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I went to an old hotel and slept until 3 in the afternoon, I checked my phone, and I have 12 missed calls, 2 from Alice, 3 from my mom, 1 from my dad, 6 from Mattie, but none from Bella.

Alice's were mostly cussing me out, telling me that I was a terrible person, but how she knows it wasn't all my fault because I really didn't know but saying I didn't know was the stupidest thing I could have done.

I wonder if I would have just left Mattie, how that would have turned out; I really would have if it wasn't for the baby that I was a part of making.

My moms were her telling me that I should haven't left Mattie like that, and that I better hope she will take me back. I deleted the other two without listening to them.

I didn't even bother with Mattie's. I really do know I am acting like a jerk, but I am scared, but I know that I have to get Bella back, if it kills me, I will never quit trying.

As I drove to Alice, I had a plan.

Bella and I were both into country music, and music got us both though a lot of things…. I haven't listened to any music sense she left, it hurts way too much.

But before I do anything I have to call Alice so I don't get arrested that would be so like Alice to have me arrested.

I got out my phone and called Alice, hoping I wouldn't wake the baby up.

Ring ring ring.

"HOW COULD YOU DO THIS, Edward!" I pinched the bridge of my noise, something I did when I was stressed.

"Alice, please, I was scared okay! I am stupid, I just found out that I have an eight year old son, the women of my dreams didn't leave me, and Mattie told me she was pregnant, but mostly I am just a stupid dumb ass, that ruins everything." I knew this was my entire fault; I should've never even gone out with Mattie, but I can change anything now.

"well at least you know you are. But Edward, you are my brother, and I love you. But Bella is my best friend to. She hasn't gotten out of bed all day, she is just in the guest room crying. I had to call jasper and ask him if he would stay way for a few more day. She is going to stay here for about a week. I called her best friends Rose and Emmett and they are sending close and other things. At least she has them."

"So I have a week?"

"A week for what, Edward?"

"To get the love of my life back, what else, well you help me?"

"Edward I don't know if you deserve her."

"Alice, I know I don't deserve her, I never have she is the most wonderful women I have ever known, I don't care what it takes. I will when her back, and if I don't, I will never fall in love again, because my heart is for Bella, and Bella only it always has been. Nothing compares to her, even after not having seen her in 8 almost 9 years, when she walked in my door, all I wanted was to be with her no matter what the cost. The only reason I said I had to think about it was that Mattie was right there, and I still want to be a part of this other babies life.

"You have more than a week, you have me. So what's then plan?" and for the first time in a long time, I smiled.

I KNOW ITS SHORT, BUT I PLAN ON POSTING TOMORROW…. THIS IS REALLY JUST A FILTER.