are you that stupid?! You want to -DIE-? To leave everybody here behind?" Maka seemed to be tearing up so I gently pushed her off then jumped up and turned into a rapier-main gauche combo again, landing on my windowsill. I shifted back and looked down. "I'm sorry, but I have my reasons, and no I won't tell you why. Thank you for showing such kindness to me but it's not what I want anymore so leave me be, please." They frowned and seemed ready to break in but eventually they turned around. I sighed and went to my room and started packing. I no longer cared, so I was going to leave. I doubted Lord Death would be able to detect me leaving, when he has so many people to keep track of. I packed enough food and supplies for 20 days, then pulled out the tickets I had bought earlier that day, a flight over to the middle of Britain. I didn't think they'd be able to find me, I did hide for quite a long time before they found me this first time. Of course, one can't be too carefull. I waited for the cover of darkness and went off. I quickly went off towards the airport, ducking behind buildings whenever I felt someone nearby, of course I didn't count on getting ambushed.