Why can't I move. It's like watching a Christmas present being thrown into a wood chipper by that on person at school that bullied you. I watch as he holds his phone to his ear smiling as he talks to her. I think I might throw up.
"Hey Lauren it's me Four" he says in a cheery tone. "Yeah i just wanted to call and say that I love you what I love hanging out with you" he pauses before saying "yeah I know" it sounds like she says something else but before she finishes he hangs up. He glares at poor Shauna and she cowards into Zeke's side. He of course takes this as an opportunity to wrap his arm around Shauna before pulling her closer to him.
I sigh as I realised I need alcohol if I'm going to survive any longer. So I get up and head to their kitchen and start to raid their cupboards for liquor. Pulling out several bottles of different things, I choose a couple and head back to the dining set in the back yard. Sitting I bring my knees to my chest and rest my head on my knees, every now and then taking a sip of booze.
I really don't feel like seeing his face and I just feel a bit uneasy right now. I bet right now Lauren is running around the house trying to find me so she can tell me she's won. But maybe she's right. He did seem pretty happy to be talking to her or it my of just been me.
My racing mind was interrupted by the back door being opened and someone walking out. Hold my bottle of liquor close to my shin as the person comes and sits beside me. I already know who it is but I still don't look up from my blank starring. I bring the bottle to my lips taking a bigger sip than intended but swallowing it anyway. After I bring it back to my shin he takes the bottle out of my hands and takes a sip himself. Looking to the pool either of us speaks and I'm kind of glad.
But my happiness was short lived when he starts to speak. "You okay" his deep voice breaks through the silence like a knife "Yeah I'm fine never better" I say in a quiet voice not meeting his eyes. "Yeah I can tell your lying" he smirks at me once I look up to him. "Oh and how do you know this" I question still with a straight face. "Because you always smile when I'm around, it's like your free and this" he gestures to me flicking his wrist in a girly way "is not free" he say in a girly tone. I break, a small smile starts to play on my lips. I drop my legs so I'm just sitting and look at the rushing water of the pool. Why does he always get to me like this. It's like I can't help my self but be happy around him and I think he knows it.
Finally I meet is eyes but I didn't notice how close we were to each other. He stares back at me. "I know you didn't want me to make that call to Lauren" he says breaking the tension a little "I could see it in your eyes-" he starts but then stops him self as he leans in closer to me. He's so close to me to the point that I can feel his breath. I start to lean in too when were interrupted by a cough...
Hey everyone I hope you like the story please leave me a review it really helps a lot thank you!